GRAND Fall 2021
Victoria Vancouver Island Grandparenting Magazine Fall 2021, Profile: Linda Rogers, poet, novelist, essayist and kid-at-heart; On-the Job Training: Learning from our grandchildren; 5 Photo Sharing Apps;Grandparent Giving: Financial help that makes a difference
Victoria Vancouver Island Grandparenting Magazine Fall 2021,
Profile: Linda Rogers, poet, novelist, essayist and kid-at-heart; On-the Job Training: Learning from our grandchildren; 5 Photo Sharing Apps;Grandparent Giving: Financial help that makes a difference
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I was right there beside them via text.<br />
iPhones don’t faint, so I was good with<br />
this. The greatest relief and thrill<br />
came through a picture. Arlow is her<br />
name.<br />
Time to get down there. I thought I<br />
could drive down, and that felt safe to<br />
me. I even upgraded my car to something<br />
more reliable, but the borders<br />
were closed. Flying was the only option.<br />
Yikes. When I saw all the hoops I<br />
would have to jump through, my anxiety<br />
said, I can’t do this. For about two<br />
hours, I just sat and cried. It is funny<br />
what anxiety can do; not only does it<br />
shrink our ability to think creatively<br />
and rationally, but it tries to stop us<br />
from doing meaningful things. Once<br />
my nervous system calmed down, the<br />
mature and very new grandmother,<br />
part of me, stepped up. When that<br />
happened, nothing would stop me. I<br />
was off.<br />
I was thrilled to see Andrew at the<br />
airport in Oregon. We were able to<br />
catch up on the last seven weeks, the<br />
hospital experience and debrief about<br />
the trauma of childbirth from a different<br />
angle than the mother. There<br />
is so much that we aren’t prepared for<br />
when we have a baby. It is something<br />
that you just don’t get without the experience.<br />
Arriving at their house was surreal.<br />
I’m here now. I’m going to see my baby<br />
and her baby. There are no words, just<br />
grand-feelings.<br />
For 12 glorious days, I vibrated with<br />
love. I was awed by Lexy’s maternal<br />
instincts and moved by Andrew’s care<br />
for both his wife and his daughter. I<br />
fell in love with Arlow, the most beautiful<br />
baby on the planet, who looks so<br />
much like me I’m surprised they didn’t<br />
call her Allison. ;) Every time Lexy<br />
thanked me for cooking or cleaning or<br />
doing a baby shift, I told her it brought<br />
me joy. She was beginning to understand<br />
how wonderful it is for a mother<br />
to love her daughter as I was experiencing<br />
the grand-feelings of loving<br />
them all.<br />
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