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her eyes.

It’s easy to reduce Mara to childlike wonder. To give her what she never had

before.

I pile the presents under the tree, dozens of them, all with her name on the

tags. She doesn’t care what’s inside—the fact that she has gifts waiting for

her reduces her to tears, and she has to go and hide in a distant corner of the

house, headphones on, wrapped in a blanket, until she’s ready to come look

at them again.

Every stupid thing that people do, that I used to watch them do, now I’m in

the center of it.

I take her skating on the holiday ice rink at Embarcadero Center. In this

strange wintery weather, San Franciscans are giddy with the joy of actually

donning scarves and pom-pom hats, zipping around under the frost-blighted

palm trees, drinking their hot cocoa.

The city is loaded with twice as many twinkling lights, as if trying to drive

away the freezing fog that blows in off the bay, each day colder than the one

before.

The other skaters float in and out of view like ghostly wraiths.

Mara is an angel in the softly glowing light.

I bought her a snow-white parka with fur all around the face. She wears a pair

of fluffy mittens and a brand-new pair of skates, freshly sharpened to a

razor’s edge. Only the best for Mara, no shitty rentals.

I never knew how good generosity could feel. My ability to make her life

comfortable and magical gives me a sense of god-like power. Not a wrathful

god anymore, but one overflowing with goodness and light.

I don’t know if I have any real kindness inside of me.

But Mara believes that I do. She believed I wouldn’t hurt her, when I had

every intention of killing her. Now she believes that I have the capacity to

love.

What is loving someone?

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