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PREVI HEAR JOURNAL <strong>2011</strong> ! <strong>The</strong> <strong>Peace</strong> <strong>Project</strong><br />
PREVI HEAR JOURNAL <strong>2011</strong> ! <strong>The</strong> <strong>Peace</strong> <strong>Project</strong><br />
DAY FIVE<br />
Monday,<br />
14th of<br />
November<br />
<strong>2011</strong> Sra<br />
‘Aem<br />
It’s morning again.<br />
Repeatedly. Groundhog<br />
Day! Morning, morning,<br />
morning.<br />
<strong>The</strong>n I hear Mao say,<br />
‘Good Morning Dom.”<br />
Yes, it’s groundhog day.<br />
Sometimes I would prefer<br />
the day to<br />
begin with a afternoon<br />
but then it would be plain<br />
‘ole hot.” And one thing<br />
I hate more than I hate<br />
morning is hot. <strong>The</strong> heat<br />
burns even if you are not<br />
aware of it. I step outside<br />
the hotel and stare up<br />
at the sky. It’s nearly<br />
seven-thirty am but my<br />
skin prickles. <strong>The</strong> heat is<br />
burning holes through my<br />
skin, or so it seems. It feels<br />
like God is an evil twelveyear-old<br />
kid with a big<br />
magnifying glass, burning<br />
insects on the playground<br />
and we are the insects.<br />
So let’s start with<br />
morning, but it’s boring.<br />
It’s the usual coffees and<br />
waking up. <strong>The</strong> drivers<br />
are already waiting,<br />
murmuring amongst<br />
themselves in the halflight<br />
of dawn. <strong>The</strong>y are<br />
waiting early as usual.<br />
After assembling in<br />
the courtyard with the<br />
equipment, we drive en<br />
masse towards the South,<br />
down the main road. After<br />
half-an-hour we stop and<br />
film on the street near<br />
Mr Bora's house around<br />
ten in the morning. A few<br />
hours later we find a poor<br />
pagoda and we visit it. It’s<br />
part of the pilgrimage I<br />
am making to see the area<br />
around Previ- Hear.<br />
I think, ‘I want to<br />
understand why what has<br />
happened has happened<br />
here. Why is there war<br />
here?’<br />
I was full of questions for<br />
the head monk. Just a kid<br />
with a headful of questions<br />
but no magnifying glass.<br />
<strong>The</strong> questions were basic<br />
and simple.<br />
“What is the origin of<br />
evil? How can we make<br />
peace in the world? If you<br />
had a thousand hours to<br />
make peace with your self<br />
what would you do? “<br />
He looks at me blankly<br />
as if I am asking some<br />
weird questions about<br />
having sex with midgets!<br />
I then repeat in Khmer<br />
and English together the<br />
words.<br />
“My name is Dominic.<br />
I have travelled far I have<br />
come for an answer. <strong>The</strong><br />
question is- How can we<br />
make peace in war?”<br />
In Khmer goes<br />
something like this -<br />
“Chues khnhoom ki<br />
Dominic. Khnhom ban tvei<br />
dom ner mok tyrus derm<br />
bey chorng sur tha. Tei<br />
tver doj mdech derm bey<br />
oy pi pob lok mean soin ti<br />
pheap.”<br />
<strong>The</strong>n the head monk<br />
realizes he is the star<br />
and starts adjusting his<br />
bald head! Maybe it’s not<br />
shiny enough. He has the<br />
attention and cameras<br />
of the foreigner and the<br />
crew are and the cameras<br />
trained on him. He clears<br />
his throat and looks<br />
serious as if he is about<br />
to deliver “the Sermon on<br />
the Mount.” Everyone is<br />
waiting, looking at him.<br />
He looks at us and opens<br />
his mouth. He begins to<br />
talk. But he doesnt stop.<br />
Five minutes is fine. <strong>The</strong>n<br />
ten ten minutes then<br />
fifteen. My eyes glaze<br />
over because I realize I’m<br />
going to fall asleep. He is<br />
completely unaware of our<br />
response. He is in fourth<br />
gear and can’t think of<br />
reversing. <strong>The</strong>re is NO<br />
reverse!<br />
I’m thinking<br />
‘I can see that this is<br />
his big moment. Why?<br />
Because he does not stop<br />
talking. He’s talking and<br />
talking and talking.’<br />
I want to say, ‘Cut! Cut!<br />
Cut!’ but it’s a sensitive<br />
situation. He IS the head<br />
monk and we are mere<br />
mortals. At last he finishes<br />
his sermon. I have already<br />
told the guys to stop<br />
filming but pretend we<br />
are still filming so he is<br />
not offended. It is a poor<br />
pagoda. No windows, a flock<br />
of dogs hanging around.<br />
Just joking! I end up by<br />
asking practical questions<br />
about how the monastery<br />
is built. Which parts exist?<br />
How is it divided? Do they<br />
have an administration<br />
office?<br />
‘ No, there is no<br />
administration office here.<br />
What you can see is what<br />
exists.’<br />
‘<strong>The</strong>re’s a kitchen, kind<br />
of. ‘ I see looking across at a<br />
corrugated irobn shed.<br />
I can’t see the office<br />
but I can see a lot of flies.<br />
<strong>The</strong>re are flies everywhere.<br />
A child is asleep on the<br />
wooden floorboards but it<br />
looks like it is dead. Maybe<br />
it’s both. After all, this is a<br />
monastery. And then they<br />
start asking for money to<br />
rebuild the pagoda.<br />
We give them, a donation,<br />
bow low and thank them<br />
and then leave. Generally it<br />
is a satisfying experience<br />
and I’m only a cynical<br />
artist and want to write<br />
to something interesting<br />
in this journal. <strong>The</strong>n it’s<br />
back to the Kid with the<br />
magnifying glass!<br />
We then drive to the<br />
natural village. In the<br />
afternoon we divided into<br />
two teams. <strong>The</strong> others, Mao<br />
and Sophist and Bunthy<br />
leave us and climbed the<br />
mountain to prepare the<br />
wood easels. Mao, So Pert<br />
and Bunchy with Mao<br />
drive there to climb the<br />
mountain and erect the<br />
last remnants of the easels.<br />
<strong>The</strong>se had been assembled<br />
in Siem Reap by a group<br />
of carpenters which Mao<br />
and I had used to construct<br />
the wooden frames. That<br />
was another story I would<br />
prefer not to go in. Suffice<br />
to say, I ordered twohundred<br />
kilos of wooden<br />
frames for my paintings.<br />
Paid for them and then it<br />
turned out to be a dud. We<br />
couldn’t transport them<br />
to Australia because they<br />
were declared raw wood.<br />
One logistics guy from<br />
Siem Reap offered to do it<br />
for ten thousand dollars.<br />
That’s a cheap price!<br />
As dusk is falling we<br />
drive to Mr Bora’s house. It<br />
is twenty kilometers from<br />
town. In the sequence I<br />
cruise up on the motorcycle<br />
needing somewhere to<br />
stay. <strong>The</strong> motor-tok driver<br />
explains as I walk in,<br />
‘This is my water; this is<br />
my fire for you; and this is<br />
my house for you.’<br />
That evening I notice that<br />
one of the rooms has seven<br />
beds like a fairy tale from<br />
the Brothers Grimm. It’s<br />
another day and we check<br />
the footage. <strong>The</strong> sound is<br />
bad and crackles.