Island Parent February/March 2021
Victoria and Vancouver Island's Parenting Resource for 33 Years • Special Needs Issue • 20 Things Parent of Kids with Special Needs Should Hear • From Stylist to Fashion Police: What to do when kids decide what to wear • Kid-friendly Favourites in Tofino
Victoria and Vancouver Island's Parenting Resource for 33 Years • Special Needs Issue • 20 Things Parent of Kids with Special Needs Should Hear • From Stylist to Fashion Police: What to do when kids decide what to wear • Kid-friendly Favourites in Tofino
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whatever I didn’t like. So I covertly weeded out the neon and<br />
bedazzled items from her closet. I bought only basics—no<br />
more patterns, faux fur or sequins. It didn’t work. My daughter<br />
found a work-around: shopping in the costume play bin<br />
and even items from her brother’s closet to accessorize her<br />
bland wardrobe.<br />
I realized that refining my daughter’s taste was hopeless. I<br />
decided to take my friend’s advice and create a clear boundary:<br />
kids get creative control over their clothing and parents<br />
get to decide what’s appropriate. I silently nodded when my<br />
daughter asked if I liked what she was wearing (neon shorts<br />
over jeans). But when she asked if I would buy her fishnet<br />
stockings, I did a mental scan of my jurisdiction and responded<br />
with a hard “no.”<br />
This division of control should have made the clothing<br />
struggles easier, but it didn’t feel that way. The real issue<br />
began to emerge: I had an opinion of what I thought looked<br />
best and I wanted her to wear that. My daughter also had an<br />
opinion and she wanted to wear that. She was dressing age<br />
appropriate, it was just quirky.<br />
While I bemoaned my daughter’s style, I also admired her<br />
whimsy and confidence. One morning after she assembled yet<br />
another puzzling outfit, I watched her admire herself in the<br />
mirror. It was the same look I had seen on my step-mother’s<br />
face a few years earlier when we were getting ready together<br />
in her bathroom. After my step-mom put the final touches<br />
on her makeup she stepped back from the mirror and said,<br />
“Wow, I am gorgeous.”<br />
Time stood still for me in that moment. I was a teenager<br />
again, hustling to feel pretty and accepted. Just like my birth<br />
mother, I was beautiful but struggled to know my worth. I<br />
wished that both my birth mother and I had loved ourselves<br />
as boldly and confidently as my step-mother loved herself.<br />
Now, as my daughter admired herself in the mirror that<br />
morning, I recognized that same confidence. Her style was<br />
not polished or trendy, but I could see that her capacity for<br />
self-love and self-acceptance was greater than I had ever<br />
known. And while being able to properly mix colours and<br />
patterns is a valuable skill to learn, the more important lessons<br />
were ones that I didn’t need to teach. They were already<br />
inside of my daughter: Be yourself. Love who you are. Wear<br />
what makes you feel good. Don’t care what other people<br />
think.<br />
Most days now, when my daughter appears in front of me<br />
ready for school and ask how she looks, I ask her what she<br />
thinks. She doesn’t need me policing her style. Looking and<br />
feeling good for her means using fashion for personal expression<br />
and creativity. In that sense, she may be more refined<br />
than me.<br />
Sarah Seitz is a working mother, writer<br />
and consumer of coffee and books—in that<br />
order. She writes about the messy and real<br />
parts of parenting and reveals her underbelly<br />
in her words. You can read more of<br />
Sarah’s writing at sarahseitz.ca.<br />
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