them and invited them to come out to our forumand to meet Rich and look into the matter themselves.They told me that they would be there.Towards the end of PZS, I asked ShawnGranton if he or if we could make an announcementon the microphone to invite people to theforum. Shawn told me that the organizers hadalready talked about it, and, no, Todd and Iwouldn’t be allowed to make the announcement.Still, we managed to get the word out to most ofthe people at the zine fair. They would have theirchance to confront the <strong>issue</strong>, interrogate Rich,look into the details of the allegations, anddecide for themselves whether or not Rich was asexual predator.As it turned out, seven people who weren’tinvolved in the forum showed up to it. Three ofthose seven people left within a few minutes. Ofcourse, no one who pointed or whisperedor confronted us came to theforum. Not even the ones who toldme personally that they would bethere.Apparently no one was interestedin details. They seemed to agreewith Tali’s statement in Baby, I’m aManarchist: that details are “completelyunnecessary.” That a mereaccusation is enough for a conviction.That, if Tali says, “Rich is anadmitted sexual assaulter,” thenthat’s all the evidence anyone needs.It doesn’t matter that Rich didn’tadmit to being a sexual assaulter. Hedenies it, even. But Rich’s side of thestory doesn’t matter because,according to the flyers, it’s simply“profiteering and more image-buildingfor Rich Makin.” Which isstrange point of view, because I can’tsee how it’s a good idea to buildyour image around sexual assaultallegations, or how that leads to“profiteering.”So I sat there and listened to theforum without saying anything. Itturned into a discussion about howwell Rich had adhered to the list ofdemands. One guy asked Rich,“Have you touched any womensince these demands were made onyou?”“Well, it’s such a broaddemand,” Rich said. “I can’t followit exactly. Like, I had a job interviewand, at the end of it, I shook the handof the woman who interviewed me.”The guy clucked his tongue indisappointment.I started to feel like it was going to be a longforum.I listened to the talk about the allegedassaults, and the terminology that was beingused in the zines, in the flyers, and in the discussions.Words like “survivor” and “victim”and “male privilege” and “safe space.” Talk ofhow women “survive” from someone copping afeel, or who “heal” after guys make moves thatthe women don’t want them to make. It makeswomen seem so fragile and helpless. I don’tconsider myself a feminist, but listening to thistalk made me wish for representation from theopposing feminist mentality. The mentalitywhere women take control of their lives. Wherewomen reclaim sex for themselves. Where sexbecomes a liberating act and a way of empoweringwomen. But it seemed these principles offeminism were discounted, and a new line ofthinking had formed: one that expected womento curl up into a ball and cry “rape” with everyunwanted touch.Part 7: Never, Under AnyCircumstances, Helpa Friend in NeedMondayTodd and I left Portland that Monday morning.For the first time in my life, I was excitedthat a road trip was about to end. I was excitedto leave the really cool city of Portland, with allof its nice bike paths, with its block-long independentbookstore and record store where youcan pick up obscure, out-of-print punk singlesfor four bucks. I was excited to leave a city(above) An excerpt from Wimmens Comix,a seventies underground zine that celebrated sex as anempowering act for women.where you can safely breathe the air and wherethe hills aren’t hidden behind the smog. I wasexcited to drive back to my home in the crazy,often violent, always polluted LA.We drove down I-5, among the Douglas firsand the twists and turns of the Willamette River.We talked about everything that was said overthe weekend and everything that happened. Wetalked about the way that this whole situationwith Rich was being handled, about how thePortland Zine Symposium wasn’t supposed tobe about him, but it was set up to condemn him.About how, sure, the legal system sucks, but atleast it pretends to have some due process. Atleast the accused can defend himself. We talkedabout how few people would actually look intothe details of what happened and how little roomwas allowed for people to decide things forthemselves. And, of course, we talked abouthow badly it sucked that Todd and I were the targetsfor all the anger. Todd and I. Two guys whotreat women – who treat pretty much everyonewe meet – very well.As we got some distance from Portland, onelast thing really started to bug me. At one pointin Baby, I’m a Manarchist, Tali says that she wassexually assaulted twice. Once in March of2002. Once when Rich kissed her breast, a “coupleof nights” before she wrote the openingessay in the zine (October, 2002). She says, “iwas sexually assaulted last march and a coupleof nights ago. when it rains, it pours ey? and it’sraining!!! and cold. it’s