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Agony and Ecstasy

A comparative study of the five hindrances, together with the five states of concentration or mental absorption.

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spondence courses, even if they promise to teach transcendental<br />

meditation. Wisdom is insight which comes with love <strong>and</strong> deep<br />

compassion. And compassion can come only through direct <strong>and</strong><br />

full underst<strong>and</strong>ing of the fact <strong>and</strong> the contents of suffering. That<br />

is not just the physical pain in the body of others, which can be<br />

better attended to by nurses <strong>and</strong> doctors. It is the pain of conflict<br />

in ourselves which we pass on to others because of the chaos in our<br />

thinking, acting <strong>and</strong> living. As long as I am in chaos, I cannot underst<strong>and</strong><br />

my relationship with others. Then I merely try to remedy<br />

my chaos, <strong>and</strong> in this self-concentration I become more aloof, withdrawn<br />

<strong>and</strong> isolated, without even looking at my relationship with<br />

others, how I exploit others in my opposition, for my own purpose,<br />

for my own security.<br />

It is my conflict which causes the chaos in my action <strong>and</strong> that<br />

causes more conflict in others. Seeing that, my compassion for others<br />

will make me see the cause of that conflict in myself. In this underst<strong>and</strong>ing<br />

of what is the ‘I’, there is the beginning of wisdom which<br />

comes with love <strong>and</strong> deep compassion. In this true relationship of<br />

love there is no exploitation, there is no thought of opposition, because<br />

there is no thought of ‘self’. When there is love, there is no<br />

self; <strong>and</strong> when there is no ‘self’ there is no conflict. But this cannot<br />

be taught. Insight is just seeing; but, seeing in fullness with comprehension,<br />

with directness, without exclusion or selection, without<br />

distortion of prejudice, without hope or fear; then there is no chaos<br />

in thinking. And that is wisdom.<br />

In wisdom there is no striving, there is no beyond. The beyond<br />

indicates something out of reach, surpassing the present, <strong>and</strong> therefore,<br />

of the future <strong>and</strong> the unknown. As such it becomes a positive<br />

ideal for attainment, for striving, for escaping to the other shore<br />

from whatever there is on this side. But it is always an ideal, never<br />

to be reached, for on attainment it would cease to be. It shows the<br />

chaotic state of a mind, striving for its own annihilation in fear <strong>and</strong><br />

ignorance of what it is. And yet, this transcendental image offers

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