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Marta and the Blue Tiger by Alla Kudziieva

From writer: Martha and the Blue Tiger is my series of short stories in the style of symbolism. A surreal tale about the adventures of a girl, Martha, who has a wing instead of a left arm, and a talking Tiger philosopher. It's a metaphorical fiction of unhealthy human relationships. In these stories, Martha and the Blue Tiger reflect on rather non-trivial views of modern values, attitudes, and human vices. Artist Statement I write in the language of symbolism because it is how I manage to speak. I don't choose symbols on purpose; they just appear, an image or a picture in my head, and take on a life of their own. When I write in symbols, it's a way for me to learn about myself, what is hidden so deeply in me and so forbidden. It's about the constant escape from the world and myself. About the attraction to that which destroys. The addiction to pain. Stories writer - Alla Kudziieva Translation - Helen Chervitz Collages - Alla Kudziieva and Luba Stegnienko

From writer:
Martha and the Blue Tiger is my series of short stories in the style of symbolism. A surreal tale about the adventures of a girl, Martha, who has a wing instead of a left arm, and a talking Tiger philosopher. It's a metaphorical fiction of unhealthy human relationships. In these stories, Martha and the Blue Tiger reflect on rather non-trivial views of modern values, attitudes, and human vices.

Artist Statement
I write in the language of symbolism because it is how I manage to speak. I don't choose symbols on purpose; they just appear, an image or a picture in my head, and take on a life of their own. When I write in symbols, it's a way for me to learn about myself, what is hidden so deeply in me and so forbidden.
It's about the constant escape from the world and myself. About the attraction to that which destroys. The addiction to pain.

Stories writer - Alla Kudziieva
Translation - Helen Chervitz
Collages - Alla Kudziieva and Luba Stegnienko

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“Well, of course, for pure aes<strong>the</strong>tics. Such a beautiful piece,” <strong>Marta</strong> looked at silvery<br />

reflections on her wing. “And most likely, it cost you a fortune too.”<br />

The <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong> ignored this remark as well.<br />

“And what now? Going to get married again?” <strong>and</strong> still with <strong>the</strong> coat on, he came close to<br />

<strong>Marta</strong> <strong>and</strong> took hold of <strong>the</strong> edge of her chain.<br />

“Oh, well, I was planning it,” <strong>Marta</strong> sighed <strong>and</strong>, exhausted, sat down on <strong>the</strong> stair, “but this<br />

strange feeling that you instilled in me got everything confused in my head. I felt completely<br />

at a loss.”<br />

“What feeling?”<br />

“This one of yours – <strong>the</strong> silly one. The feeling of feelings.”<br />

“And how does it manifest itself?”<br />

“Isn’t it obvious?” <strong>Marta</strong> was angry with <strong>the</strong> <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong> now. “Not only I can’t escape<br />

properly, but I also left your trinkets on me,” <strong>and</strong> she just pulled <strong>the</strong> chain out of The <strong>Blue</strong><br />

<strong>Tiger</strong>’s paw.<br />

“Well, my dear, you have always wanted to attract more attention. Never mind that wing<br />

instead of your left arm, now on <strong>the</strong> top of it, you have a broken chain on this wing <strong>and</strong> you<br />

are very close to your aspirations, in my opinion.”<br />

“Only it seems to me that no one is going to marry me with such a dowry.” <strong>Marta</strong> smiled with<br />

sadness.<br />

“But you’ll take your black wedding veil with you, won’t you?”<br />

“I think, I might.”<br />

“And what about <strong>the</strong> feeling?” Now The <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong> laughed at <strong>Marta</strong> ra<strong>the</strong>r arrogantly,<br />

enjoying his superiority or it might have been his defensive position.<br />

“Oh, it has to be cured,” she sighed<br />

“Such a strong contagion?”<br />

“More than. The symptoms have already reached <strong>the</strong> level of fantasies.” <strong>Marta</strong> began to<br />

sound more <strong>and</strong> more ambitious. “Imagine yourself, those are <strong>the</strong> fantasies of <strong>the</strong> future, <strong>and</strong><br />

<strong>the</strong>se are <strong>the</strong> scariest ones.”<br />

“So, you got frightened. That’s <strong>the</strong> point.”<br />

“That’s exactly what I’m talking about.” She nervously flapped her wing, almost hitting The<br />

<strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong> on <strong>the</strong> nose with <strong>the</strong> silver chain links.<br />

“Well,” The <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong> sat beside <strong>Marta</strong>, “this is an odd feeling indeed.”<br />

“You can feel it too?” <strong>Marta</strong> stared at The <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong>.<br />

With an almost pleading look.<br />

“What can I say, my little girl,” The <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong> embraced <strong>Marta</strong>. “Those are human feelings,<br />

<strong>and</strong> I am a tiger. Besides, I am flabbergasted that you were capable of such human reactions. I<br />

thought your heart is too pricked <strong>by</strong> <strong>the</strong> fea<strong>the</strong>rs of this wing.”<br />

“Well,” <strong>Marta</strong> hesitated for a short while, took out <strong>the</strong> veil from <strong>the</strong> box <strong>and</strong>, coquettishly<br />

pinned <strong>the</strong> thin lace to <strong>the</strong> hair. “I think it’s time I left.”

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