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and white with large rosy nipples (in a curious way they arean exaggerated version of Rusty's own), their shape ismarvelously subtle... at least what I could see of them, forshe promptly pulled on her nightdress and only thenremoved her panties, hiding from me that center of Rusty'ssexual being in which he has so many times (but neveragain if I can help it!) spent himself. The thought that soon Ishall know intimately the body he knew so made metremble that I did not dare embrace her good night butinstead blew her a kiss from the door, shut it, and promptlyrang Mr. Martinson, who was angry at being waked up. Buthe did tell me that Rusty had decided to leave the Academyand take a permanent job with a firm that sells foreign carson Meirose Avenue; however, when I asked where Rustywas staying, Mr. Martinson told me that it was none of mybusiness. Needless to say, I told him where and how tohead in, and hung up. Now I must find some way ofbreaking the news to Mary-Ann. This will be tricky becauseunder no circumstances must they be allowed to resumetheir love affair. That is at an end. A miraculous omen! I justlooked out the window at the enormous woman and she isagain turning gaily upon her axis, beautiful and omnipotent,the very image of deity!32Dr. Montag is sitting on the daybed reading my descriptionof the conquest of Rusty. I sit at the card table, writing theselines, waiting for his comment. Tomorrow we meet Buck