all kind of scary. theassault last march was a lot worse than a coupleof nights ago. far worse... a couple of nights agowasn’t as bad but it caused me tohave a flashback to last march whichcaused me to freak out...” When Iread those lines, I read them as a pleafor help. It seems to me that Tali istormented by the assault she sufferedin March. And, based on what Iknow about psychology, that assaultwill continue to torment her, continueto manifest itself in her relationships,until she gets the help she’sasking for. There’s nothing wrongwith Tali, as far as I know, but evenI can see that she’s been injuredemotionally. She won’t feel like herselfagain until that injury undergoestherapy.This is what disturbs me themost: that, at the very beginning,starting with the very first allegation,we have a woman who is asking forhelp. She doesn’t need a lynch mob.She doesn’t need a blacklist orforums or slanderous flyers oraccusatory posters in bathrooms.Those things can effectively hurtRich, but they can’t help Tali at all.Tali needs someone to help herthrough these <strong>issue</strong>s that are tormentingher. And, in the typicalAmerican way, people run off andfight half-cocked battles on herbehalf; they seek vengeance on anill-conceived idea of evil rather thanhelping this woman.And, in Rich’s case, hedoesn’t need to seek counselingabout being a rapist. I know Richpretty well. I’ve listened to himexplain his life to me as we’ve driventhousands of miles across thiscountry on book tours. Rich is a lot of things,but he’s not violent. And that’s what rape andsexual assault are: violent. So Rich doesn’t needtherapy to curb his non-existent violent tendencies.For the most part, Rich is a really good guy.I consider him my friend. But I have to admitthat he’s self-destructive, and he needs to stopbeing so self-destructive. Again, there’s nothingwrong with Rich, but he has been injured emotionallysomewhere along the line, and he won’tfeel like himself until that injury undergoes therapy.But instead of helping anyone to get better,we’re all running off to fight these ridiculouswars. Just like little good Americans.–Sean Carswell23
Squeeze My HornSo, yeah, these are cool comics if your mind is warpedand in search of some wacko candy.I had it all planned out. I was having myfloors at the home refinished and we had to beout of the house for a mere five days. Right!Well in that time I had also thrown my back outand was off work and not allowed to do anythingstrenuous. What better recipe for getting ampleamounts of reading in? Oh and I did read. Evenwhen I was done with all the comics I wasburied under, I started reading flower catalogs.How’s that for being out of one’s home for toolong? As things go in the home contractor business,when we returned home, we found someproblems.At the front of the house, there were oldfloorboards in the flower beds along with emptycans of polyurethane, cigarette butts and largeamounts of saw dust. All the screens were offthe windows. A still-working smoke detectorwas laying in a bucket, not on the ceiling whereit belongs, and there was polyurethane splatteredall over my garage wall. Then, inside thehouse, the crew sanded down nail heads, so thatI had shiny spots all over the floors, in one roomthe final coat had missed the wall by five inches,in still another room, holes still existedwhere the previous owner had drilled them inthe floor for cable, and in yet another room,there was urethane on the walls and sandingswirls evident in the wood. So I gave the companya ring on the phone, and the company ownerstold me that he’d get them back out immediately,which meant four days later, and they didfinish the job. The only problem is I can’t bringanything back in until that dries. So the gist ofmy story is that I’ve been without a computer towrite all this lovely prose for two fuckingweeks. I should have known something wouldgo wrong when the third worker coming in myfront door the first day was carrying amicrowave oven.So all this time off and no lifting allows forplenty of television to inform my brain cells thatI truly live in fucked up times. I’m greatly disturbedby the fact that crap rules the television:Court TV and Jerry Springer during the day,news in the early evening and reality TV atnight. God, do I need cable. People seem to begetting more fucked up by the minute. Sure,some of this is staged but still there has to besome motivation to weigh 400 lbs. and stand infront of a crowd of people in nothing but yourunderwear (here’s where I shudder, yuck!) andeven flash them (it’s a train wreck and I can’tlook away). Then the president breaks in for hisgarden press conference in which someoneshould have informed him that he, by no means,is Don Rickles. Then, when fielding questions24 from the press, he admits that he issuffering from the same infliction as Reagan. Hestates that he is getting too old to remember afour-part question. At that point, shouldn’t heresign as President and