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Tavvy was a curled-up ball under the covers of his bed. He was asleep, his body curved around<br />

one of his pillows, his mouth open on a gasp. Tears ran down his face.<br />

Julian sat down on the bed and put a hand on Tavvy’s shoulder. “Octavian,” he said. “Wake up;<br />

you’re having a nightmare, wake up.”<br />

Tavvy shot upright, his brown hair in wild disarray. When he saw Julian, he hiccuped and flung<br />

himself at his older brother, arms wrapping around his neck.<br />

Jules held Tavvy and rubbed his back, gently patting the sharp knobs of his spine. Too small, too<br />

skinny, his mind said. It had been a battle to get Tavvy to eat and sleep ever since the Dark War.<br />

He remembered running through the streets of Alicante with Tavvy in his arms, stumbling on the<br />

cracked paving, trying to keep his little brother’s face mashed against his shoulder so that he wouldn’t<br />

see the blood and the death all around him. Thinking that if they could just get through everything<br />

without Tavvy seeing what was happening, it would be all right. He wouldn’t remember. He wouldn’t<br />

know.<br />

And still Tavvy woke up with nightmares every week, shaking and sweating and crying. And every<br />

time it happened, the dull realization that he hadn’t really saved his ba<strong>by</strong> brother at all went through<br />

Julian like spikes.<br />

Tavvy’s breaths evened out slowly as Julian sat there, arms around him. He wanted to lie down,<br />

wanted to curl up around his youngest brother and sleep. He needed rest so badly it was dragging at<br />

him, like a wave pulling him under and down.<br />

But he couldn’t sleep. His body felt restless, unsettled. The arrow going into him had been agony;<br />

pulling it out had been worse. He’d felt his skin tear and a moment of pure, animalistic panic, the<br />

surety that he was going to die, and then what would happen to them,<br />

livvyandtyanddrusillaandtavvyandmark?<br />

And then Emma’s voice in his ear, and her hands on him, and he’d known he was going to live. He<br />

looked at himself now, the mark on his ribs entirely gone—well, there was something there, a faint<br />

line of white against his tanned skin, but that was nothing. Shadowhunters lived through scars.<br />

Sometimes he thought they lived for them.<br />

Unbidden, in his mind rose the image he’d been trying to crush down since he’d returned to the<br />

Institute: Emma, in his lap, her hands on his shoulders. Her hair like drifts of pale gold around her<br />

face.<br />

He remembered thinking that if he died, at least he would die with her as close to him as she could<br />

possibly be. As would ever be allowed <strong>by</strong> the Law.<br />

As Tavvy slept, Julian reached for the law book he’d taken from the library. It was a book he’d<br />

looked at so many times that it now always fell open to the same well-worn page. On Parabatai, it<br />

said.<br />

It is decreed that those who have undergone the ceremony of parabatai and are forever bound <strong>by</strong><br />

the terms of the oaths of Saul and David, of Ruth and Naomi, shall not enter into marriage, shall<br />

not bear children together, and shall not love each other in the manner of eros, but only the<br />

manner of philia or agape.<br />

The punishment for the contravention of this law shall be, at the discretion of the Clave: the<br />

separation of the parabatai in question from each other, exile from their families, and should the<br />

criminal behavior continue, the stripping of their Marks and their expulsion from the Nephilim.<br />

Never again shall they be Shadowhunters.

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