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DIA DE LOS MUERTOSAUNTING THE DEAD<br />
With enormous effort, Eileen shifted her perceptions<br />
completely back to <strong>the</strong> living world, shutting out<br />
<strong>the</strong> restless dead. As she had suspected, <strong>the</strong> music was<br />
coming from a parade of marchers in colorful costumes.<br />
The walkers, dressed as merrymaking skeletons, stiltwalking<br />
ghosts, crows and Aztec warriors wielding<br />
Styrofoam swords, mingled with <strong>the</strong> crowds of dead.<br />
The ghosts seemed to take sustenance from <strong>the</strong> joy and<br />
laughter that followed <strong>the</strong> marchers.<br />
“Día de los Muertos,” Teo said. “The Day of <strong>the</strong><br />
<strong>Dead</strong> festival. I remember a parade like this one, once.<br />
It’s one of my few good memories of this third-world<br />
toilet of a country.”<br />
Eileen was startled at <strong>the</strong> bitterness in his voice.<br />
“My mo<strong>the</strong>r…” Oozing cracks appeared on his face.<br />
“This country is why my sister and I lay under a tarp for<br />
sixteen hours in 120 degree heat to make it to San<br />
Diego. If <strong>the</strong>re wasn’t such a shortage of agents who<br />
spoke Spanish, I’d never have come back here.”<br />
“I could have handled this alone,” Eileen said. “You<br />
didn’t have to come.”<br />
Teo’s face was unreadable. “I guess I like my job too<br />
much.”<br />
Eileen almost laughed. “No, Teo. Be honest with<br />
me if no one else.“<br />
His eyes were blazing now and <strong>the</strong> fissures bled<br />
freely. “Look at <strong>the</strong>m!” he said, ignoring her question<br />
and pointing at <strong>the</strong> colorful denizens of Guadalajara.<br />
“Tomorrow is Día de los Muertos—Day of <strong>the</strong> <strong>Dead</strong>.<br />
Under those colorful displays, candy skulls and grinning<br />
masks are lives filled with misery, despair and fear.<br />
Once a year <strong>the</strong>y organize this sad little comedy to hide<br />
<strong>the</strong> truth from <strong>the</strong>mselves—that <strong>the</strong> fear of death rules<br />
over <strong>the</strong>ir entire lives.”<br />
“And we’re different, I suppose?”<br />
“Of course we are! Look at us—we wear <strong>the</strong> meat<br />
when we have to, but <strong>the</strong>n we cast that thing off and<br />
walk among <strong>the</strong> spirits. What fear does death have for<br />
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