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Haywire 11 Spring 2018

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What I’m trying to say is<br />

I want you to let me bleed out blue<br />

I want to feel countryside stars on<br />

My skin<br />

Lights so bright they burn and scab<br />

And weeks later in the mirror I can<br />

Stand to stare at little skin ripples<br />

Dancing and moving<br />

Inviting me to join them<br />

What I’m trying to say is<br />

I only like my words when I read<br />

Them aloud<br />

But I hate the way<br />

My vocal chords resonate<br />

I wish I could tune them into<br />

Something more sweet<br />

HAYWIRE Issue <strong>11</strong> <strong>Spring</strong> <strong>2018</strong><br />

What I’m trying to say is<br />

Milk and bones have no correlation<br />

Bones are sour and never flow the<br />

Way I want them to<br />

Milk flows from<br />

Constellations of mothers<br />

Bones are birthed by just one<br />

What I’m trying to say is<br />

I never meant to use that rope.<br />

I always leave my words hanging-<br />

Photo by Riva<br />

Greinke, <strong>11</strong>a<br />

Photo by Ailie<br />

Gieseler, <strong>11</strong>a<br />

What I’m trying to say is<br />

That his voice is like falling<br />

pearls<br />

From the heavens they trickle<br />

down<br />

And clatter to the floor<br />

Grasping the floor tighter<br />

With every bouncing spasm<br />

Until they roll on<br />

The floor like eyes,<br />

Blinding mine<br />

Because what I’m really saying is<br />

I’m combining words without meaning<br />

Wishing you would find beauty.<br />

And as the stars begin to<br />

Pull the boat up to<br />

The heavens<br />

I hope to return with it.<br />

<strong>11</strong>

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