May - Ruhani Satsang USA

have only had a meditation but no Satsang,as they did not experience anydegree of going in.Each one's experience will depend onhis motives and devotion. The purer themotive and more complete the devotionthe greater is the receptivity and willresult in deeper and better inner experience.Thus, at least to me, each one's receptivityand the resultant experience isbetween him and his Master. It is aMaster-disciple relationship, and none ofmy affair. It is a holy ground whereMaster meets His disciple and I don'tdare to tread on other's sacred groundas it is inviolate.Many times 1 close my eyes and meditatein the subway, and have beautifulexperiences. With Master's grace I insulatemyself from my surroundings. Itdoes not bother me in the least if thepeople in the subway are sinners orsaints.Naturally we seek the company ofpeople who love God because their vibrationswill help us to go in easier. Ifeach one of us has a little spark, when anumber of us get together and unite oursparks a goodly fire will ensue, and itwill facilitate going in easier and deeper.This is why I seek the company of mybrothers and sisters to meditate withthem. Their love of God unites with mylove of God and we all profit spiritually.This is my understanding of the purposeof Satsang. Anything else is extraneousto it and does not interest me.When it comes to spiritual matters, Iwill not give an opinion other than expressmy understanding of Master'steachings, but will add that as I have noinner experience of my own in the matter,I may be drawing the wrong conclusions,because my Master said: "You donot understand these things in the rightperspective unless you See them. Feel-/18ings, emotions and drawing inferences.they're all subject to error, Seeing isabove all." (Heart to Heart Talks, Vol.2, page 10.) And again on page 1, "TheMasters Saw and then said somethingWe cannot really appreciate what Theysay, really appreciate it. That is why Isay, unless you see for yourself, don'tbelieve even the sayings of the Masters.Even the sayings of the Masters are notunderstood in their right perspective unlessyou see. . . . The foremost thing isto See first and then say." And on page19: "Seeing is believing. All other beliefsare groundless, no base. Seeing isbelieving. When you See, only then canyou believe, and not otherwise. Hollowfaiths, hollow beliefs, lead you nowhere."Therefore I will not express an opinionon any spiritual matter of momentuntil I see. And even then I will say,this is my opinion as a result of my innerexperience, but don't accept it, goin and see for yourself.On the contrary, if I try to press mypoint of view on others, I will be doing adisservice to them, because if Mastersays they should not accept even Hisword unless they see, who am I to insistthat they take my word?If anyone asks me who my Master is,my answer will be: Naam is my Masterand It initiated me when It was expressingItself thru the human form knownas Kirpal Singh. This is based on my innerexperience. If they ask me if so andso is a Master, I will say, not havinghad any inner experience on the matter.I don't know. And if we discuss it on themental plane we will create dissentionsand discord, and I do not wish to participatein them.As to my conduct toward my brothersand sisters, this is my credo, as expressedby my Beloved:"Don't think evil of others in word.deed and mind. If you think of any-SAT SANDESII