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Peter Watts 174 Blindsight<br />

extruding from the cut surface and writhing slowly into the<br />

darkness. "It's—huh," Bates said. "Triggered by the pressure drop,<br />

I guess. That's one way to seal a breach."<br />

Two weeks after we'd wounded it, Rorschach had begun to heal<br />

itself.<br />

Apogee behind us now. All downhill from here. Theseus began<br />

the long drop back into enemy territory.<br />

"Doesn't use septa," Sarasti said.<br />

"My genes done gone and tricked my brain<br />

By making fucking feel so great<br />

That's how the little creeps attain<br />

Their plan to fuckin' replicate<br />

But brain's got tricks itself, you see<br />

To get the bang but not the bite<br />

I got this here vasectomy<br />

My genes can fuck themselves tonight."<br />

—The r-selectors, Trunclade<br />

First-person sex—real sex, as Chelsea insisted on calling it—<br />

was an acquired taste: jagged breathing, the raw slap and stink of<br />

sweaty skin full of pores and blemishes, a whole other person with<br />

a whole other set of demands and dislikes. There was definite<br />

animal appeal, no doubt about it. This was, after all, how we'd<br />

done it for millions of years. But this, this third-world carnality<br />

had always carried an element of struggle, of asynchronous<br />

patterns in conflict. There was no convergence here. There was<br />

only the rhythm of bodies in collision, a struggle for dominance,<br />

each trying to force the other into synch.<br />

Chelsea regarded it as love in its purest form. I came to think of<br />

it as hand-to-hand combat. Before, whether fucking creations from<br />

my own menu or slip-on skins from someone else's, I had always

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