Beyond Bliss Streetr e f l e c t i o n sThose were <strong>the</strong> DaysAfter complet<strong>in</strong>g a BA at <strong>the</strong> <strong>Beirut</strong>College for Women (BCW, currentlyLAU) and an MA <strong>in</strong> philosophy at AUB,Luba S<strong>in</strong>clair (<strong>the</strong>n Luba Khairallah)taught at AUB between 1967 and1976. She went on to study Plato,teach French literature, <strong>the</strong> classics,political science and brush up on herArabic before f<strong>in</strong>ally settl<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> Aust<strong>in</strong>,Texas, a university town which sometimes“fleet<strong>in</strong>gly rem<strong>in</strong>ds [her] <strong>of</strong> <strong>Beirut</strong>,although never quite.” In 2000 shereturned to academia as a part-timemulti-l<strong>in</strong>gual library assistant at <strong>the</strong><strong>University</strong> <strong>of</strong> Texas (UT). She writes,“I’m still at UT 11 years later and havebecome a recidivist student, attend<strong>in</strong>gpostgraduate courses, ma<strong>in</strong>ly <strong>in</strong>postmodern thought. I practice yogaand modern dance. It’s a great way togrow old, [spend<strong>in</strong>g] more time withmy children and grandchildren.”Ma<strong>in</strong>Gate: When did you firstarrive at AUB and what were yourfirst impressions?Luba S<strong>in</strong>clair: I came to AUB as agraduate student <strong>in</strong> philosophy<strong>in</strong> 1965. After I received my MA, Istarted teach<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> Cultural StudiesProgram <strong>in</strong> 1967. I had just graduatedfrom BCW and found <strong>the</strong> atmosphereon <strong>the</strong> AUB campus wildly excit<strong>in</strong>gand <strong>in</strong>tellectually stimulat<strong>in</strong>g. We weresurrounded by so much <strong>in</strong>novation andrenovation <strong>in</strong> all fields: music, art, literature,<strong>the</strong>ater, politics—even furnituredesign. <strong>All</strong> <strong>of</strong> us were redecorat<strong>in</strong>g ourhomes with splashes <strong>of</strong> hippy orangeand p<strong>in</strong>k among <strong>the</strong> Oriental rugs.Ras <strong>Beirut</strong> itself was a hub formany political refugees and émigrésfrom <strong>the</strong> surround<strong>in</strong>g Arab countriesand also for many European and<strong>American</strong> ex-pats. Intellectually andculturally we all brea<strong>the</strong>d freely. <strong>All</strong> youhad to do was sit at Faisal’s Restaurant(filled with students, pr<strong>of</strong>essors, politicians,and entrepreneurs) or UncleSam’s for a few m<strong>in</strong>utes and you wouldbe drawn <strong>in</strong>to some k<strong>in</strong>d <strong>of</strong> challeng<strong>in</strong>gdialogue rang<strong>in</strong>g from politics to <strong>the</strong>wildest philosophical topic.Where did you teach most <strong>of</strong> yourclasses?I started out teach<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> EuropeanLanguages and Literature Department.Then I taught <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> Cultural StudiesProgram until 1976. Both my <strong>of</strong>ficeand classrooms were <strong>in</strong> Nicely Hall, mysecond home.What were <strong>the</strong> biggest changesyou noticed while at AUB?The first few years I was totally mesmerizedby <strong>the</strong> agglomeration <strong>of</strong> talenton campus: brilliant teachers suchas Sadik al-Azm, Tarif Khalidy, KamalSalibi, David Gordon, and GeorgeKhairallah—I could go on forever. Itwas <strong>in</strong>deed a privilege to work with<strong>the</strong>se pr<strong>of</strong>essors. We were all highlydedicated to our teach<strong>in</strong>g and weregiven <strong>the</strong> space to be experimentaland dar<strong>in</strong>g. No one bl<strong>in</strong>ked, for example,when I <strong>in</strong>troduced for <strong>the</strong> first timeat AUB, <strong>the</strong> films <strong>of</strong> Ala<strong>in</strong> Resnais,Antonioni, Jean-Luc Godard, StanleyKubrick—and <strong>in</strong>cluded <strong>the</strong>m <strong>in</strong> mycourse read<strong>in</strong>g lists. The students’response was so enthusiastic that agroup <strong>of</strong> us formed a C<strong>in</strong>e Club thatwould meet a few times a month. Afterview<strong>in</strong>g a movie, euphoric, we wouldall go across <strong>the</strong> street to Café Elissarand spend hours discuss<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> film.Unfortunately, as <strong>the</strong> studentsbecame more highly politicized and <strong>the</strong>Lebanese politico-confessional feudsstarted be<strong>in</strong>g dragged on campus,<strong>the</strong> academic flow was constantly<strong>in</strong>terrupted by strikes, closures, evenoccupation by <strong>the</strong> military. A group<strong>of</strong> us teachers did give <strong>the</strong>m a bit <strong>of</strong>a hard time. We jo<strong>in</strong>ed hands <strong>in</strong> al<strong>in</strong>e, separat<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> students from <strong>the</strong>soldiers, keep<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>m from go<strong>in</strong>g after<strong>the</strong> students. However, it was hard foreveryone, both students and faculty, t<strong>of</strong>ocus on our academic