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The Saints' Everlasting Rest - Richard Baxter

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the full enjoyment be!<br />

"What a beauty is there here in the imperfect graces of the Spirit! Alas!<br />

how small are these to what we shall enjoy in our perfect state! What a<br />

happy life should I here live, could I but love God as much as I would; could<br />

I be all love and always loving! O my soul, what wouldst thou give for such<br />

a life? Had I such apprehensions of God, such knowledge of his word as I<br />

desire; could I fully trust him in all my straits; could I be as lively as I would<br />

in every duty; could I make God my constant desire and delight; I would not<br />

envy the world their honors or pleasures. What a blessed state, O my soul!<br />

wilt thou shortly be in, when thou shalt have far more of these than thou<br />

canst now desire, and shalt exercise thy perfected graces in the immediate<br />

vision of God, and not in the dark, and at a distance, as now!<br />

"Is the sinning, afflicted, persecuted church of Christ so much more<br />

excellent than any particular gracious soul? What then will the church be<br />

when it is fully gathered and glorified; when it has ascended from the valley<br />

of tears to Mount Sion; when it shall sin and suffer no more! <strong>The</strong> glory of the<br />

Old Jerusalem will be darkness and deformity to the glory of the New. What<br />

cause shall we have, then, to shout for joy, when we shall see how glorious<br />

the heavenly temple is, and remember the meanness of the church on earth!<br />

12. "But, alas! at what a loss am I in the midst of my contemplation! I<br />

thought my heart had all the while attended, but I see it hath not. What life is<br />

there in empty thoughts and words, without affections? Neither God, nor I,<br />

find pleasure in them. Where hast thou been, unworthy heart, while I was<br />

opening to thee the everlasting treasures? Art thou not ashamed to complain<br />

so much of an uncomfortable life, and to murmur at God for filling thee with<br />

sorrows, when he in vain offers thee the delights of angels? Hadst thou now<br />

but followed me close, it would have made thee revive and leap for joy, and<br />

forget thy pains and sorrows. Did I think my heart had been so backward to<br />

rejoice?<br />

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