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young people’s PRACTICE<br />
Parent<strong>in</strong>g, Children,<br />
and M<strong>in</strong>dfulness<br />
A Wonder<strong>full</strong>y Rich Practice<br />
by Bud Reiter-Lavery<br />
Few of the local Sangha members have young children. I have two<br />
neighbors with children under the age of three who used to do formal<br />
sitt<strong>in</strong>g meditation alone or <strong>in</strong> groups, but haven’t done so s<strong>in</strong>ce the<br />
birth of their children. Similarly, I didn’t go on a retreat for six years<br />
—the time from the birth of my first child until my second child was<br />
age three. Perhaps the formal structures of practice that we have created,<br />
such as weekly two-hour meditation meet<strong>in</strong>gs, five day retreats,<br />
etc., just don’t work well for parents with young children.<br />
My two girls are now ages five and eight, and I am discover<strong>in</strong>g that<br />
I have more energy to engage them and others <strong>in</strong> m<strong>in</strong>dfulness practice.<br />
I am also a lot less concerned about whether I lead a group or go on<br />
retreats. It is clearer to me now that my whole life is my practice,<br />
which means that for me, parent<strong>in</strong>g is a salient part of my m<strong>in</strong>dfulness<br />
practice, every day. My wife and kids are great Dharma teachers, both<br />
<strong>in</strong> how they can pull out the compassionate parts of me and when they<br />
un<strong>in</strong>tentionally show me all the seeds I still need to transform. Frankly,<br />
when my girls are tired and prone to cry<strong>in</strong>g, I often f<strong>in</strong>d myself at the<br />
edge of my practice—and sometimes a bit beyond it.<br />
One of my favorite quotes about m<strong>in</strong>dful parent<strong>in</strong>g is from<br />
Dharma Family Treasures. It goes as follows:<br />
Master: I have no tolerance for those who use their children as an<br />
excuse for not practic<strong>in</strong>g.<br />
Hermit: I have no tolerance for those who use their practice as an<br />
excuse for not parent<strong>in</strong>g.<br />
Beggar: When we <strong>full</strong>y immerse ourselves <strong>in</strong> parent<strong>in</strong>g as our practice,<br />
we answer the question, Of what use is it merely to enjoy this<br />
fleet<strong>in</strong>g world<br />
O s<strong>in</strong>cere tra<strong>in</strong>ees, create no Dharma orphans. Quickly is dew gone<br />
from the grass. Quicker still are children grown.<br />
I considered start<strong>in</strong>g a monthly m<strong>in</strong>dfulness morn<strong>in</strong>g for folks<br />
like me with kids, but I have made it much simpler and with fewer<br />
expectations. Once a month my girls and I have a m<strong>in</strong>dfulness morn<strong>in</strong>g<br />
while my wife, Lisa, goes to church. This gives Lisa a chance to<br />
be more focused at church, and it gives the girls and me a wonderful<br />
chance to gently and simply practice. <strong>The</strong>y love read<strong>in</strong>g stories about<br />
the Buddha’s life. We also do a juice and cookie ceremony, color <strong>in</strong> a<br />
color<strong>in</strong>g book of scenes of the Buddha’s life, s<strong>in</strong>g, and sometimes do<br />
outdoor walk<strong>in</strong>g meditation. We go with the flow and do whatever<br />
seems refresh<strong>in</strong>g and enjoyable. I have <strong>in</strong>vited the neighbors with<br />
children to jo<strong>in</strong> us, but I don’t really care if they come or not. <strong>The</strong><br />
time is for the girls and me to enjoy be<strong>in</strong>g, to enjoy our m<strong>in</strong>dfulness.<br />
It is a very relax<strong>in</strong>g time for me. I th<strong>in</strong>k it would dra<strong>in</strong> me if I carried<br />
expectations about provid<strong>in</strong>g this as a service to the community.<br />
Be<strong>in</strong>g married and hav<strong>in</strong>g children mean that I have several<br />
other people’s needs to consider. We <strong>in</strong>ter-are. So we’ve worked<br />
out a schedule that <strong>in</strong>cludes time for me to go to retreats and weekly<br />
Sangha meet<strong>in</strong>gs, mak<strong>in</strong>g sure that I still have lots of time to be with<br />
my family. Last fall was the first time I took them on a retreat with<br />
Thay, so we are <strong>in</strong>tegrat<strong>in</strong>g family m<strong>in</strong>dfulness <strong>in</strong> formal ways, but<br />
mostly <strong>in</strong> very <strong>in</strong>formal ways. While I still periodically s<strong>in</strong>g Dharma<br />
songs to them each night when I put them to bed, most of my practice<br />
<strong>in</strong>volves just be<strong>in</strong>g present with them.<br />
Handmade prayer flag at the Deer Park w<strong>in</strong>ter retreat<br />
Bud Reiter-Lavery, True Wonderful Awaken<strong>in</strong>g,<br />
lives with his daughters Katie, age eight, and<br />
<strong>The</strong>resea, age five, and wife Lisa. He practices with the<br />
M<strong>in</strong>dfulness Practice Center of Durham, North Carol<strong>in</strong>a.<br />
the M<strong>in</strong>dfulness <strong>Bell</strong> 31<br />
photo by Emily Whittle