I remember especially the walks we all took together every day in Central Park, the only part <strong>of</strong> the citythat was congenial to me. I never lost a jot <strong>of</strong> my delight in this great park. I loved to have it describedevery time I entered it; for it was beautiful in all its aspects, and these aspects were so many that it wasbeautiful in a different way each day <strong>of</strong> the nine months I spent in New York.In the spring we made excursions to various places <strong>of</strong> interest. We sailed on the Hudson River andwandered about on its green banks, <strong>of</strong> which Bryant loved to sing. I liked the simple, wild grandeur <strong>of</strong>the palisades. Among the places I visited were West Point, Tarrytown, the home <strong>of</strong> Washington Irving,where I walked through "Sleepy Hollow."<strong>The</strong> teachers at the Wright-Humason School were always planning how they might give the pupilsevery advantage that those who hear enjoy--how they might make much <strong>of</strong> few tendencies and passivememories in the cases <strong>of</strong> the little ones--and lead them out <strong>of</strong> the cramping circumstances in whichtheir lives were set.Before I left New York, these bright days were darkened by the greatest sorrow that I have ever borne,except the death <strong>of</strong> my father. Mr. John P. Spaulding, <strong>of</strong> Boston, died in February, 1896. Only thosewho knew and loved him best can understand what his friendship meant to me. He, who made everyone happy in a beautiful, unobtrusive way, was most kind and tender to Miss Sullivan and me. So longas we felt his loving presence and knew that he took a watchful interest in our work, fraught with somany difficulties, we could not be discouraged. His going away left a vacancy in our lives that hasnever been filled.Chapter XVIIIIn October, 1896, I entered the Cambridge School for Young Ladies, to be prepared for Radcliffe.When I was a little girl, I visited Wellesley and surprised my friends by the announcement, "Some day Ishall go to college--but I shall go to Harvard!" When asked why I would not go to Wellesley, I repliedthat there were only girls there. <strong>The</strong> thought <strong>of</strong> going to college took root in my heart and became anearnest desire, which impelled me to enter into competition for a degree with seeing and hearing girls,in the face <strong>of</strong> the strong opposition <strong>of</strong> many true and wise friends. When I left New York the idea hadbecome a fixed purpose; and it was decided that I should go to Cambridge. This was the nearestapproach I could get to Harvard and to the fulfillment <strong>of</strong> my childish declaration.At the Cambridge School the plan was to have Miss Sullivan attend the classes with me and interpret tome the instruction given.Of course my instructors had had no experience in teaching any but normal pupils, and my only means<strong>of</strong> conversing with them was reading their lips. <strong>My</strong> studies for the first year were English history,English literature, German, Latin, arithmetic, Latin composition and occasional themes. Until then Ihad never taken a course <strong>of</strong> study with the idea <strong>of</strong> preparing for college; but I had been well drilled inEnglish by Miss Sullivan, and it soon became evident to my teachers that I needed no specialinstruction in this subject beyond a critical study <strong>of</strong> the books prescribed by the college. I had had,moreover, a good start in French, and received six months' instruction in Latin; but German was thesubject with which I was most familiar.In spite, however, <strong>of</strong> these advantages, there were serious drawbacks to my progress. Miss Sullivancould not spell out in my hand all that the books required, and it was very difficult to have textbooksembossed in time to be <strong>of</strong> use to me, although my friends in London and Philadelphia were willing tohasten the work. For a while, indeed, I had to copy my Latin in braille, so that I could recite with the
