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www.the-criterion.com The Criterion: An International Journal in English ISSN 0976-8165 a place to put her soft feet? What else could I do? How could I tolerate her suffering? Do I have any right to put her through the suffering? Snigdha was, as if, posing these questions to herself. “Indeed, but you have served a severe blow at motherhood”. Pradipta’s lawyer heaved a sigh. “I have only made an attempt at understanding motherhood.” Snigdha raised her head. “But surely you would not have dared to do this in case abortion was not legalized” Pradipta’s lawyer struck the last weapon in his armour. “I would have taken the same course of action even if time had gone back a thousand years, and had the events shaped up like this then.” Vol. II. Issue. III 290 September 2011
www.the-criterion.com The Criterion: An International Journal in English ISSN 0976-8165 The Bright Drop Melissa Studdard Houston, USA Sitting still, he was inside a vortex, suspended in time and space – a cosmic sojourner without leaving earth. He was the absence of all that was and all that had ever been – the vast sweep of existence contracted to a single point, a point on a point, the shadow of point on a point. But he was also the expansion of this point back out - out so wide that it glowed brighter than eternity. He was the nothingness left after nothingness evaporated, and he felt the emptiness around him, how it swirled its orbit like stardust looking for a home. This was how the elders had taught him to do it: three days of fasting – no food, no sleep, no conversation. Then, at the end, the sitting. There was a tree near their stream – it seemed to be a grove – like a hundred trees or more, but it was only one, one set of roots beneath the earth, one thirsty life absorbing river and rain, a hundred sturdy trunks poking through the loam. This tree was the cradle of their tribe, the place they went to be still. And it was there that Chandra sat, his hands pressed together at his chest with his index fingers pointing to the heavens in Uttarabodhi Mudra, the gesture of supreme enlightenment. In this space there was only Chandra and Uttarabodhi Mudra, Uttarabodhi Mudra and Chandra. Like a reflection of the moon in water, they were one, and the rest of the universe fell away like soil shaking off a stepping foot. Indeed, if Chandra had thought, he would have wondered if he actually existed at all. But there was no thinking. There was only being – the steady hum of warmth from the mudra up the arms, past the shoulders, to the head and then, like a quick unzipping – down the body. Chandra was open, empty and available to be filled. But he did not seek. That was the key to it all – to be available to receive whatever was offered without asking. And if nothing was offered, well, then one just sat, and in this sitting lived, and that was enough – to hold the breath inside the body and then give it back and pull it in again – that ordinary miracle. Many times Chandra had been the void and nothing more, had returned to his people after a seven day sit and picked up his work exactly where he’d left it – in the middle of a row of planting, or at the flap of a half-built tent. No one ever asked. But sometimes there was more, something born of the void (which Chandra could not describe with words), and the original forces would settle into his silence and grow within him like seeds and then buds and then vibrant, unfolding petals in powdery, sun-kissed red. The blooms would be in his heart and in his mind and attached to the very foundation of his soul, and when, after the sit, he walked back to his people, the petals would flutter inside him as if lifted and dropped and lifted by a delicate but mischievous breeze. Often, as he walked back, a word, just one word, might enter his mind – something like “whimsical” or “steadfast,” and it would be Chandra’s job to find the universe of meaning that existed before the word took its place. If he was lucky, he Vol. II. Issue. III 291 September 2011
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