Agony and Ecstasy
A comparative study of the five hindrances, together with the five states of concentration or mental absorption.
A comparative study of the five hindrances, together with the five states of concentration or mental absorption.
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ganised function of the body, its blood-circulation or disorder of<br />
some gl<strong>and</strong>s, but is usually symptomised as an emotional indifference,<br />
which is indolence of the mind. We may leave the discovery of<br />
physical symptoms <strong>and</strong> causes to medical men who can tell us how<br />
they originate <strong>and</strong> where. But an intelligent approach will want<br />
to underst<strong>and</strong> the reason why there is at times an indifference in<br />
emotional feelings, which is a tardiness amounting to laziness in the<br />
underst<strong>and</strong>ing of symptoms <strong>and</strong> events. It is not that the mind<br />
is incapable of underst<strong>and</strong>ing, but it is reluctance in directing the<br />
mind to underst<strong>and</strong>, or even to see a problem, rather pursuing a<br />
policy of self-delusion.<br />
It is a typical attitude of escape by ignoring the issue, when<br />
there is an unconscious suspicion that, if action is taken it might<br />
result in unpleasant developments. Thus one turns a blind eye <strong>and</strong><br />
a deaf ear, <strong>and</strong> pretends ignorance as an excuse for non-action. It<br />
is an obvious case of extreme isolation in search of self-protection.<br />
This insensibility is much more common than one would expect;<br />
<strong>and</strong> it expresses itself in a policy of non-involvement, leading up to<br />
callousness. Such attitude is a withholding of awareness through<br />
fear of consequences, fear of loss to oneself; <strong>and</strong> thus there may be a<br />
shifting of attention in order to escape involvement by means of sublimation.<br />
All striving for the attainment of an ideal is basically an<br />
escape from actuality, an artificial insensitivity to what is, through<br />
focussing one’s attention elsewhere. It is only an open mind, which<br />
is not prejudiced by memory <strong>and</strong> which does not escape into idealism,<br />
only an open mind that can be sensitive <strong>and</strong> alive <strong>and</strong> aware<br />
in underst<strong>and</strong>ing, all-embracing in sympathy, <strong>and</strong> truly universal in<br />
love.<br />
Sensitivity is not something which can be developed. It is always<br />
there, but we protect it, as we wear shoes, so as not to get hurt.<br />
But the hurt is only an idea, a concept of fear, not of the future<br />
that may never happen, but fear of possible loss. And what can<br />
one possibly lose but oneself, that fixation of an ideal of security