28.01.2015 Views

1n1REzE

1n1REzE

1n1REzE

SHOW MORE
SHOW LESS

Create successful ePaper yourself

Turn your PDF publications into a flip-book with our unique Google optimized e-Paper software.

Peter Watts 236 Blindsight<br />

cycle that a hundred years of tweaks and retrofits hadn't been able<br />

to weed from the genes. I sat alone in the galley, squinting from<br />

the inside of a system whose outlines grew increasingly hazy,<br />

trying to compile my latest—how had Isaac put it— postcard to<br />

posterity. Cunningham worked upside-down on the other side of<br />

the world.<br />

Except Cunningham wasn't working. He hadn't even moved for<br />

at least four minutes. I'd assumed he was reciting the Kaddish for<br />

Szpindel—ConSensus said he'd be doing it twice daily for the next<br />

year, if we lived that long—but now, leaning to see around the<br />

spinal bundles in the core, I could read his surfaces as clearly as if<br />

I'd been sitting beside him. He wasn't bored, or distracted, or even<br />

deep in thought.<br />

Robert Cunningham was petrified.<br />

I stood and paced the drum. Ceiling turned into wall; wall into<br />

floor. I was close enough to hear his incessant soft muttering, a<br />

single indistinct syllable repeated over and over; then I was close<br />

enough to hear what he was saying—<br />

"fuck fuck fuck fuck..."<br />

—and still Cunningham didn't move, although I'd made no<br />

attempt to mask my approach.<br />

Finally, when I was almost at his shoulder, he fell silent.<br />

"You're blind," he said without turning. "Did you know that"<br />

"I didn't."<br />

"You. Me. Everyone." He interlocked his fingers and clenched<br />

as if in prayer, hard enough to whiten the knuckles. Only then did I<br />

notice: no cigarette.<br />

"Vision's mostly a lie anyway," he continued. "We don't really<br />

see anything except a few hi-res degrees where the eye focuses.<br />

Everything else is just peripheral blur, just— light and motion.<br />

Motion draws the focus. And your eyes jiggle all the time, did you<br />

know that, Keeton Saccades, they're called. Blurs the image, the<br />

movement's way too fast for the brain to integrate so your eye just<br />

—shuts down between pauses. It only grabs these isolated freezeframes,<br />

but your brain edits out the blanks and stitches an — an<br />

illusion of continuity into your head."<br />

He turned to face me. "And you know what's really amazing If

Hooray! Your file is uploaded and ready to be published.

Saved successfully!

Ooh no, something went wrong!