Windward Review Vol. 20 (2022): Beginnings and Endings
"Beginnings and Endings" (2022) challenged South Texas writers and beyond to narrate structures of beginnings and ends. What results is a collection of poetry, prose, hybrid writing, and photography that haunts, embraces, and consoles all the same. Similar to past WR volumes, this collection defies easy elaboration - it contains diverse tones, languages, colors, and creative spaces. Creative pieces within the text builds upon others, allowing polyvocal narratives to interlock and defy the logic of 'beginning-middle-end'. By the end of this collection, you will neither sense nor crave the finality that a typical text brings. Instead, you will be inspired to learn and create beyond a narrative linear structure. Your reading and support is sincerely appreciated.
"Beginnings and Endings" (2022) challenged South Texas writers and beyond to narrate structures of beginnings and ends. What results is a collection of poetry, prose, hybrid writing, and photography that haunts, embraces, and consoles all the same. Similar to past WR volumes, this collection defies easy elaboration - it contains diverse tones, languages, colors, and creative spaces. Creative pieces within the text builds upon others, allowing polyvocal narratives to interlock and defy the logic of 'beginning-middle-end'. By the end of this collection, you will neither sense nor crave the finality that a typical text brings. Instead, you will be inspired to learn and create beyond a narrative linear structure. Your reading and support is sincerely appreciated.
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Nancy Spiller<br />
“As the massive star contracts, it’s gravity becomes so strong that light can no longer escape.<br />
The region from which light cannot escape is called a black hole <strong>and</strong> its boundary is called<br />
the event horizon.”- Steven Hawking<br />
A Brief History of Donny<br />
I did my best trying to get along<br />
with my son, Donny. He used to be a<br />
real mother’s helper, picking up the dry<br />
cleaning, emptying my ashtrays, the<br />
little man of the house. Saturdays were<br />
soccer days. Sure, I had to yell for him to<br />
keep his cleats off until he got to the car,<br />
but he so loved clickety-clacking down<br />
the driveway. My fondest memories are<br />
of him running the full length of that<br />
impossibly green field, the one built over<br />
a former waste dump—they’ve only had<br />
to close it twice for methane explosions<br />
from the rotting garbage below. My boy,<br />
kicking the ball, leaping in the air like a<br />
baby Billy goat, feeling the full wallop of<br />
his life force.<br />
But all that changed in the<br />
bitter morning hours the winter of his<br />
seventh-grade year. He’d snuck out of<br />
the house with a group of like-minded<br />
delinquents, his “crew,” to spray paint a<br />
freeway overpass. Tagging, they called<br />
it. I had to get out of bed, throw a coat<br />
over my nightgown <strong>and</strong> drive to the<br />
police station for the little booger. That<br />
was what he became to me that night,<br />
no better than a noisome waste product<br />
headed for a tissue <strong>and</strong> the Big Flush. He<br />
was in his crew uniform, a T-shirt, baggy<br />
jeans <strong>and</strong> a stocking cap, his bare arms<br />
scabby from self-inflicted burns. I told<br />
him I’d knock the stuffing out of him if<br />
he ever did anything like that again. Of<br />
course, you could whack a kid like him<br />
all day <strong>and</strong> he’d still manage to say or do<br />
something, or just give you a look, that<br />
made you want to keep whacking him.<br />
I’ve thought about this a lot.<br />
I’ve had the time to, now that things<br />
have quieted down. All those volcanic<br />
explosions claiming he never asked to<br />
be born, making me wish he’d come<br />
with a return mailing label. Sometimes<br />
I wonder if he just did that to make<br />
himself stronger, like they do with<br />
steel blades, heating <strong>and</strong> cooling, then<br />
heating <strong>and</strong> cooling, until it’s tougher<br />
than whatever it needs to cut through.<br />
I treasure my son, don’t get me<br />
wrong. His Spirit. God knows I wish his<br />
little sister had a tenth of his spunk.<br />
Sometimes when I’m yelling at her I<br />
worry she’ll just dry up <strong>and</strong> blow away.<br />
Even worse, I won’t notice. I’ll be paying<br />
too much attention to Donny. Only now<br />
it’s a different kind of attention.<br />
I first got the idea of how to<br />
deal with him from Steven Hawking,<br />
you know, the late twentieth century’s<br />
Einstein. Einstein invented the theory of<br />
relativity. Something about a train going<br />
a certain speed <strong>and</strong> out the window<br />
everything starts to stretch out, or<br />
maybe moosh up, like a yeast dough left<br />
too long to rise. Or something.<br />
Einstein didn’t talk until he was<br />
four years old. His mother claimed<br />
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