Agony and Ecstasy
A comparative study of the five hindrances, together with the five states of concentration or mental absorption.
A comparative study of the five hindrances, together with the five states of concentration or mental absorption.
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the slayer: I am Brahma. I am Shiva; because the world, as the ‘I’<br />
sees it, cries out always “Thou art That” (tat tvam āsi).<br />
But it is the thought which thinks so, which has separated itself<br />
from its contents. Yet, there is no thought apart from thinking.<br />
Consciousness has no existence of its own, Without being conscious.<br />
Hence it is made up by its contents. Mind is made up by thoughts;<br />
<strong>and</strong> thoughts are the reaction, the reflections, the memories, the<br />
deductions of <strong>and</strong> from experiences. But, when an experience becomes<br />
an object of thinking, the experience itself is no more, <strong>and</strong><br />
experiencing has now become an object of thinking about an experience.<br />
Such thinking about the past is naturally <strong>and</strong> necessarily a<br />
conditioned reflex, for the process of reflection takes place according<br />
to an acquired temperament, acquired education, acquired environment,<br />
intentional <strong>and</strong> volitional selection. Awareness therefore, can<br />
only function immediately within the actual experience, which is<br />
so immediately actual that there is no time-element of the past,<br />
of memory, of reference, of comparison, of a separation within the<br />
experiencing between the experiencer as the subject <strong>and</strong> the experienced<br />
object. Thus awareness is a meditation <strong>and</strong> a contemplation,<br />
while thought is a concentration with analysis <strong>and</strong> deduction, with<br />
classification <strong>and</strong> registration, which make it possible to remember,<br />
to recall, to relive an experience, which, however, is never the actual<br />
experiencing which occurred in conscious awareness.<br />
What is the difference between consciousness <strong>and</strong> awareness?<br />
Consciousness is thought, <strong>and</strong> thought is the result of thinking,<br />
which is a process of application of the mind with logic <strong>and</strong> memory,<br />
with volition <strong>and</strong> determination, with judgement <strong>and</strong> selection, with<br />
prejudice <strong>and</strong> ideals, with fear <strong>and</strong> hope. Consciousness, in other<br />
words, is the ‘I’ in action, which is reaction, because all thinking<br />
is the conditioned result of the entire past, not only the individual<br />
past, but the accumulation throughout the ages of the struggles<br />
for survival, the interminal wars for emergence, the endless conflicts<br />
<strong>and</strong> strifes, with the ideas of the mind controlling the weapons of