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The air outside the Institute was strong and bracing, smelling of sage and salt. Julian could hear the<br />

low hum of cicadas filling the air, softening the noise of Diana slamming the truck door shut. She<br />

came around the side of the truck and paused when she saw Julian standing on the front steps.<br />

“Jules,” she said. “What are you doing out here?”<br />

“I could ask you that,” he said. “Are you leaving? Again?”<br />

She tucked her hair behind her ears, but several curls escaped, caught <strong>by</strong> the escalating wind. She<br />

wore dark clothes, not gear but black jeans and gloves and boots. “I have to go.”<br />

He took a step down. “How long will you be gone for?”<br />

“I don’t know.”<br />

“So we shouldn’t depend on you.” The heaviness in Julian’s chest felt like more than he could bear.<br />

He wanted to lash out, kick something. He wanted Emma, to talk to, to reassure him. But he couldn’t<br />

think about Emma.<br />

“Believe it or not,” Diana said, “I’m doing my best for you.”<br />

Julian looked down at his hands. His sea-glass bracelet glowed on his wrist. He remembered the<br />

gleam of it under the water the night before, as he swam down toward Emma. “What do you expect<br />

me to tell them?” he said. “If they ask me where you are.”<br />

“Make something up,” Diana said. “You’re good at that.”<br />

Anger surged up in him—if he was a liar, and a good one, it was because he had never had a<br />

choice.<br />

“I know things about you,” Julian said. “I know you left for your travel year, went to Thailand, and<br />

didn’t come back until after your father died.”<br />

Diana paused, one hand on the truck door. “Have you been investigating me, Julian?”<br />

“I know things because I have to know them,” Julian said. “I need to be careful.”<br />

Diana yanked the door open. “I came here,” she said, softly, “knowing it was a bad idea. Knowing<br />

that caring about you children was tying myself to a fate I couldn’t control. I did it because I saw how<br />

much you cared about each other, you and your brothers and sisters, and it meant something to me. Try<br />

to believe that, Julian.”<br />

“I know you understand about brothers and sisters,” said Julian. “You had a brother. He died in<br />

Thailand. You never talk about him.”<br />

She got into the truck, slammed the door shut after her, the window still open. “I don’t owe you<br />

answers, Julian,” she said. “I’ll be back as soon as I can.”<br />

“It’s all right,” he said. He suddenly felt enormously tired. “They won’t ask where you are,<br />

anyway. They don’t really expect you to be around.”<br />

He saw Diana cover her face with her hands. A moment later, the truck started up. Lights<br />

illuminated the front of the Institute, sweeping over the sandy grass as the truck rumbled down the hill.<br />

Julian stood where he was for a long time. He wasn’t sure how long. Long enough for the sun to go<br />

down entirely, for the glow to fade from the hills. Long enough for him to turn to go back inside,<br />

straightening his shoulders, preparing himself.<br />

That was when he heard the noise. He spun around and saw them: a vast crowd, coming up the<br />

road toward the Institute.

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