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PREVI HEAR JOURNAL <strong>2011</strong> ! <strong>The</strong> <strong>Peace</strong> <strong>Project</strong><br />
PREVI HEAR JOURNAL <strong>2011</strong> ! <strong>The</strong> <strong>Peace</strong> <strong>Project</strong><br />
Apsaara Authority. He<br />
is walking with his wife.<br />
He appears drunk. I walk<br />
across to him. tHe man<br />
who is short and stumpy is<br />
slightly swaying in sandals<br />
and shorts with his wife is<br />
standing beside him. He<br />
is on the path between the<br />
second and first temple.<br />
He declares, ‘It is not<br />
allowed to paint any words<br />
or documents in THAI on<br />
this mountain.It is illegal.<br />
You will be arrested and<br />
taken to the prison.”<br />
He is the Previ-Hear<br />
Director for the Tourist<br />
Authority. I think to myself,<br />
”How did he get there?<br />
Who is he?”<br />
As I stare at his feet I<br />
see big black toe nails. <strong>The</strong><br />
nails look onion grey and<br />
gnarled like old tree bark.<br />
I explain that the message<br />
of peace requires to be<br />
written in all languages<br />
of the word. My words are<br />
being translated through<br />
Sokkeng as I speak them.<br />
His brown color on his face<br />
has been replaced by a<br />
mushroom grey pallor. His<br />
lower lip twitches. He hears<br />
me, but he doesn’t want to<br />
hear. He shouts again, “It is<br />
against the law!”<br />
I mumble quietly. ”We are<br />
only painting a message<br />
about peace.This message<br />
deserves to be shown and<br />
written. What is wrong with<br />
a message about p[eace. It<br />
does not advocate violence.”<br />
Sre Pick is looking at me<br />
with sad eyes. <strong>The</strong> cameras<br />
have been put down. turned<br />
off. He explains again. the<br />
issue. His eyes are defiant,<br />
but I cannot see them since<br />
he is wearing sunglasses.<br />
A ripple of ugliness washes<br />
through the crows. People<br />
have gathered. He then<br />
says. I will ring the police<br />
immediately and have<br />
you arrested you all if you<br />
proceed. He then turns to<br />
Mr Vanna as says, “Why<br />
has this happened? Why<br />
have you allowed this to<br />
happen?”<br />
“Your excellency, I<br />
was waiting for them<br />
to begin. <strong>The</strong> moment<br />
they applied the letters<br />
the police we ready to<br />
arrest them. It was only<br />
minutes away.”<br />
I stare in<br />
astonishment.I am<br />
confused and fail to<br />
understand. <strong>The</strong>n<br />
like a burning red<br />
dawn rising above the<br />
tropical landscape the<br />
realization burst into<br />
my tiny brain.<br />
We pack up and<br />
return to the village.<br />
DAY<br />
EIGHTEEN<br />
Saturday,<br />
27th of<br />
November<br />
<strong>2011</strong><br />
Sra ‘Aem<br />
Today is the final<br />
day we return to the<br />
mountain of Previ<br />
Hear. Our task is to<br />
unpick the staples which hold the huge<br />
canvas to its wooden backing and then<br />
roll it into a cylinder. We will say our<br />
last goodbyes and take one snatched<br />
glimpse of where we have spent so<br />
much time. Now at the summit Sokkeng<br />
runs towards me over the rocky slope<br />
across a gentle incline at a<br />
canter. <strong>The</strong> white blistering<br />
sun casts a grayish light<br />
through the clouds behind<br />
him. <strong>The</strong> sword grass<br />
weaves like a distant friend.<br />
It has a bleached-out and<br />
dried-up look. Shattered<br />
granite boulders dot the<br />
grassy perimeter. <strong>The</strong><br />
temple steps incline off<br />
to the right. Adjacent to<br />
him an emaciated soldier<br />
with drooping jowls sits<br />
everyday in front of the<br />
toilet block As Sokkeng<br />
gallops across the grass he<br />
snatches a glance at the<br />
soldier and then resumes<br />
running.. <strong>The</strong> soldier sports<br />
a torn suite and gaudy<br />
fake-gold epaulet. He is<br />
reclining on a deck tornchair<br />
like a circus clown<br />
on the Titanic. He smiles<br />
through cracked teeth,<br />
absentmindedly accepting<br />
crumpled rial from the<br />
tourists who disappear into<br />
the toilet canister. <strong>The</strong> flies<br />
buzz. He wanders over to<br />
pretend to wash the toilet<br />
block with disinfectant and<br />
a broken brush. Half-asleep<br />
the soldier looks up.<br />
Sokkeng exclaims, “Mr<br />
Vanna has not permitted<br />
us to film today. He says we<br />
must leave the mountain<br />
by four or risk arrest. He<br />
also said everyone here will<br />
go to the prison if any of<br />
the footage is shown to the<br />
public!”<br />
I nonchalantly nod and<br />
think, ”At least its finished.<br />
It’s a relief. Everything is<br />
finished.”<br />
<strong>The</strong> Blue Buddha canvas<br />
is lying face-down on the<br />
wooden supports in the<br />
grass near the first temple.<br />
Half of it sits on the easel<br />
looking happy. <strong>The</strong> other<br />
half sits in my mind like<br />
a half-eaten doughnut<br />
waiting to be digested.<br />
<strong>The</strong> Thai sentences for<br />
the declaration remain<br />
scattered across the earth<br />
as pieces of plastic stencils.<br />
A few blow in the wind like<br />
leaves waiting to be applied.<br />
Mr Happy Times, “Mao”<br />
bends down to collect them<br />
with his thick stubby fingers<br />
and stuffs them into a<br />
plastic shopping bag<br />
like scattered wedding<br />
confetti. I think, ” I guess<br />
that the Thai will not<br />
happen now. Its not how<br />
I envisaged the project<br />
ending, but instead it’s<br />
how it ended. We made a<br />
message for peace and<br />
nobody wants it. Its the<br />
usual way it goes. <strong>The</strong><br />
people who are here are<br />
just are paid to do their<br />
job. Think inside the box<br />
and do what they are<br />
told to. One of the young<br />
soldiers, a corporal, who<br />
has guarded the picture<br />
every night runs across<br />
to us with his fat waddle,<br />
happy and smiling with<br />
moony molasses eyes.<br />
“You have been invited<br />
to afternoon tea by the<br />
the lieutenant.:<br />
I think, “It must have<br />
been my gift!”<br />
<strong>The</strong> invitation has<br />
come from the ones<br />
who had painted the<br />
picture or rather<br />
letters yesterday. As