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12-25 ivnisi 2009<br />

axmaxma stumars albomi CamoarTva,<br />

isev karadaSi daabruna da stumars moutrialda.<br />

– me var bondarenko genadi.<br />

***<br />

diliT daviTi zurgze xelis Sexebam<br />

gamoaRviZa. aqerclil kedels TvalisfSvnetiT<br />

aacqerda da Seecada<br />

gaexsenebina sad iyo. es rom verafriT<br />

SeZlo, ubralod amoioxra da saxiT<br />

kedlisken mwoli mkveTrad gadmotrialda.<br />

sawolTan, dabal skamze bondarenko<br />

genadi ijda da daviTs mSvidi<br />

RimiliT Semohyurebda. daviTi maspin-<br />

Zlis danaxvaze maSinve moego gons da<br />

sawolSi swrafad wamojda.<br />

– ra xdeba? – ikiTxa namTvralevi<br />

xmiT da mwirad gawyobil oTaxs dabinduli<br />

mzera moavlo.<br />

– samasvalebi movidnen. – mSvidad<br />

gaepasuxa bondarenko genadi da dabali<br />

skamidan wamodga.<br />

– vin movida? – ZaRlis taniviT Seibertya<br />

Tavi daviTma.<br />

– satvirTo manqanebi!.. rogorc davTqviT!<br />

gasvlis droa ukve! – SemouZaxa<br />

daviTs bondarenko genadim, mis sabans<br />

boloSi moavlo xeli da sawols<br />

bolomde gadaxada. moulodnelobisgan<br />

daviTma fexebi maSinve muxlebSi<br />

mokeca.<br />

bondarenko genadis kai xans RimiliT<br />

eWira sabnis bolo.<br />

– gelodebiT! – Tqva mere, sabans xeli<br />

SeuSva da karisken gatrialda.<br />

***<br />

`samasvalebis~ sabargulebze tyupebiviT<br />

erTmaneTis msgavsi – erTnairad<br />

Zalian maRali, wverosani da Savmosasxamiani<br />

kacebi idgnen.<br />

daviTi bancaliT miuaxlovda erTerT<br />

satvirTos. viRacam zemodan uzarmazari<br />

xelisguli gadmouwoda. is<br />

xels CaeWida da uceb aRmoCnda erTnairi<br />

kacebis gverdiT. rac maSinve<br />

TvalSi eca – xelSi yvelas alesili<br />

najaxi eWira.<br />

– es Senia! – xarxariT miaCeCes kuTxeSi<br />

miyudebuli momcro najaxi axmaxebma<br />

da manac verafris kiTxva ver<br />

moaswro – morCilad CamoarTva alesili<br />

iaraRi da wonasworobis dasacavad<br />

meore xeliT sabargulis kides<br />

moeWida.<br />

– yvela adgilzea?! – iRriala pirveli<br />

`samasvalis~ sabargulidan romeliRac<br />

axmaxma.<br />

– yvelani varT, gena! – erTdroulad<br />

gaeRrialnen samive satvirTodan.<br />

pirveli satvirTodan erT-erTma mZRolis<br />

kabinas najaxis yuiT Caukakuna da<br />

manqanac araxraxda. wina ori satvir-<br />

To nela gauyva soflis Saragzas.<br />

mesame kvalad mihyva maT da satvir-<br />

To manqanaTa mwkrivma tyisken aiRo<br />

gezi.<br />

***<br />

tyeSi jer kidev bneloda. aqa-iq Tu<br />

gamokrTeboda baci Suqi. daviTi satvirTos<br />

ryevis ritmSi irweoda da<br />

cdilobda wina saRamo gaexsenebina,<br />

magram verafriT axerxebda – goneba-<br />

Si fragmentulad usxltoda wina saRamos<br />

nafleTebi da Zalian namTvralevi<br />

maT erTmaneTTan verafriT akavSirebda.<br />

am nafleTebSi aSkarad xedavda<br />

bondarenko genadis ezos SuagulSi<br />

mdgar did marTkuTxa magidas da zed<br />

gawyobil sqel TefSebs. TefSebze kombostos<br />

mwnili, moxarSuli kartofili<br />

da daglejili puri iyo ganawilebuli;<br />

iqve yurmomtvreuli Wiqebi da<br />

aTlitriani bociT arayi idga. viRac<br />

bondarenko genadis msgavsi, anda sulac<br />

Tavad maspinZeli, gamoTqmiT ambobda<br />

mSvidobis sadRegrZelos. iyo am<br />

