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“Which pictures?” Emma asked as Julian straightened up.<br />

“The ones of us. The card ones.”<br />

She raised an eyebrow at Jules. “The card what?”<br />

He flushed. “Portraits,” he said. “I did them in the Rider-Waite style, like the tarot.”<br />

“The mundane tarot?” Emma said as Jules reached for a portfolio book. Shadowhunters tended to<br />

eschew the objects of mundane superstition: palmistry, astrology, crystal balls, tarot cards. They<br />

weren’t forbidden to own or touch, but they were associated with unsavory dwellers on the fringes of<br />

magic, like Johnny Rook.<br />

“I made some changes to it,” Julian said, opening the book to show a flutter of papers, each<br />

sporting a colorful, distinctive illustration. There was Livvy with her saber, hair flying, but instead of<br />

her name beneath, it read THE PROTECTOR. As always, Julian’s paintings seemed to reach out, a direct<br />

line to her heart, making her feel as if she understood what Julian had felt while he was painting.<br />

Looking at the picture of Livvy, Emma felt a flash of admiration, love, a fear of loss, even—Julian<br />

would never speak of it, but she suspected he was watching Livvy and Ty become adults with more<br />

than a little terror.<br />

Then there was Tiberius, a death’s-head moth fluttering on his hand, his pretty face turned down<br />

and away from the viewer. The painting gave Emma a sense of fierce love, intelligence, and<br />

vulnerability mixed together. Beneath him it said THE GENIUS.<br />

Then there was THE DREAMER—Dru with her head in a book—and THE INNOCENT, Tavvy in his<br />

pajamas, sleepy head cradled in his hand. The colors were warm, affectionate, caressing.<br />

And then there was Mark. Arms crossed over his chest, hair as blond as straw, he wore a shirt that<br />

bore the design of spread wings. Each wing sported an eye: one gold, one blue. A rope circled his<br />

ankle, trailing out of the frame.<br />

THE PRISONER, it said.<br />

Jules’s shoulder brushed against Emma’s as she leaned in to study the image. Like all Julian’s<br />

drawings, it seemed to whisper to her in a silent language: loss, it said, and sorrow, and years that<br />

you could not recapture.<br />

“Is this what you were working on in England?” she asked.<br />

“Yes. I was hoping to do the whole set.” He reached back and scrubbed at his tangled brown curls.<br />

“I might have to change the title of Mark’s card,” said Julian. “Now that he’s free.”<br />

“If he stays free.” Emma brushed the drawing of Mark aside and saw that the next portrait was of<br />

Helen, standing among ice floes, her pale hair covered <strong>by</strong> a knitted cap. THE SEPARATED, it said. There<br />

was another card, THE DEVOTED, for her wife, Aline, whose dark hair made a cloud around her. She<br />

wore the Blackthorn ring on her hand. And the last was of Arthur, sitting at his desk. A red ribbon ran<br />

along the floor beneath him, the color of blood. There was no title.<br />

Julian reached out and shuffled them back into the notebook. “They’re not finished yet.”<br />

“Am I going to get a card?” Emma teased. “Or is it just Blackthorns and Blackthorns-<strong>by</strong>marriage?”<br />

“Why don’t you draw Emma?” Tavvy asked, looking at his brother. “You never draw Emma.”<br />

Emma saw Julian tense. It was true. Julian rarely drew people, but even when he did, he’d stopped<br />

sketching Emma years ago. The last time she remembered him drawing her was the family portrait at<br />

Aline and Helen’s wedding.<br />

“Are you all right?” she said, her voice low enough that she hoped Tavvy couldn’t hear.<br />

He exhaled, hard, and opened his eyes, his muscles unclenching. His eyes met hers and the curl of<br />

anger that had begun unfurling in her stomach vanished. His gaze was open, vulnerable. “I’m sorry,”

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