my foot struck against a rock and the next instant there was a rush <strong>of</strong> water over my head. I thrust outmy hands to grasp some support, I clutched at the water and at the seaweed which the waves tossed inmy face. But all my frantic efforts were in vain. <strong>The</strong> waves seemed to be playing a game with me, andtossed me from one to another in their wild frolic. It was fearful! <strong>The</strong> good, firm earth had slipped frommy feet, and everything seemed shut out from this strange, all-enveloping element--life, air, warmthand love. At last, however, the sea, as if weary <strong>of</strong> its new toy, threw me back on the shore, and inanother instant I was clasped in my teacher's arms. Oh, the comfort <strong>of</strong> the long, tender embrace! Assoon as I had recovered from my panic sufficiently to say anything, I demanded: "Who put salt in thewater?"After I had recovered from my first experience in the water, I thought it great fun to sit on a big rock inmy bathing-suit and feel wave after wave dash against the rock, sending up a shower <strong>of</strong> spray whichquite covered me. I felt the pebbles rattling as the waves threw their ponderous weight against theshore; the whole beach seemed racked by their terrific onset, and the air throbbed with their pulsations.<strong>The</strong> breakers would swoop back to gather themselves for a mightier leap, and I clung to the rock, tense,fascinated, as I felt the dash and roar <strong>of</strong> the rushing sea!I could never stay long enough on the shore. <strong>The</strong> tang <strong>of</strong> the untainted, fresh and free sea air was like acool, quieting thought, and the shells and pebbles and the seaweed with tiny living creatures attached toit never lost their fascination for me. One day Miss Sullivan attracted my attention to a strange objectwhich she had captured basking in the shallow water. It was a great horseshoe crab--the first one I hadever seen. I felt <strong>of</strong> him and thought it very strange that he should carry his house on his back. Itsuddenly occurred to me that he might make a delightful pet; so I seized him by the tail with both handsand carried him home. This feat pleased me highly, as his body was very heavy, and it took all mystrength to drag him half a mile. I would not leave Miss Sullivan in peace until she had put the crab in atrough near the well where I was confident he would be secure. But next morning I went to the trough,and lo, he had disappeared! Nobody knew where he had gone, or how he had escaped. <strong>My</strong>disappointment was bitter at the time; but little by little I came to realize that it was not kind or wise t<strong>of</strong>orce this poor dumb creature out <strong>of</strong> his element, and after awhile I felt happy in the thought thatperhaps he had returned to the sea.Chapter XIIn the autumn I returned to my Southern home with a heart full <strong>of</strong> joyous memories. As I recall thatvisit North I am filled with wonder at the richness and variety <strong>of</strong> the experiences that cluster about it. Itseems to have been the beginning <strong>of</strong> everything. <strong>The</strong> treasures <strong>of</strong> a new, beautiful world were laid atmy feet, and I took in pleasure and information at every turn. I lived myself into all things. I was neverstill a moment; my life was as full <strong>of</strong> motion as those little insects that crowd a whole existence intoone brief day. I met many people who talked with me by spelling into my hand, and thought in joyoussympathy leaped up to meet thought, and behold, a miracle had been wrought! <strong>The</strong> barren placesbetween my mind and the minds <strong>of</strong> others blossomed like the rose.I spent the autumn months with my family at our summer cottage, on a mountain about fourteen milesfrom Tuscumbia. It was called Fern Quarry, because near it there was a limestone quarry, long sinceabandoned. Three frolicsome little streams ran through it from springs in the rocks above, leaping hereand tumbling there in laughing cascades wherever the rocks tried to bar their way. <strong>The</strong> opening wasfilled with ferns which completely covered the beds <strong>of</strong> limestone and in places hid the streams. <strong>The</strong> rest<strong>of</strong> the mountain was thickly wooded. Here were great oaks and splendid evergreens with trunks likemossy pillars, from the branches <strong>of</strong> which hung garlands <strong>of</strong> ivy and mistletoe, and persimmon trees, theodour <strong>of</strong> which pervaded every nook and corner <strong>of</strong> the wood--an illusive, fragrant something that made