give the job to someoneyounger and more coherent?Now, by no means am I a saint. In fact, oftenmy wife reminds me that I’m a dick. But I’m notin the public eye and I’m not out to screw anyone.I think that humans are just blindly diggingtheir own egos, and this allows them to do whateverthey damn well please. For instance, intheir autos, how many times do you see someegomaniac cut across three lanes to get in a turnlane or hold up traffic by making an illegalmaneuver? Here’s a good one: a guy drovedown the bike lane (illegal), ran a red light (veryillegal and dangerous), and then flipped me thebird when I caught up to him at the next light.Yes, I guess I was in the wrong for being on thesame street with the fucking jerk. I guess it’s stillbetter here than anywhere in the Middle East,which is where I’ll begin my reviewing andstop my ranting.PORTRAITS OF ISRAELIS& PALESTINIANSHardback by Seth TobocmanThis is a cool collection of drawings of the facesof the people who live in probably the most dangeroushot spot in the world. We see on a dailybasis the brutality of the conflict in pictures andvideo, but to put it into drawings gives a newangle that contains much more feeling. The veryfirst drawing in the book is the portrait of awoman with the heading, “Is she an Arab or aJew?” which immediately stirs one’s thoughtand breaks down the possibilities of choosingsides. The drawings are soft. I believe them to becharcoal in medium but they are still very to thepoint, and that point is that there are a whole lotof innocents being caught in the middle of theconflict. The introduction and the author’s notegive us the reason for this book, a brief backgroundof what compels the author, and what hiscredentials are. The book then opens the mind tofaces, those of ordinary folk, such as taxi driversor people riding the bus. The book takes us on aride through the cities into the people’s homes,studies the towns and the religions, and gives usa view of a world so different than our own. Insome respects, the book is warm and hopeful,but it then reminds us that these people live inbloodshed and curfews. They live in cities thatwere once thriving are now places where kidshave to travel through mountains, around fighting,to get to school. They have hospitals thatcan’t run because of the threat of fighting. Thesereminders turn this book into a sad retrospect. Ifread with an open mind, this book can bring anunderstanding to the Middle Eastern way of life.It is sensitive in both view and writing. The picturesare simple yet truly beautiful – a visuallystirring masterpiece.(Soft Skull Press, 71 Bond Street, Brooklyn, NY11217, www.softskull.com)BLACK IMAGES IN THE COMICSby Fredrik Stromborg, $15.95 U.SRacial images in comics from the 1800s to currentshould make for an interesting read. Thesimple fact that this is a case study of the portrayalof blacks in comics makes this book nonvolatile.What I mean is the way this book iswritten, there are no sides taken and there isnothing demeaning in the presentation. The factsare presented and things are explained. Forinstance, we take for granted that if an illustratordraws a black person with big lips, a large flatnose, and big white eyes, that he is poking funwith stereotypes. The fact is that, in some cases,the artist may never have met a black person andis drawing the work simply by what he hasheard. Here’s a point, when I was a kid, wewatched Speed Racer and a lesser-known cartooncalled Kimba the White Lion. The creatorof Kimba was Osamu Tezuka and, at the time,there were almost no immigrants in Japan so oldOsamu has to put in a scene with natives, andsince he only knew what he’d heard, he drewthem all with the stereotypical features, grassskirts, and spears. This seems to be the processfor most comics at the start of the century. Thegreat thing about this book is that it has an internationalcoverage, from Europe to Africa and allthe way around to Japan, not just U.S comics. Itis also presented in chronological order. To tellthe truth, things seem to be improving in theportrayal of blacks in comics, yet there is stillsome work to be done. Of course, my favorite,the Green Lantern/ Green Arrow, got in this onefor its favorable work in dealing with sensitive<strong>issue</strong>s such as drug abuse, poverty, and racialtensions. My favorite thing in the book is thereason they give for the demise of the D.C title,Steel comics. That’s right; they ring up thedeathblow to that fabulously sloppy basketballgoof and terrible actor Shaq! I found this bookto be fun, shocking, and insightful at the sametime. There is nothing prejudicial about thisbook at all. In fact, I found it as an ideal learningtool to teach people what not to do incomics. This book rules and I can’t wait for thenext book, The Devil in the Comics. If you’re ablack history buff – not that I am – you’re goingto find this some damn good reading.(Fantagraphic Books)
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