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Perpetual Year Planner<br />

by Rachael Mac<strong>art</strong>hur, Associate Fellow in the Colour Studio, Northumbria University<br />

‘Fringe’, 2014 (acrylic on neon card)<br />

A place for making <strong>art</strong>, for looking at and recording<br />

the world, changes with each year passed. I equate<br />

the time when I was marooned unwell in bed aged<br />

5 years old, colouring drawings on paper = with a<br />

routine of painting expediently onto paper on the<br />

floor of the Colour Studio Northumbria. The<br />

paintings I make change with each new place I live<br />

in, with each new place I paint in, with each new<br />

person I meet. I cannot forever count on what I call a<br />

‘studio’ from one year to the next (home/ library/<br />

alone at bedtime/ thoughts on the cusp of sleep)<br />

but I can count on the forever-changing of myself,<br />

and my place within these spaces.<br />

Myself + paint + support + colour = I can transfer to<br />

each new place I choose to call a ‘studio’, in the same<br />

way I can count on the matrixial effects of reflecting<br />

on a colour, which I carry as postcard reproductions<br />

in my pocket.<br />

‘Collared’, 2014 (acrylic and neon poster paint on navy<br />

sandpaper, mint green polystyrene foam frame)<br />

* Fehler blue: c. 2001, I am 20 and I am learning to<br />

paint in oil. I trail a heavy sloe-black paint into my<br />

parents’ house, home from the studio, stuck on my<br />

shoe, caught there; I traipse it up the stairs, all over<br />

the ivory cream carpet (brand new). Later, the blue<br />

oil is stepped deep down into the warp-weft of the<br />

carpet and, lying to my father that it is tarmacadam,<br />

my mother and I scrub at the puddled marks in<br />

angry silence (hers) while he watches telly behind<br />

the living room door.<br />

* Jubilee grey: c.2012, a friend has a baby and a 9-5<br />

job. A time for making painting, now, is travelling to<br />

and from work on the bus. Little paintings are made<br />

with his trigger finger, over the bright white screen<br />

of the iPad. The sun shines over the screen; the<br />

white-on-white cancelled out to a dull transport-line<br />

grey. There is his studio.<br />

* Preferred red: c.2014, my thoughts of a red<br />

reality are twisted by Matisse when I read that his<br />

studio was not red at all. It was always grey.<br />

Matisse turned it red for his painting “The Red<br />

Studio” (1911) in a delicious choice of freedom, to<br />

allow for harmony and for the buzz of the black<br />

outlines to buzz blacker and harder. A funny<br />

expectation (mine) now deadened.<br />

* Manet’s black: c.1997 a stifling vermilion-hot<br />

day in the <strong>art</strong> classroom at high school sends a<br />

kaleidoscope of orange-red spectrum across my<br />

retina. I am angry with the teacher who says we<br />

are not allowed to use black in our paintings.<br />

Why not? The answer does not suffice and years<br />

ahead in future days, I think of Manet’s paintings<br />

and the p<strong>art</strong>icularities of their black which seems<br />

to be always truly his, like the black of Spanish<br />

lace or the black of Japanese lacquer, and realise<br />

he was correct in his singular, out-of-style usage.<br />

* Helsinki white: c.2014, the Finnish crystal white<br />

sun glows around me and you: in the cool of the<br />

lake; in the garden; in our temporary bed; in the<br />

forest; along the path with the tiniest frogs I have<br />

ever seen. At the festival, the sun shines my eyes<br />

to an all-white surround, and the sound makes<br />

me remember and long for a place I do not think<br />

I have ever known: longing reaches up from my<br />

gut, into my he<strong>art</strong>, into my eyes, out into saltheavy<br />

tears which must be the colour of<br />

quarried chalk.<br />

‘Untitled’, 2015<br />

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