Chapter 22 150'I knew I should get it; can't deceive me long,' began Ted, with such an air of pride Dan could not help a shortlaugh.'It's a relief, isn't it, to have it off your mind? Now, just confide in me and it's all safe, unless you've sworn notto tell.''I have.''Oh, well, then don't'; and Ted's face fell, but he was himself again in a moment and said, with the air of a manof the world: 'It's all right--I understand--honour binds--silence to death, etc. Glad you stood by your mate inthe hospital. How many did you kill?''Only one.''Bad lot, of course?''A damned rascal.''Well, don't look so fierce; I've no objection. Wouldn't mind popping at some of those bloodthirstyblackguards myself. Had to dodge and keep quiet after it, I suppose.''Pretty quiet for a long spell.''Got off all right in the end, and headed for your mines and did that jolly <strong>br</strong>ave thing. Now, I call thatdecidedly interesting and capital. I'm glad to know it; but I won't blab.''Mind you don't. Look here. Ted, if you'd killed a man, would it trouble you--a bad one, I mean?'The lad opened his mouth to say, 'Not a bit,' but checked that answer as if something in Dan's face made himchange his mind. 'Well, if it was my duty in war or self-defence, I suppose I shouldn't; but if I'd pitched intohim in a rage, I guess I should be very sorry. Shouldn't wonder if he sort of haunted me, and remorse gnawedme as it did Aram and those fellows. You don't mind, do you? It was a fair fight, wasn't it?''Yes, I was in the right; but I wish I'd been out of it. Women don't see it that way, and look horrified at suchthings. Makes it hard; but it don't matter.''Don't tell 'em; then they can't worry,' said Ted, with the nod of one versed in the management of the sex.'Don't intend to. Mind you keep your notions to yourself, for some of 'em are wide of the mark. Now you mayread if you like'; and there the talk ended; but Ted took great comfort in it, and looked as wise as an owlafterwards.A few quiet weeks followed, during which Dan chafed at the delay; and when at length word came that hiscredentials were ready, he was eager to be off, to forget a vain love in hard work, and live for others, since hemight not for himself.So one wild March morning our Sintram rode away, with horse and hound, to face again the enemies whowould have conquered him, but for Heaven's help and human pity.'Ah, me! it does seem as if life was made of partings, and they get harder as we go on,' sighed Mrs Jo, a weeklater, as she sat in the long parlour at Parnassus one evening, whither the family had gone to welcome thetravellers back.
Chapter 22 151'And meetings too, dear; for here we are, and Nat is on his way at last. Look for the silver lining, as Marmeeused to say, and be comforted,' answered Mrs Amy, glad to be at home and find no wolves prowling near hersheepfold.'I've been so worried lately, I can't help croaking. I wonder what Dan thought at not seeing you again? It waswise; but he would have enjoyed another look at home faces before he went into the wilderness,' said Mrs Joregretfully.'Much better so. We left notes and all we could think of that he might need, and slipped away before he came.Bess really seemed relieved; I'm sure I was'; and Mrs Amy smoothed an anxious line out of her whiteforehead, as she smiled at her daughter, laughing happily among her cousins.Mrs Jo shook her head as if the silver lining of that cloud was hard to find; but she had no time to croak again,for just then Mr Laurie came in looking well pleased at something.'A new picture has arrived; face towards the music-room, good people, and tell me how you like it. I call it"Only a fiddler", after Andersen's story. What name will you give it?'As he spoke he threw open the wide doors, and just beyond they saw a young man standing, with a beamingface, and a violin in his hand. There was no doubt about the name to this picture, and with the cry 'Nat! Nat!'there was a general uprising. But Daisy reached him first, and seemed to have lost her usual composuresomewhere on the way, for she clung to him, sobbing with the shock of a surprise and joy too great for her tobear quietly. Everything was settled by that tearful and tender em<strong>br</strong>ace, for, though Mrs Meg speedilydetached her daughter, it was only to take her place; while Demi shook Nat's hand with <strong>br</strong>otherly warmth, andJosie danced round them like Macbeth's three witches in one, chanting in her most tragic tones:'Chirper thou wast; second violin thou art; first thou shalt be. Hail, all hail!'This caused a laugh, and made things gay and comfortable at once. Then the usual fire of questions andanswers began, to be kept up <strong>br</strong>iskly while the boys admired Nat's blond beard and foreign clothes, the girlshis improved appearance--for he was ruddy with good English beef and beer, and fresh with the sea-<strong>br</strong>eezeswhich had blown him swiftly home--and the older folk rejoiced over his prospects. Of course all wanted tohear him play; and when tongues tired, he gladly did his best for them, surprising the most critical by hisprogress in music even more than by the energy and self-possession which made a new man of bashful Nat.By and by when the violin--that most human of all instruments--had sung to them the loveliest songs withoutwords, he said, looking about him at these old friends with what Mr Bhaer called a 'feeling-full' expression ofhappiness and content:'Now let me play something that you will all remember though you won't love it as I do'; and standing in theattitude which Ole Bull has immortalized, he played the street melody he gave them the first night he came toPlumfield. They remembered it, and joined in the plaintive chorus, which fitly expressed his own emotions:'Oh my heart is sad and weary Everywhere I roam, Longing for the old plantation And for the old folks athome.''Now I feel better,' said Mrs Jo, as they all trooped down the hill soon after. 'Some of our boys are failures, butI think this one is going to be a success, and patient Daisy a happy girl at last. Nat is your work, Fritz, and Icongratulate you heartily.''Ach, we can but sow the seed and trust that it falls on good ground. I planted, perhaps, but you watched thatthe fowls of the air did not devour it, and <strong>br</strong>other Laurie watered generously; so we will share the harvestamong us, and be glad even for a small one, heart's-dearest.'
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