nafleTebSi Zroxebis Soridan moRweuli<br />

zmuilic da mere Ramurebis sisina<br />

navardi. iyo, aseve, bevri Zalian maRali<br />

da erTnairi saxis wverosani axmaxi.<br />

iyo gaWrili vaSlebiviT erTmaneTis<br />

msgavsi veeberTela qalebis yvavilebiani<br />

kabebi Rrmad amoWrili gulispirebiT.<br />

aryis sxvanairi gemoc iyo, da<br />

akordeonis welvac, da cekvac – far-<br />

To xelisgulebis sqel quslebze tyapuniT.<br />

***<br />

satvirToebi dinjad miirweodnen<br />

tyis bindian gzaze. dilis sinaTle<br />

nel-nela matulobda. mere mwkrivma<br />

uceb marcxniv gauxvia da manqanebi ri-<br />

JraJis grili mziT ganaTebul molze<br />

SeCerdnen. wverosnebi uceb Caxtnen<br />

sabargulebidan da xmauriT Seesien<br />

tyes.<br />

verafers mimxvdari daviTi sabarguls<br />

SerCa. mere Tavis najaxs daxeda<br />

da nela Cafofxda Zirs.<br />

irgvliv aRaravin iyo.<br />

`ra dros SeSaa...~ – gaifiqra daviTma<br />

da tyisken nabijis wadgmas apirebda,<br />

rom adgilze gaxevda.<br />

tyidan Savmosasxamian axmaxTagan<br />

erT-<strong>erTi</strong> gamovida, – cali xeliT did<br />

najaxs moaqnevda, mxarze ki uzarmazari,<br />

lamis sakuTari simaRlis, wiTelqudiani<br />

soko hqonda gadebuli.<br />

axmaxma saxtad darCenil daviTs<br />

warbSekrulma gamoxeda da vidre sokos<br />

satvirTos sabargulze aagdebda,<br />

gaRizianebulma Semohyvira:<br />

– ras damdgarxar usaqmod?!<br />

mogvexmare!<br />

vidre tyeSi Semaval erT-erT biliks<br />

daadgeboda, daviTma kidev ramdenime<br />

najaxian da mxarze uzarmazar sokogadebul<br />

axmaxs mohkra Tvali. sokoebi<br />

zorba soflelebmac satvirToTa<br />

sabargulebze ayares da maSinve tyeSi<br />

Sebrundnen.<br />

***<br />

tye ukve dilis sinaTliT iyo gajerebuli.<br />

daviTma maleve mohkra Tvali<br />

Tavisze maRal lurjqudian sokos. axlos<br />

misulma jer marcxena xeli<br />

Camousva sqel fexze, mere najaxi<br />

moimarjva da ZirSi frTxilad Semohkra.<br />

soko Zalian advilad gadaiWra da<br />

mosalodnelze gacilebiT msubuqi<br />

aRmoCnda. daviTma iolad aitaca moWrili<br />

soko, sxvebiviT gaido mxarze da<br />

tyidan amayi saxiT gamovida. wverosnebs<br />

ukve sanaxevrod SeevsoT sokoTi<br />

satvirToTa sabargulebi.<br />

`kinoa ra...~ – gaifiqra daviTma,<br />

Tumca iqve gaaxsenda, rom aranairi<br />

kino es ar iyo da morigi sokos mosaWrelad<br />

isev tyisken gaeSura.<br />

***<br />

ezoSi sami <strong>didi</strong> koconi gizgizebda.<br />

samiveze uzarmazari, wyliT savse<br />

qvabebi idga.<br />

zustad erTnairi, veeberTela<br />

qalebis nawili kocons SeSas ukeTebda,<br />

danarCenebi sufras awyobdnen.<br />

iqve satvirToebidan Camoclili<br />

<strong>didi</strong> sokoebis uzarmazari mTa aziduliyo.<br />

soflis erTnairi kacebi najaxiT<br />

Cexavdnen sokos da danawevrebulebs<br />

qvabebSi yridnen.<br />

daviTi kunZze ijda, nikapi najaxis<br />

yuaze Camoedo da am yvelafers moRlili<br />

saxiT adevnebda Tvals.<br />

qvabebi rom aTuxTuxdnen, wverosnebma<br />

naxarSi wyali miwas moasxes, erTxel<br />

moxarSuli sokoTi savse qvabebi<br />

axali wyliT aavses da isev aagizgizes<br />

koconebi.<br />

es yvelaferi samjer ganmeorda.<br />

– ra xdeba, batono genadi? – hkiTxa<br />

daviTma iqve mdgar bondarenko genadis.<br />

