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oland giorgaZe<br />

moTxrobebi<br />

Tbilisi<br />

2011<br />

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edaqtori Tengiz CxaiZe<br />

mxatvari merab gewaZe<br />

© roland giorgaZe , Tbilisi , 2011<br />

ISBN 978-9941-0-2 27 7427 2 -02<br />

2<br />

UDC(uak)821.353.1-32<br />

g-511<br />

literaturas Cvens Tvalwin sul ufro metad etyoba<br />

komerciulobis daRi. bedis maZiebeli axalgazrda, modas<br />

ayolili kalams im ganzraxviT iRebs xelSi, Tanamokalmeebs<br />

uxamsobaSi gadaaWarbos da amiT miiqcios yuradReba,<br />

`warmatebas~ miaRwios. samwuxarod, masobrivi informaciis<br />

saSualebebi, romelTa umetesi nawilis devizi<br />

karga xania gaxda `sensacia~ da `skandali~, xels uwyobs<br />

amgvari makulaturis reklamirebas. marTlac rom, erTi<br />

Cveni qalbatoni poetis Tqmisa ar iyos, Sesabralisia is<br />

xeebi, samakulaturod rom iCexeba da nadgurdeba.<br />

fsevdoliteraturis am moZalebis dros keTilmosurne<br />

mkiTxvels gulze moxvdeba axalgazrda kacis<br />

wrfeli sityva, uSualoba, Sinagani mRelvarebis, fiqrebis,<br />

gulisnadebis gamxela, moewoneba yofiTi sinamdvilis<br />

SmorTan Seuguebloba da cxovrebis wminda wyarosadmi<br />

ltolvis survili, sizmareuli xilviT Tu lirikuli<br />

aRsarebis saxiT gamoxatuli.<br />

erTi didi indoeli poeti ambobs, balaxi ar cdilobs,<br />

baobabis xed gadaiqceso. amitomac aris buneba mravalferovani.<br />

literaturac asea: visac TviTgamoxatvis unari<br />

Seswevs da saTqmeli awuxebs, Tavisi xmac aqvs, rac qmnis<br />

literaturis mravalxmianobas, mravalferovnebas.<br />

dizaineri daviT megeneiSvili<br />

redaqtorisagan


SuaRame karga xnis gadasuli iqneboda. ca<br />

varskvlavebs ise moeWedaT, nemsis Casagdebi<br />

adgilic ki arsad iyo.<br />

pirbadri mTvare Tavis meufebas zeimobda.<br />

yovelTvis Cabnelebuli lampionebic ki akaSkaSebuliyo<br />

qalaqis am upatrono gareubanSi.<br />

gaukacrielebul Ramis SiSnarev mdumarebas<br />

Sua asaks mitanebuli mamakacis fexis<br />

xma arRvevda, rasac kacis xeldanatrebuli,<br />

mouvleli korpusebi eqod axmianebda.<br />

midioda gzaze kaci da miRiRinebda.<br />

Tavaweuli, zecas SehRimoda. Znelad SesamCnevi<br />

bancali dakvirvebul Tvals miaxvedrebda,<br />

rom kaci naqeifari iyo.<br />

_ rero-oo... sul ar moval am sofelSi<br />

reroo... ar varga, xmebi maklia... xmebi. rao,<br />

Tqveno udidebulesobav mTvarev! _ SublmoCrdilulma<br />

aixeda zecisken _ iqneb<br />

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Tqven, Tqven, damexmaroT. bani mainc momeci,<br />