other girls. <strong>My</strong> instructors soon became sufficiently familiar with my imperfect speech to answer myquestions readily and correct mistakes. I could not make notes in class or write exercises; but I wroteall my compositions and translations at home on my typewriter.Each day Miss Sullivan went to the classes with me and spelled into my hand with infinite patience allthat the teachers said. In study hours she had to look up new words for me and read and reread notesand books I did not have in raised print. <strong>The</strong> tedium <strong>of</strong> that work is hard to conceive. Frau Grote, myGerman teacher, and Mr. Gilman, the principal, were the only teachers in the school who learned thefinger alphabet to give me instruction. No one realized more fully than dear Frau Grote how slow andinadequate her spelling was. Nevertheless, in the goodness <strong>of</strong> her heart she laboriously spelled out herinstructions to me in special lessons twice a week, to give Miss Sullivan a little rest. But, thougheverybody was kind and ready to help us, there was only one hand that could turn drudgery intopleasure.That year I finished arithmetic, reviewed my Latin grammar, and read three chapters <strong>of</strong> Caesar's "GallicWar." In German I read, partly with my fingers and partly with Miss Sullivan's assistance, Schiller's"Lied von der Glocke" and "Taucher," Heine's "Harzreise," Freytag's "Aus dem Staat Friedrichs desGrossen," Riehl's "Fluch Der Schonheit," Lessing's "Minna von Barnhelm," and Goethe's "Aus meinemLeben." I took the greatest delight in these German books, especially Schiller's wonderful lyrics, thehistory <strong>of</strong> Frederick the Great's magnificent achievements and the account <strong>of</strong> Goethe's life. I was sorryto finish "Die Harzreise," so full <strong>of</strong> happy witticisms and charming descriptions <strong>of</strong> vine-clad hills,streams that sing and ripple in the sunshine, and wild regions, sacred to tradition and legend, the graysisters <strong>of</strong> a long-vanished, imaginative age--descriptions such as can be given only by those to whomnature is "a feeling, a love and an appetite."Mr. Gilman instructed me part <strong>of</strong> the year in English literature. We read together, "As You Like It,"Burke's "Speech on Conciliation with America," and Macaulay's "<strong>Life</strong> <strong>of</strong> Samuel Johnson." Mr.Gilman's broad views <strong>of</strong> history and literature and his clever explanations made my work easier andpleasanter than it could have been had I only read notes mechanically with the necessarily briefexplanations given in the classes.Burke's speech was more instructive than any other book on a political subject that I had ever read. <strong>My</strong>mind stirred with the stirring times, and the characters round which the life <strong>of</strong> two contending nationscentred seemed to move right before me. I wondered more and more, while Burke's masterly speechrolled on in mighty surges <strong>of</strong> eloquence, how it was that King Ge<strong>org</strong>e and his ministers could haveturned a deaf ear to his warning prophecy <strong>of</strong> our victory and their humiliation. <strong>The</strong>n I entered into themelancholy details <strong>of</strong> the relation in which the great statesman stood to his party and to therepresentatives <strong>of</strong> the people. I thought how strange it was that such precious seeds <strong>of</strong> truth and wisdomshould have fallen among the tares <strong>of</strong> ignorance and corruption.In a different way Macaulay's "<strong>Life</strong> <strong>of</strong> Samuel Johnson" was interesting. <strong>My</strong> heart went out to thelonely man who ate the bread <strong>of</strong> affliction in Grub Street, and yet, in the midst <strong>of</strong> toil and cruelsuffering <strong>of</strong> body and soul, always had a kind word, and lent a helping hand to the poor and despised. Irejoiced over all his successes, I shut my eyes to his faults, and wondered, not that he had them, but thatthey had not crushed or dwarfed his soul. But in spite <strong>of</strong> Macaulay's brilliancy and his admirablefaculty <strong>of</strong> making the commonplace seem fresh and picturesque, his positiveness wearied me at times,and his frequent sacrifices <strong>of</strong> truth to effect kept me in a questioning attitude very unlike the attitude <strong>of</strong>reverence in which I had listened to the Demosthenes <strong>of</strong> Great Britain.At the Cambridge school, for the first time in my life, I enjoyed the companionship <strong>of</strong> seeing andhearing girls <strong>of</strong> my own age. I lived with several others in one <strong>of</strong> the pleasant houses connected withthe school, the house where Mr. Howells used to live, and we all had the advantage <strong>of</strong> home life. I
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