Vol. II. Issue. III September 2011 - The Criterion: An International ...
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www.the-criterion.com <strong>The</strong> <strong>Criterion</strong>: <strong>An</strong> <strong>International</strong> Journal in English ISSN 0976-8165<br />
<strong>The</strong> abjection, the casting away of Manet and his Olympia, is like the gesture that Manet wanted<br />
to make but couldn't because he was first and foremost a Frenchman. But Haiti was the country<br />
where some of Basquiat's ancestors lay dead, a country ruthlessly fucked by the French. <strong>The</strong>re is<br />
no grace in Basquiat, only big ugly gestures to make a scene, a vivid piece of art that nearly<br />
mimics refuse. If this refuse is where Olympia landed after she was pillaged by the future, there<br />
is nothing but a disassembled mess and squiggly lines. <strong>The</strong>re is a face with a row of teeth and<br />
mismatched eyes. This is Olympia, this man is Olympia, this bald-white-sketch-of-a-man is a<br />
French-like thing.<br />
<strong>The</strong>re is no culture to feign, any longer. <strong>The</strong>re is just a brash gesture to aim at the long, lingering<br />
past like a missile. Launching missiles to cover the past in paint gestures, not kidding. Not<br />
struggling under the heavy-handed dissipation of arms that forces nations into secret retire.<br />
<strong>The</strong>re is no bureaucracy in Basquiat. <strong>The</strong>re is just a handy gesture dragged over the surface with<br />
fucked-up concentration. <strong>The</strong>re is no black servant. <strong>The</strong>re is no over-arching adherence to<br />
aesthetic wit. His wit is defiantly ugly, blocking out the pretty whores that run rampant all<br />
across the other canvasses. <strong>The</strong>re is nothing to incite desire or lust. This canvas incites a wideeyed<br />
laughter. This art is a funny thing, fucking with the past.<br />
At 6:45am Seth sends a text that says, "Here."<br />
I go down to open the gate for him, down the three levels of stairs that lead to my bedroom. He<br />
is on his bike. He has a bottle of wine and he's smiling. Sort of. He says he's been riding his<br />
bike all night. He says he came from a strange party. He acts very self-important.<br />
"You're strange," I say.<br />
"You're strange, too," he replies.<br />
For a second, his eyes are a blank stare. I only notice because I've been haunted by a blank stare.<br />
Eyes, cheeks, the fragile skin below the eye, the skin draping cheeks, jaw, stretching over a chin.<br />
<strong>The</strong> eyes are calm, too calm, too distant, vacant. This is the face I have been anticipating. This<br />
is the face that will be the look of death on my father, soon. I look into windows and see this<br />
face, in the eyes of a cat or a child, faces so plain their eyes merge with the background, pinned<br />
to the backdrop, unchanging. When I look into the mirror and this face appears performing a<br />
trick of the eye. It is a moving face, an animation staring back at me, but it’s not me. <strong>The</strong><br />
disconnection of his blank stare from my thoughts makes my mind go blank. That face and my<br />
thoughts stand in utter separation. No trail of thought could be salvaged from the tiny electric<br />
currents that go quiet when it is before me. <strong>An</strong>d now I see it in Seth’s eyes.<br />
One day I visited home and my father walked beside me. I tried to say something to him as we<br />
walked, anything, but the blank stare that I could see in his eyes kept me in a state of stupor. I<br />
could not pick up on any of the threads that were woven with our superficial hellos. We had no<br />
news to explain, or I had no way of explaining it. I had not seen him for months. We went to<br />
lunch and before we ordered I stepped into the bathroom. <strong>The</strong> mirror looked at me from across<br />
the room. It kept my memory concealed, buried into a tight, flat corridor behind that head of hair<br />
in the reflection. I faced my reflection and she blinked again. She reached for me, feeling the<br />
mirror, searching for a way out, a way to reach through the borderline, to me. Her finger pointed<br />
at my left eye and it turned, touching my own finger and our fingers locked together in symmetry<br />
like the wings of a butterfly. I put my hand down, but hers remained, scratching at me, sucking<br />
me in, and I coughed. I ran out of the bathroom and looked at my father with wide eyes. I gave<br />
him my blank stare, my death wish. He has it still, knowing he'll die soon.<br />
I take Seth upstairs. Ever since I cut my hair, we have the same hair-do. Upstairs, in my<br />
bedroom, he sits. He begins to open a bottle of wine.<br />
<strong>Vol</strong>. <strong>II</strong>. <strong>Issue</strong>. <strong>II</strong>I 273 <strong>September</strong> <strong>2011</strong>