Alice Vol. 4 No. 2
Published by UA Student Media Spring 2019.
Published by UA Student Media Spring 2019.
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34 <strong>Alice</strong> Spring 2019<br />
I came out to my friend Anna in a wordvomiting<br />
frenzy when I busted through the door<br />
of my sorority house the morning after my nowgirlfriend<br />
and I first kissed.<br />
I came out to my friends Jamie, Rachel and<br />
Caroline a few weeks later, in the tiny shoebox<br />
room right next door to mine after rumors started<br />
to spread. I wanted them to hear it from me first.<br />
I came out to my roommate while I painted a<br />
banner in the basement, shaking the entire time<br />
because I didn’t know if she would want to live<br />
with me again the next year.<br />
I came out to my Big while we both sat on<br />
the tiny couch in my room, and I cried because<br />
I didn’t know if she would be able to love her<br />
religion and love me.<br />
I came out to all the girls I sat with at lunch<br />
every weekday, making no eye contact to avoid<br />
the inevitable adverse reactions.<br />
And get this: <strong>No</strong>thing happened.<br />
<strong>No</strong>body shunned me or talked badly about<br />
me. <strong>No</strong> one gave me rude looks or avoided me in<br />
the halls. My roommate is still my roommate, and<br />
she’s never acted weird about changing in front<br />
of me or sleeping two feet from me each night.<br />
My friends barely batted an eye; some told me<br />
they knew all along. A long-standing rule against<br />
bringing girls as dates to functions was retracted,<br />
and I was even elected to a cabinet position. I have<br />
not once had a less-than-pleasant interaction<br />
with a girl in my sorority because of my sexuality.<br />
I have been embraced with open arms for exactly<br />
who I am. I have had younger girls come up to<br />
me at parties and tell me how much they love me<br />
and my girlfriend together and how happy they<br />
are for me.<br />
I am not saying everything is perfect here or<br />
in other houses or other social circles. I’m sure<br />
there are some people who don’t love the fact<br />
that I’m gay. And that’s fine — it doesn’t bother<br />
me. But I can honestly say that being openly<br />
gay in an Alabama sorority is not as scary as it<br />
sounds. I know all that “Sisterhood forever! I love<br />
my sisters!” talk is annoying, and I don’t know<br />
how much I buy into all of it, but I will say this:<br />
Sisterhood can be something unexpected. It can<br />
be something wonderful and real. It can be openminded,<br />
forgiving and sincere.<br />
I used to think I wasn’t meant to be a sorority<br />
girl. <strong>No</strong>w, I’m pretty damn proud to be one. <strong>No</strong><br />
matter how obnoxious my hot pink Lilly agenda<br />
might be.