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Marta and the Blue Tiger by Alla Kudziieva

From writer: Martha and the Blue Tiger is my series of short stories in the style of symbolism. A surreal tale about the adventures of a girl, Martha, who has a wing instead of a left arm, and a talking Tiger philosopher. It's a metaphorical fiction of unhealthy human relationships. In these stories, Martha and the Blue Tiger reflect on rather non-trivial views of modern values, attitudes, and human vices. Artist Statement I write in the language of symbolism because it is how I manage to speak. I don't choose symbols on purpose; they just appear, an image or a picture in my head, and take on a life of their own. When I write in symbols, it's a way for me to learn about myself, what is hidden so deeply in me and so forbidden. It's about the constant escape from the world and myself. About the attraction to that which destroys. The addiction to pain. Stories writer - Alla Kudziieva Translation - Helen Chervitz Collages - Alla Kudziieva and Luba Stegnienko

From writer:
Martha and the Blue Tiger is my series of short stories in the style of symbolism. A surreal tale about the adventures of a girl, Martha, who has a wing instead of a left arm, and a talking Tiger philosopher. It's a metaphorical fiction of unhealthy human relationships. In these stories, Martha and the Blue Tiger reflect on rather non-trivial views of modern values, attitudes, and human vices.

Artist Statement
I write in the language of symbolism because it is how I manage to speak. I don't choose symbols on purpose; they just appear, an image or a picture in my head, and take on a life of their own. When I write in symbols, it's a way for me to learn about myself, what is hidden so deeply in me and so forbidden.
It's about the constant escape from the world and myself. About the attraction to that which destroys. The addiction to pain.

Stories writer - Alla Kudziieva
Translation - Helen Chervitz
Collages - Alla Kudziieva and Luba Stegnienko

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trench coat <strong>and</strong> took a long slow whiff.<br />

- I’m gonna run. I’m expected <strong>the</strong>re, you know, - ahead of me. – She sounded ra<strong>the</strong>r<br />

wayward.<br />

- <strong>Marta</strong>, you won’t be able to escape from your own self. No matter how far ahead you run,<br />

you<br />

won’t make a single step away from yourself.<br />

- Here you are again, - <strong>and</strong> <strong>Marta</strong> stormed off.<br />

She ran with all her might looking straight ahead. She made <strong>the</strong> full circle, just as big as <strong>the</strong><br />

chain pinned at one end to her wing (which, as we remember, she had instead of her left<br />

arm),<br />

<strong>and</strong> at <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r end to The <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong>’s tail, allowed her.<br />

- Don’t you think you’ve returned to your original place? - <strong>the</strong> <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong> asked her, putting<br />

<strong>the</strong><br />

newspaper away.<br />

- I’m here just to catch my breath<br />

- Well, well… - <strong>the</strong> <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong> plunged into reading <strong>the</strong> sports page.<br />

<strong>Marta</strong> waited for ano<strong>the</strong>r minute <strong>and</strong> a half to be noticed <strong>and</strong> took off at double speed.<br />

After ano<strong>the</strong>r circle was completed, she collapsed at <strong>the</strong> base of <strong>the</strong> blue velvet chair.<br />

The <strong>Blue</strong> <strong>Tiger</strong> looked obliquely at her gasping <strong>and</strong> shaking.<br />

- Don’t you think that <strong>the</strong> logic of your actions is broken? – he asked.<br />

- It didn’t sink in yet. My head is spinning.<br />

- You were running for <strong>the</strong> new because you didn’t like <strong>the</strong> way it was. But you came back to<br />

where you were, to <strong>the</strong> old.<br />

- True. Absolutely foolish waste of time, - said <strong>Marta</strong> still a bit out of breath, - But what can I<br />

do? Here I am, - bored again!<br />

- It’s odd. In my opinion, you have concocted such an engaging distraction for yourself –<br />

running<br />

around in circles.<br />

- It’s all because of that stupid chain of yours on my wing. It makes me run from myself yet<br />

after<br />

myself. Besides, <strong>the</strong> circle is way too impeccable.<br />

- Will you try again?<br />

- No. I’d ra<strong>the</strong>r think about what can be done with <strong>the</strong> chain.<br />

- Isn’t that <strong>the</strong> very reason you lost your left arm?<br />

And right at this moment, <strong>Marta</strong> for <strong>the</strong> first time realized that <strong>the</strong> chain was pinned to her<br />

wing<br />

just with a gold safety pin.

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