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Peter Watts 233 Blindsight<br />

shouting frustration. His extended phenotype had been amputated;<br />

once the very ghost in the machine, now he was just another guy<br />

punching buttons, and—<br />

—and suddenly, something clicked. Cunningham's facades<br />

swirled to translucency before my eyes. Suddenly, I could almost<br />

imagine him.<br />

He got it right the second time. The tip of his machine shot out<br />

like a striking snake and darted back again, almost too fast to see.<br />

Waves of color flushed from Stretch's injury like ripples chased<br />

across still water by a falling stone.<br />

Cunningham must have thought he saw something in my face.<br />

"It helps if you try not to think of them as people," he said. And<br />

for the very first time I could read the subtext, as clear and sharp as<br />

broken glass:<br />

Of course, you don't think of anyone that way...<br />

Cunningham didn't like to be played.<br />

No one does. But most people don't think that's what I'm doing.<br />

They don't know how much their bodies betray when they close<br />

their mouths. When they speak aloud, it's because they want to<br />

confide; when they don't, they think they're keeping their opinions<br />

to themselves. I watch them so closely, customize each word so<br />

that no system ever feels used— and yet for some reason, that<br />

didn't work with Robert Cunningham.<br />

I think I was modeling the wrong system.<br />

Imagine you are a synthesist. You deal in the behavior of<br />

systems at their surfaces, infer the machinery beneath from its<br />

reflections above. That is the secret of your success: you<br />

understand the system by understanding the boundaries that<br />

contain it.<br />

Now imagine you encounter someone who has ripped a hole in<br />

those boundaries and bled beyond them.<br />

Robert Cunningham's flesh could not contain him. His duties<br />

pulled him beyond the meat sack; here in the Oort, his topology<br />

rambled all over the ship. That was true of all of us, to some<br />

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