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The temple at Gomukh<br />
At Gomukh, there is a small stone<br />
temple nestled among mountain<br />
peaks that seem to protect the<br />
big ice cave from which the river flows.<br />
When I got there, I knelt before a<br />
statue of Lord Shiva, held my<br />
hands at my heart, and silently<br />
wished for clarity.<br />
Collecting water at<br />
Gomukh<br />
Elephant sanctuary in<br />
Dehradun<br />
Meditation caves at<br />
the ‘Beatles Ashram’<br />
Ma Ganga flowing<br />
through Rishikesh<br />
Young pilgram at<br />
Gangotri Temple<br />
thelastlegofthetrekwasconsiderably<br />
easierthanthegroundwe’dcovered<br />
thedaybefore,givingmymindthe<br />
chancetowander.Andthereinthe<br />
highHimalayas,aftersharingthe<br />
trailwithsadhusandchantingand<br />
meditatinginacavewithababa,<br />
mythoughtsreturnedagaintomy<br />
Irish-Catholicgrandmother.<br />
Whatwouldshehavethoughtof<br />
myIndianpilgrimage?Wouldshe<br />
havebalkedattheHindumythology,<br />
orurgedmetosayafewHailMarys<br />
atthesummit?<br />
AndwhatImostwantedtoknow:<br />
Whatinvisiblestirringshadmy<br />
grandmotherfacedasshewalked<br />
barefootupCroaghPatrick,andwere<br />
theysimilartomyownasImademy<br />
waytowardGomukh?<br />
Mygrandmotherdied1oyearsago,<br />
soI’llneverknowtheanswerstomy<br />
questions.ButIdoknowthatshortly<br />
aftershemadeherownpilgrimage,she<br />
leftherfamilyandallthatsheknewin<br />
hertinyvillageinIrelandandemigrated<br />
toNewYork.<br />
AtthetopofCroaghPatrick,there<br />
isalittlewhitechurchwherepilgrims<br />
saytheirprayersbeforeheadingback<br />
downthemountain.Iimaginedmy<br />
younggrandmotherwalkingintothat<br />
churchandlightingacandle,praying<br />
forstrengthasshepreparedtoleave<br />
herhomelandandaskingforblessings<br />
intheunknownfutureshe’dhavein<br />
America.<br />
AtGomukh,thereisasmallstone<br />
templenestledamongmountainpeaks<br />
thatseemtoprotectthebigicecave<br />
fromwhichtheriverflows.WhenIgot<br />
there,Islippedoffmyshoes,knelt<br />
beforeastatueofLordShiva,andheld<br />
myhandsatmyheart.ThenIwalked<br />
overtothebankofMaGangamere<br />
feetfromwhereshestartsflowingand<br />
bowed,silentlywishingforclarity<br />
andcomfortasImovedonfromthe<br />
heartacheandlessonsofmypastand<br />
towardmyownunknownfuture.The<br />
fewpeoplearoundmeseemedtobe<br />
justasreflectiveasIwas,baskinginthe<br />
peaceful,comfortingenergythat<br />
crystallised—botharoundandwithin<br />
us—hereatthesource.<br />
AsIcuppedmyhandsintheicy<br />
riveranddrankfromit,Iheldthe<br />
feelingsoflossandhopemy<br />
grandmothersurelyexperiencedasa<br />
youngwomanabouttoleaveIreland,<br />
aswellasmyownpasthurtand<br />
optimismforwhat’stocome.Andthen<br />
Iopenedmypalmsandletitallgo,<br />
watchingthecleardropletsmergewith<br />
theflow.This,Ithought,iswhypeople<br />
ofallfaithsgoonpilgrimages,andwhy<br />
Iwasonthisonenow.<br />
Thesejourneysarelikelifeitself,<br />
filledwithsetbacksandstrugglesas<br />
wellasvictoriesandbeauty,justasmy<br />
grandmotherhadtoldme.Andno<br />
matterwhatyoubelievein—awhole<br />
posseofHindugodslikethesadhusand<br />
babasworship,theholyTrinitylikemy<br />
grandmotherdid,ornohigherbeingat<br />
all—thejourneyservesasareminder<br />
thatwe’reallonourownpath,facing<br />
ourfears,feelingoursadness,and<br />
trustingintheunknowablegiftsofthe<br />
future.<br />
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PHOTOS: MEGHAN RABBITT