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Peter Watts 161 Blindsight<br />

Months sometimes, according to the case files. For one poor<br />

woman, a year and more.<br />

Appeals to logic fail utterly. How could you see the bird when<br />

there is no window How do you decide where your seen halfworld<br />

ends if you can't see the other half to weigh it against If<br />

you are dead, how can you smell your own corruption If you do<br />

not exist, Amanda, what is talking to us now<br />

Useless. When you're in the grip of Cotard's Syndrome or<br />

hemineglect you cannot be swayed by argument. When you're in<br />

thrall to some alien artefact you know that the self is gone, that<br />

reality ends at the midline. You know it with the same<br />

unshakeable certainty of any man regarding the location of his own<br />

limbs, with that hardwired awareness that needs no other<br />

confirmation. Against that conviction, what is reason What is<br />

logic<br />

Inside Rorschach, they had no place at all.<br />

On the sixth orbit it acted.<br />

"It's talking to us," James said. Her eyes were wide behind the<br />

faceplate, but not bright, not manic. Around us Rorschach's guts<br />

oozed and crawled at the corner of my eye; it still took effort to<br />

ignore the illusion. Foreign words scrabbled like small animals<br />

below my brainstem as I tried to focus on a ring of finger-sized<br />

protrusions that picketed a patch of wall.<br />

"It's not talking," Szpindel said from across the artery. "You're<br />

hallucinating again."<br />

Bates said nothing. Two grunts hovered in the middle of the<br />

space, panning across three axes.<br />

"It's different this time," James insisted. "The geometry—it's not<br />

so symmetrical. Looks almost like the Phaistos disk." She spun<br />

slowly, pointed down the passage: "I think it's stronger down<br />

here…"<br />

"Bring Michelle out," Szpindel suggested. "Maybe she can talk<br />

some sense into you."<br />

James laughed weakly. "Never say die, do you" She tweaked<br />

*

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