Windward Review Vol. 20 (2022): Beginnings and Endings
"Beginnings and Endings" (2022) challenged South Texas writers and beyond to narrate structures of beginnings and ends. What results is a collection of poetry, prose, hybrid writing, and photography that haunts, embraces, and consoles all the same. Similar to past WR volumes, this collection defies easy elaboration - it contains diverse tones, languages, colors, and creative spaces. Creative pieces within the text builds upon others, allowing polyvocal narratives to interlock and defy the logic of 'beginning-middle-end'. By the end of this collection, you will neither sense nor crave the finality that a typical text brings. Instead, you will be inspired to learn and create beyond a narrative linear structure. Your reading and support is sincerely appreciated.
"Beginnings and Endings" (2022) challenged South Texas writers and beyond to narrate structures of beginnings and ends. What results is a collection of poetry, prose, hybrid writing, and photography that haunts, embraces, and consoles all the same. Similar to past WR volumes, this collection defies easy elaboration - it contains diverse tones, languages, colors, and creative spaces. Creative pieces within the text builds upon others, allowing polyvocal narratives to interlock and defy the logic of 'beginning-middle-end'. By the end of this collection, you will neither sense nor crave the finality that a typical text brings. Instead, you will be inspired to learn and create beyond a narrative linear structure. Your reading and support is sincerely appreciated.
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She had him when she was only<br />
sixteen, worked two, sometimes three<br />
jobs to support them. His daddy split<br />
right after hearing he was about to be<br />
a father. So, yeah, his mama knew the<br />
ways of men, the thin line separating<br />
them from the beasts.<br />
It wasn’t until later—when he was<br />
a man going on twenty years—that T.J.<br />
saw the worst of mankind. War was a<br />
terrible thing, especially for a black<br />
man in the sixties. Denied basic human<br />
rights in one country, he was sent off<br />
to another a thous<strong>and</strong> miles away from<br />
home to fight for those same rights he<br />
was denied.<br />
Poor folk killing poor folk, while<br />
somebody made a profit out of it.<br />
Whole history of the world was just<br />
one big fish swallowing up a smaller<br />
one. In the army, there was always a<br />
bigger fish in the sea.<br />
“Don’t you go off being no hero,”<br />
Mama had said. “Heroes die. This<br />
here’s a white man’s war so let him go<br />
fight <strong>and</strong> die for it. You just keep your<br />
head well hid <strong>and</strong> do your time <strong>and</strong><br />
come back to me, ya hear?”<br />
T.J. told her he would, but if the<br />
stories were true, those who came back<br />
were shells of their former selves. The<br />
streets of the east side of Detroit were<br />
littered with poor souls, w<strong>and</strong>ering the<br />
streets late at night, making threats<br />
out of ghosts, <strong>and</strong> losing themselves<br />
one bottle at a time. Even if war didn’t<br />
kill you out right, it still left its mark.<br />
In the army, color didn’t matter.<br />
Everybody bled equally. You were just<br />
a number, a body to be grinded up in<br />
the machine. Yes, sir. No, sir. Get in<br />
line. Shut up. Don’t think. Just obey.<br />
Follow orders.<br />
T.J. survived the war, barely.<br />
He was injured twice. Received two<br />
purple hearts. One just a flesh wound,<br />
but a real bleeder. The other, more<br />
permanent. T.J. still had pieces of<br />
shrapnel stuck in his back. They were<br />
the only things he brought back with<br />
him from the war besides his two<br />
purple hearts. T.J. still felt them too,<br />
especially when the weather was<br />
cold <strong>and</strong> rainy.<br />
Hell, he felt them now, his back<br />
crying out to be itched or rubbed.<br />
“Almost there.” T.J. shifted the<br />
weight of the ladder, thinking for<br />
every Cheryl in life, there were two<br />
or three pieces of shrapnel.<br />
What she was up to now?<br />
Married? Kids? Hell, T.J. didn’t even<br />
know if she was still alive. Sometimes<br />
he pictured the life they would’ve<br />
had together if they hadn’t gone<br />
down separate paths. Thoughts of<br />
Cheryl were sweet <strong>and</strong> dreamy. More<br />
of a hopeful teenager’s longing than<br />
that of a tired old man looking at the<br />
back end of his life. Nobody ever saw<br />
themselves in their fifties, sixties,<br />
or seventies until they were actually<br />
there.<br />
Cheryl. Sweet Cheryl.<br />
“If you ever,” T.J. crooned, his<br />
voice a low tenor. “Change your mind<br />
. . . about leaving, leaving me behind.”<br />
They sure didn’t make songs like<br />
they used to. Where was the talent?<br />
Nowadays anybody could churn out<br />
a beat on a machine, recycle an old<br />
song, auto-tune the hell out of their<br />
voice <strong>and</strong> call it music. Where was<br />
the soul in that? Sam Cooke would<br />
be rolling in his grave.<br />
With a satisfied grunt, T.J. placed<br />
the stepladder in the back of his<br />
rust-bottomed Ford. He patted the<br />
chalk dust from his gloves, stuffed<br />
them in his back pocket, <strong>and</strong> wiped<br />
the sweat from his forehead. The day<br />
sure was a hot one, especially for late<br />
October. That was the trend lately.<br />
Longer summers, tamer winters.<br />
He had trouble remembering the<br />
last time he saw a white Christmas.<br />
When he was kid, not having a white<br />
Christmas was a rarity.<br />
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