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A Writer's Wonderland [PDF] - University of Portsmouth

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Grins mirrored, but a malady scarred,<br />

Peace sunk for now yet the end undying,<br />

And trapped, soullessly perusing me,<br />

In a twisted interminable roll <strong>of</strong> time.<br />

One Self Analysis Too Many<br />

Blank paper stares back,<br />

So I rack my brains,<br />

But it seems all I can find is what I lack.<br />

Gaps fill me,<br />

Substance illusive, in an ambiguous recluse,<br />

Full <strong>of</strong> intrusive whispers.<br />

I want to disown my own heart,<br />

Part from the spark that smouldered<br />

Into this regurgitating mess.<br />

Instead <strong>of</strong> alternating between<br />

Twisted highs and lows,<br />

I want to try and dispose-<br />

The stagnating hatred,<br />

That continues to flow.<br />

Slow me down as I notice the room<br />

Filling with a stench <strong>of</strong> the same doom.<br />

The realisation takes place,<br />

I’ve graced another creation with the past.<br />

Deterred and unable to find the words<br />

To describe this absurd cosmic dread<br />

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