social context of disclosing hiv test results: hiv testing in tanzania
social context of disclosing hiv test results: hiv testing in tanzania
social context of disclosing hiv test results: hiv testing in tanzania
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Researcher: Is there anybody else who was not HIV positive whom you<br />
<strong>in</strong>volved?<br />
Respondent: I did not <strong>in</strong>volve anybody else before <strong>test</strong><strong>in</strong>g except my girl<br />
friend.<br />
Researcher: Why did you decide to do that?<br />
Respondent: I was afraid that they would stigmatize me because people<br />
stigmatize those who have this disease. Hav<strong>in</strong>g this disease<br />
is a strange th<strong>in</strong>g… a good example is my mother who<br />
started spread<strong>in</strong>g rumours even before I got <strong>test</strong>ed.<br />
Researcher: Your own biological mother?<br />
Respondent: Yes, she went around the streets tell<strong>in</strong>g people that they<br />
should look at me and see how I have lost weight. She<br />
assured them that it is because <strong>of</strong> the disease that is why I<br />
am wither<strong>in</strong>g away. Due to this, I decided to avoid all my<br />
relatives and friends.<br />
Although poor health brought many <strong>of</strong> the respondents <strong>in</strong> for an HIV <strong>test</strong>, it is not<br />
clear whether they wanted only to learn their serostatus and get explanations for their<br />
chronic illnesses, or if they also expected medical treatment, or both. Before the<br />
<strong>in</strong>troduction <strong>of</strong> free ARVs <strong>in</strong> 2005 to Tanzania, one issue that was emphasized <strong>in</strong><br />
HIV/AIDS campaigns was that AIDS had no treatment or cure. Therefore, for many<br />
people, seek<strong>in</strong>g an HIV <strong>test</strong> was regarded as an act <strong>of</strong> request<strong>in</strong>g a death warrant if the<br />
<strong>results</strong> turned out to be positive. As a result, only a very few courageous people ventured<br />
to be <strong>test</strong>ed, especially those who had suffered for a while from an illness. It was a way<br />
for them to confirm if they were <strong>in</strong>fected with HIV or not, as we have seen above.<br />
However, with the <strong>in</strong>troduction <strong>of</strong> free ARVs <strong>in</strong> 2005, a number <strong>of</strong> people who had<br />
chronic diseases started to opt for HIV <strong>test</strong><strong>in</strong>g to confirm if they had been <strong>in</strong>fected with<br />
HIV; and if they had, they wanted to see whether they could be put on medication that<br />
could prolong their lives. One respondent echoed this view <strong>in</strong> the follow<strong>in</strong>g way:<br />
When I realized that I was suffer<strong>in</strong>g from fever very frequently, and my<br />
health condition was deteriorat<strong>in</strong>g more and more, I decided to seek an<br />
HIV <strong>test</strong> so that if I am HIV positive, I can start tak<strong>in</strong>g ARVs and be able,<br />
therefore, to prolong my life.<br />
This group <strong>of</strong> respondents has shown that their situation <strong>of</strong> experienc<strong>in</strong>g poor<br />
health and very frequent illnesses, such as recurr<strong>in</strong>g fevers or illnesses that never<br />
responded to treatment raised more questions than answers concern<strong>in</strong>g their health<br />
situation. Therefore, their decision to take an HIV <strong>test</strong> is most likely motivated by the fact<br />
that they want to know the k<strong>in</strong>d <strong>of</strong> illnesses they have, and whether such illnesses are<br />
AIDS related. Second, with the availability <strong>of</strong> ARVs it is very likely that they also want<br />
to take an HIV <strong>test</strong> so that if their illnesses are AIDS related, they can access care and<br />
treatment to prolong their lives.<br />
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