Se dalocvilo... eh, _ xeli Caiqnia kacma,<br />

Sorsa xar, Sors, ras momawvden. ise, dRes<br />

rava patarZaliviT gamoiyurebi _ galamazebuli,<br />

gakrialebuli, sufTa da ulaqebo, ha,<br />

raSia saqme?<br />

mudmiv sazrunavSi Caflulma mTvarem,<br />

RimiliT gadmoxeda Setortmanebul kacs,<br />

Tavi gadaiqn-gadmoiqnia da qaTinaurisagan<br />

gaxalisebulma erTi-orad moumata naTebas.<br />

_ vityvi, ra, mec, moclili xom ar aris,<br />

mTeli samyaros Rameuli darajia. - bodiSi,<br />

gvapatieT, gvapatieT, geTayva. ai, jamleTi,<br />

rom iyos axla Cems gverdiT, icocxle,<br />

davagugunebdiT, _ kai pirveli aqvs, magram<br />

marto var, erTi xma ki qarTul simReraSi<br />

bevri araferia. kaci Cafiqrda, mere xelebi<br />

gadaatrial-gadmoatriala, isev mTvares<br />

axeda da sazeimod ganacxada:<br />

_ ai, axla me udidesi ram aRmovaCine, _<br />

ise adrec vfiqrobdi, mara ar ganmicxadebia.<br />

axla ki Tqveni TandaswrebiT vacxadeb: Tqven<br />

unda icodeT, rom sami xmis gareSe qarTuli<br />

simRera ar gamodis. e.i. sami hipostasi.<br />

RmerTic samebiTaa. sami sakraluri ricxvia.<br />

metyvi axla Sen, bodiSi Tqven, batono mT-<br />

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varev, ra aris aq aRmoCena? moiwie aqeT, Tu<br />

kaci xar da getyvi, moiCoCe xom, xoda, mismine.<br />

qarTvelTa xsna da gadarCena samebaSia.<br />

gaTiTokacebaSi ki ara, simravleSi, erTianobaSi,<br />

ai, martivi magaliTi. simReridanac Cans<br />

es, magram amas, Zmao, migneba unda. martivia,<br />

xom? xoda, mag simartiveSia misi sidiade.<br />

ase, Cemo Zmao da megobaro, me yvelaze xma ar<br />

mimiwvdeba, Seni gadasaxedidan ki yvelaferi<br />

xelisguliviT Cans, nu daizareb da miawvdine<br />

xma Cems Tanamemamuleebs. SevTanxmdiT, xom,<br />

ase ara sjobia? agaSena RmerTma. eh, mTvarev,<br />

mTvarev! _ wamoiwyo simRera. _ mTvareze<br />

simReras aravin wers, arada, saWiroa. movicli<br />

da me vizam mag saqmes. davsxvdeT mere<br />

me da Sen RamRamobiT da vimReroT erTad.<br />

erTi xma mainc momemateba, _ gamosavali naxa<br />

kacma.<br />

mTvaresTan musaifSi gabmuli kaci gzis<br />

piras mdgar nagvis bunkers miadga, romelSic<br />

upatrono ZaRlebi ela-melas gadadiodnen.<br />

kaci SiSiT gaerida safrTxes. _ xorcsavse<br />

ar vegono _ mWle kacs kbili ar gamkrano.<br />

_ ra vqna axla me, guls emRereba da<br />

rogor ar vimRero, vin damZraxavs, _ Tqva<br />

Seqeifianebulma. _ CemTvis ise, moguduls<br />

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mainc vityvi. `rerooo” _ wamoiwyo kacma<br />

da erTi strofic CaaTava. Tan midioda. arc<br />

bevri hqonda gavlili da arc cota, rodesac<br />

gaCiraRdnebul supermarkets miadga. SeCerda<br />

kaci, Sexeda da gaifiqra _ `rava zRvasa da<br />

wyvdiads SeWidebuli `titanikiviT gaCaxCaxebulao~.<br />

fuli<br />

ras ar gaakeTebinebs<br />

kacso.<br />

kidev erTxel<br />

Sexeda ucnaurikonstruqciis<br />

Senobas da<br />

foTolgacvenili<br />

alvis xis<br />

Ziras gakeTebul<br />

Zelskamze Camojda.<br />

mieyrdno<br />

sazurges, Tavi ukan gadaswia da isev cas<br />

miapyro mzera.<br />

_ cao da varskvlavebo, ramden saidumloebas<br />

itevT, netav, ra xdeba mand? an ra<br />

aris ca? netav ramdeni caa! nuTu es ca<br />

libria, fardaa, romlis miRma Wvreta xorciels<br />

ar ZaluZs. gamigonia, sulieri xedvaa<br />

misTvis saWiroo. sulieri xedva mxolod<br />

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gardacvalebis Semdeg modiso. arada, me axla<br />