– samjer unda aduRdes da wyalic<br />

samjer gamoecvalos...<br />

– ritualia?<br />

– ra rituali... mZime metalebi da<br />

radiacia rom gauvides...<br />

– da gauva ro?<br />

– ar gauva da gaizrdebi <strong>didi</strong> biWi<br />

CvensaviT... – gaecina bondarenko genadis.<br />

– Seni wilia eg, Torem Cven xom<br />

xedav sxvanairis Wamam ra gviyo?<br />

mesamejer moxarSvis Semdeg sami<br />

satvirTo manqaniT moziduli sami<br />

uzarmazari qvabi soko ise dapataravda,<br />

rom erT mozrdil tafaze daetia<br />

da ise Seiwva.<br />

***<br />

mzeragaorebulma daviTma SuaRamis<br />

cas axeda. SuagulSi gamokidebuli<br />

ori savse mTvare midamos kargad<br />

anaTebda.<br />

daviTi sufridan gaWirvebiT wamodga<br />

da fexsalagisken barbaciT<br />

daiZra. fexi rom ar dascdenoda, gzad<br />

xeliT xeebsa da buCqebs ixmarda. miwas<br />

xraSaxruSi gaudioda.<br />

uceb gverdidan raRac xma moesma.<br />

daviTi SeCerda da daelmebulma frTx-<br />

literaturuli literaturuli gazeTi<br />

gazeTi<br />

ilad gaixeda.<br />

mezoblis ezos mxridan Robes ori<br />

uzarmazari Rori mosdgomoda. Rorebs<br />

beWebze qaTmis frTebi hqondaT<br />

amozrdili.<br />

es dainaxa Tu ara, Robeze gadayudebul<br />

daviTs maSinve guli aeria.<br />

– aba, Rorebo, WameT! – daayola iqve<br />

xrialiT.<br />

Rorebmac TiTqos gaigoneso, iqiT<br />

wagogmandnen da kuWidan amosuli si-<br />

Txe TvalisdaxamxamebaSi Sesvlipes.<br />

am yvelafers cota xani gaSterebuli<br />

Sehyurebda daviTi. mere xeli Caiqnia<br />

da fexsalagisken gabrunda.<br />

***<br />

fexsalagi gadaRrecili iyo. SigniT<br />

Zlivs Semdgarma uceb moiTava<br />

saqme da ukan gamovida. savse mTvares<br />

isev orad xedavda. mere gaorebuli<br />

mzera instiqturad mTvareebiT gaSuqebuli<br />

mezoblis ezosken gaeqca, magram<br />

Rorebi aRarsad iyvnen.<br />

RobesTan mibarbacebulma zed<br />

mklavebi Camoawyo da mezoblis karmidamo<br />

yuradRebiT moaTvaliera.<br />

– Rorebo! – daiZaxa frTxilad, magram<br />

Rorebi mainc ar Candnen.<br />

`Sedenes albaT...~ – gaifiqra davi-<br />

Tma da is iyo, gamobrunebas apirebda,<br />

zemodan raRac xma Camoesma.<br />

vidre aixedavda, ucnaurma Jruantelma<br />

dauara da civma oflma daasxa.<br />

Semdeg Zalian frTxilad aswia Tavi da<br />

cotaRa daaklda, Robianad rom ar<br />

ayiravda.<br />

mis Tavze, miaxloebiT aTi metris<br />

simaRleze, uzarmazari dedali Rorebi<br />

ekidnen, beWebidan amozrdil qaTmis<br />

frTebs swraf-swrafad iqnevdnen<br />

da Tvalebi mTvarisfrad uelavdaT.<br />

`meCveneba, Tu gavgiJdi?..~ – moaswro<br />

wabutbuteba daviTma, <strong>erTi</strong>anad<br />

akankalebuli Robes moSorda da miwaze<br />

dajda.<br />

***<br />

mzeragaorebuli daviTi Rorebs<br />

Tvals ar aSorebda da sicxianiviT<br />

caxcaxebda. Rorebi narnariT artyamdnen<br />

wres miwaze mjdoms da dabal<br />

xmaze Rrutunebdnen. mere uceb haerSi<br />

erTnairad SeikuntruSes, TiTqos madlobis<br />

niSnad raRac CamoiRrutunes<br />

da samxreTisken gafrindnen.<br />

es iyo da sofelSi ZaRlebis ymuili<br />

atyda.<br />

daviTma Tvalebi mTeli ZaliT daxuWa<br />

da yurebze xelisgulebafarebuli<br />

kidev kai xans ijda miwaze. nanaxisgan<br />

gabruebuls TvalebSi manaTobeli<br />

rgolebi daudioda.<br />

mere yurebidan xelisgulebi CamouSva<br />