the heart glad. In places the wild muscadine and scuppernong vines stretched from tree to tree, makingarbours which were always full <strong>of</strong> butterflies and buzzing insects. It was delightful to lose ourselves inthe green hollows <strong>of</strong> that tangled wood in the late afternoon, and to smell the cool, delicious odours thatcame up from the earth at the close <strong>of</strong> day.Our cottage was a sort <strong>of</strong> rough camp, beautifully situated on the top <strong>of</strong> the mountain among oaks andpines. <strong>The</strong> small rooms were arranged on each side <strong>of</strong> a long open hall. Round the house was a widepiazza, where the mountain winds blew, sweet with all wood-scents. We lived on the piazza most <strong>of</strong> thetime--there we worked, ate and played. At the back door there was a great butternut tree, round whichthe steps had been built, and in front the trees stood so close that I could touch them and feel the windshake their branches, or the leaves twirl downward in the autumn blast.Many visitors came to Fern Quarry. In the evening, by the campfire, the men played cards and whiledaway the hours in talk and sport. <strong>The</strong>y told stories <strong>of</strong> their wonderful feats with fowl, fish andquadruped--how many wild ducks and turkeys they had shot, what "savage trout" they had caught, andhow they had bagged the craftiest foxes, outwitted the most clever 'possums and overtaken the fleetestdeer, until I thought that surely the lion, the tiger, the bear and the rest <strong>of</strong> the wild tribe would not beable to stand before these wily hunters. "To-morrow to the chase!" was their good-night shout as thecircle <strong>of</strong> merry friends broke up for the night. <strong>The</strong> men slept in the hall outside our door, and I couldfeel the deep breathing <strong>of</strong> the dogs and the hunters as they lay on their improvised beds.At dawn I was awakened by the smell <strong>of</strong> c<strong>of</strong>fee, the rattling <strong>of</strong> guns, and the heavy footsteps <strong>of</strong> the menas they strode about, promising themselves the greatest luck <strong>of</strong> the season. I could also feel thestamping <strong>of</strong> the horses, which they had ridden out from town and hitched under the trees, where theystood all night, neighing loudly, impatient to be <strong>of</strong>f. At last the men mounted, and, as they say in the oldsongs, away went the steeds with bridles ringing and whips cracking and hounds racing ahead, andaway went the champion hunters "with hark and whoop and wild halloo!"Later in the morning we made preparations for a barbecue. A fire was kindled at the bottom <strong>of</strong> a deephole in the ground, big sticks were laid crosswise at the top, and meat was hung from them and turnedon spits. Around the fire squatted negroes, driving away the flies with long branches. <strong>The</strong> savouryodour <strong>of</strong> the meat made me hungry long before the tables were set.When the bustle and excitement <strong>of</strong> preparation was at its height, the hunting party made its appearance,struggling in by twos and threes, the men hot and weary, the horses covered with foam, and the jadedhounds panting and dejected--and not a single kill! Every man declared that he had seen at least onedeer, and that the animal had come very close; but however hotly the dogs might pursue the game,however well the guns might be aimed, at the snap <strong>of</strong> the trigger there was not a deer in sight. <strong>The</strong>y hadbeen as fortunate as the little boy who said he came very near seeing a rabbit--he saw his tracks. <strong>The</strong>party soon f<strong>org</strong>ot its disappointment, however, and we sat down, not to venison, but to a tamer feast <strong>of</strong>veal and roast pig.One summer I had my pony at Fern Quarry. I called him Black Beauty, as I had just read the book, andhe resembled his namesake in every way, from his glossy black coat to the white star on his forehead. Ispent many <strong>of</strong> my happiest hours on his back. Occasionally, when it was quite safe, my teacher wouldlet go the leading-rein, and the pony sauntered on or stopped at his sweet will to eat grass or nibble theleaves <strong>of</strong> the trees that grew beside the narrow trail.On mornings when I did not care for the ride, my teacher and I would start after breakfast for a ramblein the woods, and allow ourselves to get lost amid the trees and vines, with no road to follow except thepaths made by cows and horses. Frequently we came upon impassable thickets which forced us to takea round about way. We always returned to the cottage with armfuls <strong>of</strong> laurel, goldenrod, ferns and
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