minda vicode. imasac amboben, mxolod RvTis<br />

rCeulebs xelewifebaT Wvreta miRmieTSi. me<br />

ki, me vin var?!<br />

mere, TiTqos Tavisi uZlurebiT gagulisebulma,<br />

niSnismogebiT ganagrZo:<br />

_ Tqven, rom gadmommxobixarT Tavze da<br />

cimcimebT, marto cimcimi ra aris, cimcimi<br />

naTurasac SeuZlia. erTi miTxariT, Rvino Tu<br />

mogyavT, Rvinis fasi Tu iciT. aha, CafiqrdiT,<br />

ar iciT? maS, Tqven araferi gcodniaT.<br />

xeli Caiqnia kacma. myvanan, ra, esenic! kaci<br />

miwas CaaSterda, fexiT mosrisa foToli da<br />

gunebagamokeTebulma RimiliT ganagrZo:<br />

_ sul mikvirs, sparsma kacma rogor Tqva,<br />

`bagiT davwvdi doqis bages, bage gadavibadage~.<br />

eh, - SeekamaTa mdumare oponents, - ar<br />

iqneboda is kaci sparsi, romelime qarTvelis<br />

Svili iqneboda uTuod. savse iyo maSin<br />

sparseTi qarTvelebiT, silamaze akldaT, Tu<br />

vaJkacoba _ kmayofilma Camoisva xeli ulvaSebze.<br />

_ vis ZarRvebSic sisxlTan erTad<br />

Rvinoc ar Cqefs, ra icis man Rvinis fasi. ho,<br />

miyure, Sen, miyure da miWvritine TvalebSi.<br />

ho, Tqven geubnebiT, Tqveno udidebulesobav,<br />

mTavrev. _ fexze wamodga kaci da reveransi<br />

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gaukeTa zecas. mere isev Camojda. _ ho. ho,<br />

ho, ra gixaria, Se ubiwoebadakargulo, codvili<br />

kacis turtliani fexi Sen miwasac<br />

Seexo, _ kacma xmas dauwia da Semrigebluri<br />

kiloTi ganagrZo. _ vazi mainc waeRoT im<br />

dalocvilebs, erTi Ziri vazi mainc. gawiTlebulma<br />

mTvarem saidanRac oblad mofarfate<br />

Rrublis fTila Camoifara da naTebas uklo.<br />

_ kai, geyofa axla, nu mibrazdebi, marto<br />

Seni bralic ar aris. ho, geyofa axla, geyofa.<br />

erTi, mainc mixaria, sircxvilis grZnoba<br />

gqonia. es ki cotas ar niSnavs. Sesarigeblad,<br />

Cemo mnaTobo, gimRereb, aba, yuradRebiT.<br />

rero, _ wamoiwyoo kacma, _ ara, ar<br />

gamodis, ori kaci minda axla me da erTi<br />

boTli Rvino mainc. avavsebdi Wiqas, _ xeli<br />

gaiwvdina kacma. cal muxlze CaiCoqa da<br />

isev zecas miapyro Tvali, _ ici, ratom ar<br />

gamomdis me axla simRera? garda imisa, rom<br />

marto var, gimeoreb, Rvinoa kidev saWiro. eh,<br />

Sen ra ici? Rvino amRerebs kacs. uRvinod<br />

mxolod msaxiobebi mRerian. amitomac aris<br />

maTi simRerebi umarilo. moixede aqeT, Tu<br />

kaci xar, geyofa butiaoba da, Tu RmerTi<br />

gwams, moumate naTebas. kidev didi gza maqvs<br />

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gasavleli. egre, Se dalovilo, Cemo batono,<br />

