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Thich Nhat Hanh Healing in Vietnam The Wonderful World of Gathas

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practical WISDOMJI was conf<strong>in</strong>ed <strong>in</strong> the summer <strong>of</strong> 1999, twenty years old and morea prisoner <strong>of</strong> my own deep <strong>in</strong>ner fears than the walls around me.Wrapped up <strong>in</strong> the great speed <strong>of</strong> the world, I had been able — withthe help <strong>of</strong> drugs and alcohol — to ma<strong>in</strong>ta<strong>in</strong> <strong>in</strong> my m<strong>in</strong>d an impressiveillusion <strong>of</strong> control. Here <strong>in</strong> prison the re<strong>in</strong>s were clearly not<strong>in</strong> my hands; I knew no way to keep up my speed. Forced to stop,or at least slow down, I had to face the bitter truth: my will didnot rule the world. This disappo<strong>in</strong>tment was too much for me tocontend with day after day so I closed my eyes <strong>in</strong> anger. I wouldrage aga<strong>in</strong>st the whole world until it consented to the perpetualgratification <strong>of</strong> my senses.By the beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> 2001 the <strong>in</strong>stitution was not pleased withmy method <strong>of</strong> seek<strong>in</strong>g fulfillment. <strong>The</strong>y expressed this sentimentby giv<strong>in</strong>g me an extended stay <strong>in</strong> segregation. I knew the stay wouldbe for only five or six months, so I saw no reason to change andquickly got <strong>in</strong>to more trouble. At this po<strong>in</strong>t they told me I wouldConf<strong>in</strong>ed <strong>in</strong>Anger,Freed <strong>in</strong>LoveBy Jacob Bowleythe M<strong>in</strong>dfulness Bell 27

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