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deliberate.<br />
“Was ist Gottes Wille für uns?,” he asks.<br />
Michelle understands German, having lived in Berlin for longer than Aaron. To him, the<br />
exact meaning of the sermon is lost, but the tone of the speech is soothing, the metre<br />
hypnotic. Words he knows break through the haze like the tap of a typewriter hitting the<br />
end of a line.<br />
Beyond this, Aaron reflects upon the nature of the Christianity: the belief in a cause<br />
higher than all life, and in a space reserved for humans besides those that have gone and<br />
will come. A gentle hum with a soft hue awaiting the subservient, and a cold fire for those<br />
that have fallen back into sin or disbelief. Never to ascend or know true love: the love of an<br />
artist for clay.<br />
A red Bible is laid open upon a chair. Its cover is the colour of clotted blood, and it<br />
triggers a series of thoughts relating to faith: faith in self-sacrifice, and in the return of a<br />
saviour; faith in that all life is predetermined, and passes beyond a spectral sphere into<br />
God: the ever present, ever knowing, all powerful. A shield for pain, a reassurance for loss.<br />
Michelle toys with the seed in her pocket and looks through the glass wall, watching<br />
clouds thin out and break away.<br />
The congregation stand with pamphlets in their hands.<br />
From on high, a man sings in a baritone so rich that it could come from the bottom of a<br />
well or an abandoned barracks.<br />
“Gott, komm vom Himmel her ab,” he sings.<br />
The organ joins. The congregation follows. Their voices almost a singular sound.<br />
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