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fr uits of the WINTER RETREAT<br />

Deer Park Walk<strong>in</strong>g Meditation<br />

Hundreds of feet softly kiss<strong>in</strong>g the earth.<br />

M<strong>in</strong>dful <strong>full</strong> moon dance<br />

by children of celestial light<br />

whose source crests from beh<strong>in</strong>d<br />

peaceful Deer Park’s hidden mounta<strong>in</strong> saddle.<br />

Dark night’s cotton-cloud haze<br />

illum<strong>in</strong>ated by one, then two lunar r<strong>in</strong>gs.<br />

Most suddenly, poof<br />

–focused concentration exits.<br />

Enter, monkey m<strong>in</strong>d’s desire,<br />

try<strong>in</strong>g to force the sky, moon and r<strong>in</strong>gs<br />

to be as one.<br />

Breath<strong>in</strong>g calm, relaxed,<br />

community proceeds up dark, rocky path<br />

–noble teacher and sangha<br />

answer<strong>in</strong>g the silent moon’s call<strong>in</strong>g;<br />

listen<strong>in</strong>g,<br />

lett<strong>in</strong>g go,<br />

liberat<strong>in</strong>g separation,<br />

stopp<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

Hundreds of eyes gaze<br />

towards moon’s glow<br />

that gently reflects with their forms.<br />

Moon, sangha and my perception,<br />

chilly shadows among valley and sky,<br />

dance joyously <strong>in</strong> love,<br />

harmoniously <strong>in</strong>ter-be<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

David Nelson, Compassionate Guidance of the<br />

Heart, lives and practices <strong>in</strong> Flagstaff, Arizona.<br />

photo by Tamara Buchanan<br />

photo by Emily Whittle<br />

Confessions of<br />

a Shoe Thief<br />

by Lucy K<strong>in</strong>gsley<br />

Well, so much for m<strong>in</strong>dfulness. I go to the small meditation hall<br />

to return a cushion. I leave my shoes outside. I go <strong>in</strong> and leave the<br />

cushion. I come out of the hall and put shoes back on to go down to<br />

d<strong>in</strong>ner.<br />

Dur<strong>in</strong>g d<strong>in</strong>ner I sit <strong>in</strong> the back of the hall with friends. A woman<br />

makes an announcement that someone took her shoes from outside<br />

the small meditation hall, a pair of size six black clogs. Now she has<br />

a pair of white size seven and a half Nikes. She would like her own<br />

shoes back.<br />

Realiz<strong>in</strong>g I went to the hall <strong>in</strong> my Nikes and not <strong>in</strong> my black<br />

clogs, I now understand that I am wear<strong>in</strong>g her shoes. I start to blush.<br />

I bow to the people at my table, get up and start a very long, m<strong>in</strong>dful<br />

walk past the entire <strong>in</strong>ternational Sangha to the front of the hall where<br />

she is stand<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

I bow to her and slip off her shoes. She returns the bow and<br />

then embraces me. We both start to laugh. I take several long<br />

breaths and beg<strong>in</strong> to walk the long way back to my table. I have a<br />

blister on my foot from walk<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> someone else’s shoes.<br />

Lucy K<strong>in</strong>gsley, Lov<strong>in</strong>g Balance of the Heart,<br />

lives and practices <strong>in</strong> Eugene, Oregon.<br />

12 Summer 2004

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