social context of disclosing hiv test results: hiv testing in tanzania
social context of disclosing hiv test results: hiv testing in tanzania
social context of disclosing hiv test results: hiv testing in tanzania
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the way they react when they receive their <strong>test</strong> <strong>results</strong>. Some people might be shocked if<br />
the <strong>results</strong> are positive but others may not. To understand this, we asked them how they<br />
reacted when their counsellors told them that the <strong>results</strong> <strong>of</strong> their HIV <strong>test</strong> were positive.<br />
About 46 percent <strong>of</strong> those who had just <strong>test</strong>ed <strong>in</strong>dicated that they were shocked or<br />
frightened or denied their <strong>results</strong>, and only 5 percent <strong>in</strong>dicated the <strong>results</strong> were normal to<br />
them, that they had expected such <strong>results</strong> and were therefore not shocked. The follow<strong>in</strong>g<br />
four cases illustrate this po<strong>in</strong>t:<br />
A 45-year-old woman was separated from her husband for one year because he<br />
was misbehav<strong>in</strong>g (practic<strong>in</strong>g extramarital sex affairs). This woman went to be <strong>test</strong>ed<br />
because she was frequently sick. When asked how she felt when she received her <strong>results</strong><br />
she said.<br />
To be s<strong>in</strong>cere I felt so bad s<strong>in</strong>ce I did not expect that it would have been<br />
that way.<br />
A 29-year-old woman confessed that she had had multiple sex partners and was<br />
practic<strong>in</strong>g unprotected sex, yet she was shocked with the <strong>results</strong>, which were positive,<br />
and had this to say:<br />
I was very much shocked and worried about the whole issue.<br />
A 33-year-old married woman, when asked how she felt when she received the<br />
<strong>results</strong>, said:<br />
I was frightened by the news.<br />
A 46-year-old man went to get <strong>test</strong>ed because <strong>of</strong> his unstable health condition and<br />
the <strong>in</strong>fluence <strong>of</strong> peer pressure. He responded <strong>in</strong> the follow<strong>in</strong>g way when asked how he<br />
felt when he received his positive <strong>results</strong>:<br />
It was a really hard time for me because I believed I could not have that<br />
disease.<br />
The <strong>in</strong>formants above were shocked, worried, frightened, and had a hard time<br />
when they were <strong>in</strong>formed that they were HIV positive. They felt that way not only<br />
because they were not prepared for such <strong>results</strong> but also because <strong>of</strong> the mean<strong>in</strong>g attached<br />
to be<strong>in</strong>g HIV positive and the way the society perceives HIV/AIDS. Their society<br />
perceives HIV/AIDS as a shameful disease and those who are HIV positive suffer<br />
discrim<strong>in</strong>ation and are isolated. In a way, accord<strong>in</strong>g to some respondents, the society’s<br />
negative attitude towards AIDS and people who are HIV positive makes some people<br />
fear HIV <strong>test</strong><strong>in</strong>g; as one <strong>in</strong>formant says:<br />
Most people are afraid <strong>of</strong> <strong>test</strong><strong>in</strong>g… because they don’t want to learn that<br />
they are positive… because AIDS is a shameful disease.<br />
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