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VL - Issue 42 - January 2022

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THE STORY OF RODNEY MASSEY<br />

There’s<br />

Hope<br />

in the<br />

Hands of<br />

a Merciful<br />

God<br />

Those who knew me from my past would<br />

never imagine the man I am today. I was an<br />

angry and bitter kid who became a manipulative,<br />

deceitful man.<br />

I cared about one thing in life—me. Years<br />

of poverty and abuse from my then alcoholic<br />

father had hardened my heart. I’ll spare<br />

the details, as I imagine many reading<br />

this magazine, maybe even you, have<br />

experienced a similar childhood. Many<br />

of you know the pain of not having a<br />

father who loves you the way God intends.<br />

It leaves a legacy of brokenness and despair<br />

if not dealt with properly.<br />

Thank goodness for Momma. She loved<br />

my siblings and me and did her best to protect<br />

and provide for us. She often shared<br />

with us the importance of accepting Jesus<br />

as our Savior. I didn’t want to hear about<br />

God back then, but her seeds of faith later<br />

sprouted in my heart and saved my life.<br />

That happened when I was in the county jail, strapped to a<br />

hospital bed. A drug deal had gone bad, and a seventeen-year-old<br />

boy was dead. The authorities had apprehended me, but not before<br />

I’d sustained four gunshot wounds myself. It’s only by God’s<br />

mercy that I am alive.<br />

Lying on that bed, bleeding, I began to think about my life. It<br />

didn’t take a genius to realize that my future was bleak, and I<br />

didn’t have anyone to blame but myself. My own pride and anger<br />

had put me here.<br />

I was losing hope as fast as I was losing blood, until God’s mercy<br />

24 <strong>Issue</strong> 01 / <strong>2022</strong> VICTORIOUSLIVINGMAGAZINE.COM

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