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social context of disclosing hiv test results: hiv testing in tanzania

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the way they react when they receive their <strong>test</strong> <strong>results</strong>. Some people might be shocked if<br />

the <strong>results</strong> are positive but others may not. To understand this, we asked them how they<br />

reacted when their counsellors told them that the <strong>results</strong> <strong>of</strong> their HIV <strong>test</strong> were positive.<br />

About 46 percent <strong>of</strong> those who had just <strong>test</strong>ed <strong>in</strong>dicated that they were shocked or<br />

frightened or denied their <strong>results</strong>, and only 5 percent <strong>in</strong>dicated the <strong>results</strong> were normal to<br />

them, that they had expected such <strong>results</strong> and were therefore not shocked. The follow<strong>in</strong>g<br />

four cases illustrate this po<strong>in</strong>t:<br />

A 45-year-old woman was separated from her husband for one year because he<br />

was misbehav<strong>in</strong>g (practic<strong>in</strong>g extramarital sex affairs). This woman went to be <strong>test</strong>ed<br />

because she was frequently sick. When asked how she felt when she received her <strong>results</strong><br />

she said.<br />

To be s<strong>in</strong>cere I felt so bad s<strong>in</strong>ce I did not expect that it would have been<br />

that way.<br />

A 29-year-old woman confessed that she had had multiple sex partners and was<br />

practic<strong>in</strong>g unprotected sex, yet she was shocked with the <strong>results</strong>, which were positive,<br />

and had this to say:<br />

I was very much shocked and worried about the whole issue.<br />

A 33-year-old married woman, when asked how she felt when she received the<br />

<strong>results</strong>, said:<br />

I was frightened by the news.<br />

A 46-year-old man went to get <strong>test</strong>ed because <strong>of</strong> his unstable health condition and<br />

the <strong>in</strong>fluence <strong>of</strong> peer pressure. He responded <strong>in</strong> the follow<strong>in</strong>g way when asked how he<br />

felt when he received his positive <strong>results</strong>:<br />

It was a really hard time for me because I believed I could not have that<br />

disease.<br />

The <strong>in</strong>formants above were shocked, worried, frightened, and had a hard time<br />

when they were <strong>in</strong>formed that they were HIV positive. They felt that way not only<br />

because they were not prepared for such <strong>results</strong> but also because <strong>of</strong> the mean<strong>in</strong>g attached<br />

to be<strong>in</strong>g HIV positive and the way the society perceives HIV/AIDS. Their society<br />

perceives HIV/AIDS as a shameful disease and those who are HIV positive suffer<br />

discrim<strong>in</strong>ation and are isolated. In a way, accord<strong>in</strong>g to some respondents, the society’s<br />

negative attitude towards AIDS and people who are HIV positive makes some people<br />

fear HIV <strong>test</strong><strong>in</strong>g; as one <strong>in</strong>formant says:<br />

Most people are afraid <strong>of</strong> <strong>test</strong><strong>in</strong>g… because they don’t want to learn that<br />

they are positive… because AIDS is a shameful disease.<br />

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