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“That the Clave despises love because love is something human beings feel. That that’s why they<br />

make all those Laws, about people not falling in love with Downworlders or with their parabatai. . .<br />

. And the Laws don’t make sense. . . .” Emma watched Jem out of the corner of her eye. Was she being<br />

too obvious?<br />

“The Clave can be awful,” he said. “Hidebound and cruel. But some of the things they do are<br />

rooted in history. The parabatai Law, for instance.”<br />

Emma felt as if her body temperature had dropped several degrees. “What do you mean?”<br />

“I don’t know if I should tell you,” said Jem, looking off toward the ocean, and his expression was<br />

so somber that Emma felt her heart freeze inside her chest. “That’s a secret—a secret even from<br />

parabatai themselves—only a few know: the Silent Brothers, the Consul . . . I took a vow.”<br />

“But you’re not a Shadowhunter anymore,” Emma said. “The vow doesn’t hold.” When he said<br />

nothing, she pressed on: “You owe me, you know. For not being around.”<br />

The corner of his mouth flicked up into a smile. “You drive a hard bargain, Emma Carstairs.” He<br />

drew in a breath. Emma could hear Tessa’s voice, faint on the wind. She was saying Jace’s name.<br />

“The ritual of parabatai was created so that two Shadowhunters could be stronger together than they<br />

were apart. It has always been one of our most powerful weapons. Not everyone has a parabatai, but<br />

the fact that they exist is part of what makes Nephilim what they are. Without them, we would be<br />

infinitely weaker, in ways it is forbidden for me even to explain. Ideally, the ceremony increases each<br />

parabatai’s power—runes given to each other are stronger—and the closer the personal bond, the<br />

greater the power.”<br />

Emma thought of the healing runes she’d drawn on Julian after the arrow poisoning. The way they’d<br />

glowed. The Endurance rune he’d given her. How it had behaved like no Endurance rune she’d ever<br />

known.<br />

“It was not long after the ritual had been in use for some generations,” Jem said, lowering his<br />

voice, “that it was discovered that if the bond was too close, if it tipped into romantic love—then it<br />

would begin to warp and change the kind of power that was generated <strong>by</strong> the spell. One-sided love, a<br />

crush even, all that seems to pass <strong>by</strong> the rule—but real, requited, romantic love? It had a terrible<br />

cost.”<br />

“They’d lose their power?” Emma guessed. “As Shadowhunters?”<br />

“Their power would grow,” Jem corrected. “The runes they created would be unlike any others.<br />

They would begin to wield magic as warlocks do. But Nephilim are not meant to be magicians.<br />

Eventually the power would make them mad, until they became as monsters. They would destroy their<br />

families, the others they loved. Death would surround them until eventually they died themselves.”<br />

Emma felt as if she were choking. “Why don’t they tell us that? Why not warn Nephilim, so they<br />

know?”<br />

“It’s power, Emma,” said Jem. “Some would have wisely avoided the bond, but many others would<br />

have rushed to take advantage of it for the wrong reasons. Power will always attract the greedy and<br />

the weak.”<br />

“I wouldn’t want it,” Emma said softly. “Not that kind of power.”<br />

“There is also human nature to take into account,” Jem said, and smiled down at Tessa, who was<br />

off the phone and coming up the path toward them. “Being told that love is forbidden does not kill<br />

love. It strengthens it.”<br />

“What are you two talking about?” Tessa smiled up at them from the foot of the steps.<br />

“Love,” Jem said. “How to end it, I suppose.”<br />

“Oh, if we could end love just <strong>by</strong> willing it, life would be very different!” Tessa laughed. “It’s

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