Chapter 6 58'Please God, I will!''That's all; I have little fear for you, but one never knows when or how the weak moment may come, andsometimes a chance word helps us, as so many my dear mother spoke come back to me now for my owncomfort and the guidance of my boys,' said Mrs Jo, rising; for the words had been said and no more wereneeded.'I've stored 'em up and know where to find 'em when wanted. Often and often in my watch I've seen old Plum,and heard you and Uncle talking so plainly, I'd have sworn I was here. It is a rough life, Aunty, but awholesome one if a fellow loves it as I do, and has an anchor to windward as I have. Don't worry about me,and I'll come home next year with a chest of tea that will cheer your heart and give you ideas enough for adozen novels. Going below? All right, steady in the gangway! I'll be along by the time you've got out thecake-box. Last chance for a good old lunch ashore.'Mrs Jo descended laughing, and Emil finished his ship whistling cheerfully, neither dreaming when and wherethis little chat on the house-top would return to the memory of one of them.Dan was harder to catch, and not until evening did a quiet moment come in that busy family; when, while therest were roaming about, Mrs Jo sat down to read in the study, and presently Dan looked in at the window.'Come and rest after your long tramp; you must be tired,' she called, with an inviting nod towards the big sofawhere so many boys had reposed--as much as that active animal ever does.'Afraid I shall disturb you'; but Dan looked as if he wanted to stay his restless feet somewhere.'Not a bit; I'm always ready to talk, shouldn't be a woman if I were not,' laughed Mrs Jo, as Dan swunghimself in and sat down with an air of contentment very pleasant to see.'Last day is over, yet somehow I don't seem to hanker to be off. Generally, I'm rather anxious to cut loose aftera short stop. Odd, ain't it?' asked Dan, gravely picking grass and leaves out of his hair and beard; for he hadbeen lying on the grass, thinking many thoughts in the quiet summer night.'Not at all; you are beginning to get civilized. It's a good sign, and I'm glad to see it,' answered Mrs Jopromptly. 'You've had your swing, and want a change. Hope the farming will give it to you, though helpingthe Indians pleases me more: it is so much better to work for others than for one's self alone.''So 'tis,' assented Dan heartily. 'I seem to want to root somewhere and have folks of my own to take care of.Tired of my own company, I suppose, now I've seen so much better. I'm a rough, ignorant lot, and I've beenthinking maybe I've missed it loafing round creation, instead of going in for <strong>edu</strong>cation as the other chaps did.Hey?'He looked anxiously at Mrs Jo; and she tried to hide the surprise this new outburst caused her; for till nowDan had scorned books and gloried in his freedom.'No; I don't think so in your case. So far I'm sure the free life was best. Now that you are a man you cancontrol that lawless nature better; but as a boy only great activity and much adventure could keep you out ofmischief. Time is taming my colt, you see, and I shall yet be proud of him, whether he makes a pack-horse ofhimself to carry help to the starving or goes to ploughing as Pegasus did.'Dan liked the comparison, and smiled as he lounged in the sofa-corner, with the new thoughtfulness in hiseyes.
Chapter 6 59'Glad you think so. The fact is it's going to take a heap of taming to make me go well in harness anywhere. Iwant to, and I try now and then, but always kick over the traces and run away. No lives lost yet; but Ishouldn't wonder if there was some time, and a general smash-up.''Why, Dan, did you have any dangerous adventures during this last absence? I fancied so, but didn't askbefore, knowing you'd tell me if I could help in any way. Can I?' And Mrs Jo looked anxiously at him; for asudden lowering expression had come into his face, and he leaned forward as if to hide it.'Nothing very bad; but 'Frisco isn't just a heaven on earth, you know, and it's harder to be a saint there thanhere,' he answered slowly; then, as if he had made up his mind to ''fess', as the children used to say, he sat up,and added rapidly, in a half-defiant, half-shamefaced way, 'I tried gambling, and it wasn't good for me.''Was that how you made your money?''Not a penny of it! That's all honest, if speculation isn't a bigger sort of gambling. I won a lot; but I lost orgave it away, and cut the whole concern before it got the better of me.''Thank heaven for that! Don't try it again; it may have the terrible fascination for you it has for so many. Keepto your mountains and prairies, and shun cities, if these things tempt you, Dan. Better lose your life than yoursoul, and one such passion leads to worse sins, as you know better than I.'Dan nodded, and seeing how troubled she was, said, in a lighter tone, though still the shadow of that pastexperience remained:'Don't be scared; I'm all right now; and a burnt dog dreads the fire. I don't drink, or do the things you dread;don't care for 'em; but I get excited, and then this devilish temper of mine is more than I can manage. Fightinga moose or a buffalo is all right; but when you pitch into a man, no matter how great a scamp he is, you've gotto look out. I shall kill someone some day; that's all I'm afraid of. I do hate a sneak!' And Dan <strong>br</strong>ought his fistdown on the table with a blow that made the lamp totter and the books skip.'That always was your trial, Dan, and I can sympathize with you; for I've been trying to govern my owntemper all my life, and haven't learnt yet,' said Mrs Jo, with a sigh. 'For heaven's sake, guard your demon well,and don't let a moment's fury ruin all your life. As I said to Nat, watch and pray, my dear boy. There is noother help or hope for human weakness but God's love and patience.'Tears were in Mrs <strong>Jo's</strong> eyes as she spoke; for she felt this deeply, and knew how hard a task it is to rule thesebosom sins of ours. Dan looked touched, also uncomfortable, as he always did when religion of any sort wasmentioned, though he had a simple creed of his own, and tried to live up to it in his blind way.'I don't do much praying; don't seem to come handy to me; but I can watch like a redskin, only it's easier tomount guard over a lurking grizzly than my own cursed temper. It's that I'm afraid of, if I settle down. I canget on with wild beasts first-rate; but men rile me awfully, and I can't take it out in a free fight, as I can with abear or a wolf. Guess I'd better head for the Rockies, and stay there a spell longer--till I'm tame enough fordecent folks, if I ever am.' And Dan leaned his rough head on his hands in a despondent attitude.'Try my sort of help, and don't give up. Read more, study a little, and try to meet a better class of people, whowon't "rile", but soothe and strengthen you. We don't make you savage, I'm sure; for you have been as meekas a lamb, and made us very happy.''Glad of it; but I've felt like a hawk in a hen-house all the same, and wanted to pounce and tear more thanonce. Not so much as I used, though,' added Dan, after a short laugh at Mrs <strong>Jo's</strong> surprised face. 'I'll try yourplan, and keep good company this bout if I can; but a man can't pick and choose, knocking about as I do.'
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