agenda. Thegravity <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> political situation put anend to our ligh<strong>the</strong>artedness.What do you th<strong>in</strong>k your studentsmight remember most about yourclasses?The Cultural Studies Program was ahighly successful (and I hope still is)forum for expos<strong>in</strong>g students to a trulyopen exchange <strong>of</strong> ideas. Weekly communallectures encourag<strong>in</strong>g debateamong faculty and students were heldfor each course <strong>in</strong> Assembly Hall. After<strong>the</strong> lecture all <strong>the</strong> faculty membersmet for lunch <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> Faculty Loungeand grilled whoever had delivered that46 Ma<strong>in</strong>Gate Fall 2011 | www.aub.edu.lb/ma<strong>in</strong>gate
Beyond Bliss Streetr e f l e c t i o n sDo you have anyth<strong>in</strong>g you wouldlike to say to your former students?Yes. Call me if you happen to be <strong>in</strong> ornear Aust<strong>in</strong>, Texas (Luba S<strong>in</strong>clair <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>Aust<strong>in</strong> Directory), or email lubas<strong>in</strong>clair@hotmail.com. I would love to see youaga<strong>in</strong>.When did you leave AUB? Haveyou been back?I left AUB <strong>in</strong> 1976. Yes, I have beenback to <strong>Beirut</strong> many times. My oldhome on Bliss Street has been torndown to give way to ano<strong>the</strong>r highrise,but I now have a daughter atBalamand and three sibl<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>in</strong> <strong>Beirut</strong>,Jounieh, and Balamand.day’s lecture. Then that polemical spiritwas carried back to <strong>the</strong> students <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>classrooms and beyond.I remember hav<strong>in</strong>g students followme after class to my apartmentacross <strong>the</strong> street where we would allcont<strong>in</strong>ue debat<strong>in</strong>g. It was almost asthough <strong>the</strong> fifth century A<strong>the</strong>nian agorahad been transposed <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> <strong>Beirut</strong> <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong> 1960s. I hope my students wereimpr<strong>in</strong>ted by what Isidore Ducassecalls a ferociousness and boldness <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong> spirit that a true read<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> greattexts <strong>in</strong>stills.Are you still <strong>in</strong> touch with any <strong>of</strong>your former students?So many <strong>of</strong> my former students havemoved on to illustrious careers. Two<strong>in</strong> English literature I was fortunateenough to teach were Nabil Matar,PhD, Cambridge <strong>University</strong>, currentlyat <strong>the</strong> <strong>University</strong> <strong>of</strong> M<strong>in</strong>nesota,and Elise Salem, PhD, <strong>University</strong> <strong>of</strong>North Carol<strong>in</strong>a, formerly at FairleighDick<strong>in</strong>son <strong>University</strong>, and now vicepresident at LAU. Ano<strong>the</strong>r greatstudent is <strong>American</strong> playwright, filmmaker, and actor Michael Crist<strong>of</strong>er,who won a Pulitzer Prize for his play,The Shadow Box, <strong>in</strong> 1977. I still see<strong>the</strong>se former students and hope torema<strong>in</strong> <strong>in</strong> touch with <strong>the</strong>m for a longtime, <strong>in</strong>shallah. In fact, Michael haspromised to <strong>in</strong>troduce me to Angel<strong>in</strong>aJolie. I can’t wait.What impact has AUB had onyour life?At <strong>the</strong> risk <strong>of</strong> us<strong>in</strong>g a well-wornHem<strong>in</strong>gway cliché, I can say that AUBand <strong>the</strong> <strong>Beirut</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> 1960s will alwaysrema<strong>in</strong> “a moveable feast” <strong>in</strong> our lives.Those <strong>of</strong> us fortunate enough to havelived through that period have beenmarked forever with <strong>the</strong> joy that true<strong>in</strong>tellectual camaraderie <strong>in</strong>duces whenexperienced <strong>in</strong> a situation <strong>of</strong> liberal opennessand creativity. Not to mention <strong>the</strong>wild parties we used to throw. A largenumber <strong>of</strong> faculty members would ga<strong>the</strong>rfor great food, dr<strong>in</strong>k, and conversation<strong>in</strong> each o<strong>the</strong>r’s homes on a regular basis.We would also all share <strong>the</strong> latest LP <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong> Beatles, “Hair,” <strong>the</strong> Roll<strong>in</strong>g Stones,and every s<strong>in</strong>gle new release available<strong>in</strong> <strong>Beirut</strong> and, <strong>of</strong> course, we danceduntil <strong>the</strong> early hours <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> morn<strong>in</strong>g. Wethought those days would never end.Yet by 1977 many <strong>of</strong> us were dispersedall over <strong>the</strong> world, but <strong>the</strong> <strong>Beirut</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>1960s rema<strong>in</strong>s forever to enrichour memory.—J.M.C.www.aub.edu.lb/ma<strong>in</strong>gate |Ma<strong>in</strong>Gate Fall 201147