da Tvali gaaxila. ZaRlebi ukve<br />

miwynarebuliyvnen. sufrasTan isev<br />

xmaurobdnen. mezoblis ezoSi mxolod<br />

<strong>erTi</strong> dedali Rori daRrutunebda da<br />

beWebidan aranairi qaTmis frTebi ar<br />

hqonda amozrdili.<br />

<strong>erTi</strong>anad gamofxizlebulma daviTma<br />

cas axeda da ukve mxolod <strong>erTi</strong> savse<br />

mTvare dainaxa.<br />

`iyo Tu ar iyo?.. Tu iyo – cudadaa<br />

saqme... Tu ar iyo – miT umetes...~ – amoixvneSa<br />

daviTma, wamodga da sufrisken<br />

ukve gamarTuli nabijiT wavida.<br />

***<br />

bondarenko genadi aryis WiqiT xelSi<br />

idga da marcxena mxarze Zalian<br />

<strong>didi</strong> bu ajda.<br />

– stumari RvTisaao...<br />

– stumari RvTisaao! – duduniT<br />

eTanxmebodnen bondarenko genadis misi<br />

msgavsi Savmosasxamiani axmaxebi.<br />

daviTi sufrasTan ijda da meseris<br />

miRma mdgar sam `samasvals~ mowyenili<br />

gahyurebda.<br />

`ra hqvia axla am <strong>cxovreba</strong>s...~ – fiqrobda<br />

daviTi. – `Tumca me rom sxvagan<br />

var, imas xom qvia...~<br />

***<br />

soflis meore gasasvlelSi, sagzao<br />

mimarTulebis maCvenebeli firniSi<br />

erWo.<br />

firniSze kirilicaTi, <strong>didi</strong> Savi<br />

asoebiT ewera:<br />

×ÅÐÍÎÁÈËÜ - 18 ÊÌ.<br />

laureati<br />

proza 3<br />

TerTmeti citata `vefxistyaosnidan~<br />

_ TerTmeti leqsi... `Tu ram<br />

uocnebia, Tu ra monatrebia~... `yvelaferi<br />

namdvili, yvelaferi xalasi~<br />

erT wignSia moTavsebuli da misi avtoriviT<br />

santimentaluri, qaluri da<br />

romantikuli saxeli hqvia _ `wvimiani<br />

gazafxulis qronika~. am wignisa da<br />

mTeli SemoqmedebisTvis poet iza orjonikiZes<br />

25 maiss SoTa rusTavelis<br />

premia mieniWa.<br />

amave krebulSi qalbatoni iza ba-<br />

Cana bregvaZes uZRvnis leqss da mas<br />

`cxrave muzis nebiers~ uwodebs. misive<br />

sityvebs Tu moviSveliebT, iza orjonikiZe<br />

swored is poetia, romelic `uyvars<br />

kacs da uyvars RmerTsac~ da es<br />

premiac amis dasturia.<br />

`buxris yelSi Woti budobs,<br />

sxvenSi _ bneli mRamiobi,<br />

vebrZvi leqss da vebrZvi durdos<br />

winaRame aris Sobis...~<br />

swored aseTi gaTenebuli Rameebis,<br />

`minoruli eskizis~, `sagazafxulo<br />

santimentebis~, `monatrebisa~ da vin<br />

mosTvlis kidev ramdeni `usityvod<br />

gamarTuli dialogis~ gamo iza orjonikiZe<br />

qarTveli mkiTxvelisTvis<br />

marTlac gamorCeuli da sayvareli<br />

poetia. `maisis bolos~ misi `mze kvlav<br />

gamoCnda~ da specialuri 12kaciani<br />

komisiis arCevani swored iza orjonikiZeze<br />

SeCerda.<br />

vulocavT qalbaton izas am premias<br />

da vusurvebT kidev bevrjer<br />

gviTxras `leqsiT aRsareba~, radgan<br />

darwmunebulebi varT, rom is<br />

yovelTvis ipovis iseT sityvebs, romliTac<br />

mkiTxvels Tvalebs aucremlebs,<br />

warsuls gaaxsenebs, momavlis<br />

imeds Causaxavs da kidev erTxel daamSvidebs:<br />

`dacxri, gulic daioke,<br />

daisvene, dro ari,<br />

gadaSale kargi wigni...<br />

gindac _ `madam bovari...~<br />

Cven ki girCevT, kidev erTxel miubrundeT<br />

iza orjonikiZis Semoqmedebas<br />

da rusTavelis premiis laureat-<br />

Tan erTad `wvimiani gazafxulis qronikas~<br />

gadaavloT Tvali.

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