Sexual Murder - Justicia Forense

that that’s his mom. They have nothing in common. They are two differentpeople. She embarrasses him in front of everybody else — herconduct in front of other people, just the way she maintains herself infront of everybody else. She is a drunk. The picture screams out ‘I hateyou.’ He is trying to kill his mom. He is choking her to death, trying torip her throat out. The throat is a vulnerable area. All animals do it there,strangulation. He is tired of her being a disappointment. It makes himfeel disgusted.”“His mom is a weak person — emotionally weak and a liar. The mother’sactivities throughout her life is what that person is totally against —drugs. Talk, talk, like everything is a big party. Conversations are all aboutsomething funny — no intelligent conversation. When you talk aboutgetting high or getting fucked up, that’s important. If you try to discusspast events in your life, no response. Try to talk about the news, noresponse. He can’t believe that that’s where he came from. How the hellcan you be my mother? All your life you are told your mother was a goodperson, and there she is, a total opposite of what you are told. She discardsyou at birth.”“You see her for what she is. She tries to befriend you by telling stories.She is checking you up and down all the time, looking at your ass all thetime, staring at your crotch, grabbing your damn ass when she is drunk,pointing your ass out to her friends. On a level such as this, he couldhave had a sexual relationship with his mother. She couldn’t acknowledgethat’s her child. You want to throw your hands up, smash her head againstthe wall, especially when you have sex with her friend and she watches.Her presence was there.”Card 13MF. “He is ashamed of what he’s done. It looks like he killed her.They didn’t have sex because he is fully dressed. A woman like this is aclass of evil. The sole objective is herself — nothing more. To see whoshe is sickens himself. She was talking about evil spirits, ghosts, demons,all that shit. That’s the type of possession that ruined your life. They tookyour mom from you — drugs and the whole lifestyle.”“It reminds him of his mother. That’s the type of person she is. He didn’tmean to do it. That irritating sound colliding in your mind, hearing yourown life calling you, everything hit you in the head. It looks like she’dgot a neck wound, there in the picture. You can see it right there. Lookwhat he has become. Look what he is reduced to. I imagine there is a lotmore to it.”This case involves not only maternal rejection but EE’s lifelong fantasy thathis mother was “a good person” and his view that women who act out sexuallyare “trash.” When he met his mother, his fantasy was shattered, as his mother