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“Mark.” Cristina touched his face. He turned his cheek into her palm, involuntarily. She smelled<br />

like coffee and bandages. He wondered if Julian had told her everything—of Kieran’s suspicions of<br />

her, of Mark’s inability to protect his brother or Emma.<br />

Her skin was soft against his; her eyes, upturned, were wide and dark. Mark thought of Kieran’s<br />

eyes, like fragments of the glass inside a kaleidoscope, shattered and polychromatic. Cristina’s were<br />

steady. Singular.<br />

She brought her hand down the side of his jaw, her expression thoughtful. Mark felt as if his whole<br />

body were tightening into a knot.<br />

“Mark?” It was Julian’s voice, low, from the other side of the door.<br />

“You should go in to your brother.” Cristina lowered her hand, brushing his shoulder once,<br />

reassuringly. “This is not your fault,” she said. “It is not. You understand?”<br />

Mark nodded, unable to speak.<br />

“I will wake the children and tell them,” she said, and set off down the hall, her stride as<br />

purposeful as if she were in gear, though she was wearing a T-shirt and pajama bottoms.<br />

Mark took a deep breath and pushed open the door to Emma’s bedroom.<br />

Emma lay unmoving, her pale hair spread out over the pillow, her chest rising and falling with<br />

steady breaths. They had used sleep runes on her, as well as runes to kill pain, stop blood loss, and<br />

heal.<br />

Julian was still sitting beside her. Her hand was limp on the blanket; Julian had moved his own<br />

hand close to hers, their fingers interlocking but not touching. His head was turned away from Mark’s;<br />

Mark could only see the hunched set of his shoulders, the way the vulnerable curve of the nape of his<br />

neck looked like the curve of Emma’s back as the whip came down.<br />

He seemed very young.<br />

“I tried,” Mark said. “I tried to take the lashes. Gwyn wouldn’t allow it.”<br />

“I know. I saw you try,” Julian said in a flat voice. “But Emma’s killed faeries. You haven’t. They<br />

wouldn’t have wanted to whip you, once they had the chance to whip her. It didn’t matter what you<br />

did.”<br />

Mark cursed himself silently. He had no idea what the human words were with which he could<br />

comfort his brother.<br />

“If she died,” Julian went on in the same flat voice, “I would want to die. I know that’s not healthy.<br />

But it’s the truth.”<br />

“She won’t die,” Mark said. “She’s going to be fine. She just needs to recover. I have seen what<br />

men—what people—look like when they’re going to die. There is a look that comes over them. This<br />

is not it.”<br />

“I can’t help wondering,” said Julian. “This whole business. Someone’s trying to bring back the<br />

person they loved, a person who died. It feels almost wrong. As if maybe we should let them.”<br />

“Jules,” Mark said. He could feel the jagged edges of his little brother’s emotions, like the touch of<br />

a razor on skin long covered <strong>by</strong> bandages. This was what it meant to be family, he thought. To hurt<br />

when someone else hurt. To want to protect them. “They’re taking lives. You can’t pay for tragedy<br />

with more tragedy, or draw life from death.”<br />

“I just know that if it were her, if it were Emma, I would do the same thing.” Julian’s eyes were<br />

haunted. “I would do whatever I had to.”<br />

“You wouldn’t.” Mark put his hand on Julian’s shoulder, pulling him around. Julian moved<br />

reluctantly to face his brother. “You would do the right thing. All your life, you’ve done the right<br />

thing.”

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