mTvarev, ici, ra minda Sevsva axla am sasmisiT?<br />

xvdebi? modixar xom nel-nela Cems<br />

Wkuaze? erTi Seni Tavi momca<br />

axla aq da erTi Wiqa mainc<br />

Semasmevina SenTvis. xvdebi, xom?<br />

ai, am WiqiT misi udidebulesobis<br />

da ugamxalisebulobis _<br />

Rvinis _ sadRegrZelo minda<br />

Sevsva. Rvinis samadlobeli<br />

minda vTqva, vazis sadidebeli.<br />

RvTivkurTxeulo mcenarev, dRegrZeli<br />

iyos Seni fesvi da Seni<br />

madliani wveni aw da maradais<br />

10<br />

da ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin! Tu<br />

ratom vTqvi, mere mixvdebi.<br />

batono mTvarev! daviTi Tu<br />

gaxsovs, ebraelTa mefe? Zalian<br />

kargi, Tu gaxsovs. is Tu<br />

gaxsovs, ra uweria Tavis fsalmunebSi?<br />

Sen imdeni xnis xar,<br />

ar aris gasakviri, rom dagviwyebodes.<br />

hoda, gagaxseneb: `Rvino<br />

axalisebs gulsa kacisasao~.<br />

mixvdi axla, ratom var aseT


karg gunebaze? Tu mixvdi, magas ra sjobia?<br />

ara, imas Tu xvdebi, saiT vumizneb me? modi<br />

ra, mTlad nu daibnevi, isev ar gamebuto, Tu<br />

kaci xar. sxva ra gzaa, getyvi. nu ggonia, rom<br />

yvela CemsaviT dagijdeba da gaganaTlebs<br />

miwieri saidumloebebiT. hoda, mismine. im<br />

dalocvilma, qarTvelebisagan iswavla vazis<br />

moSeneba da Rvinis dayeneba. kargi, kargi, nu<br />

geRimeba axla. Rvino Cveni erovnuli ganZia,<br />

Cveni siamaye, Cven davamkvidreT msoflios<br />

yvela enaSi Rvinis cneba. Rvino, Zmao, filosofiuri<br />

kategoriaa, kacobriobis xsna<br />

da ganwmenda RvinoSia, qarTul RvinoSi, aba,<br />

ra gegona Sen? ise, didi ucnauri xalxi ki<br />

varT qarTvelebi. dagvepatentebina mainc, xom<br />

dagvadgeboda saSveli da Cvens SeWirvebasac<br />

moeReboda bolo. auh, es ra wamomcda,<br />

_ Sefucxunda kaci, _ qarTveli da vaWari?<br />

Cven daudevari, uSurveli, qvelmoqmedi xalxi<br />

varT. Cven mxolod gaCuqeba SegviZlia. ras<br />

ar gavaCuqebT xolme?! momxede erTi aqeT,<br />

momxede, aleqsandre flemingi Tu gaxsovs?<br />

ho, penicilini rom gamoigona da mere mTel<br />

msoflios uSurvelad aCuqa, mgoni, Sotlandieli<br />

unda iyos. damerwmune, Cveneburis<br />

sisxli urevia magis ZarRvebSi. ar damiwyo<br />

axla dava da nu xarxareb. vah, xarxaric<br />

SegZlebia, xom gagacine, erTi wveTic ar<br />

dagilevia da gunebaze moxvedi. mermiss<br />

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movaxerxeb rogorme, dagalevino. Tu Sen ar<br />

Camoxval, me moval SenTan. ra, ar mimiReb?<br />

Se kaco, riTa var amerikelebze naklebi. es<br />

ra vqeni, kaco, ar movkali kaci siciliT? _<br />

da TviTonac axarxarda, axarxarda gulianad.<br />

mere gamoerkva da tuCze xeli miifara, aqeTiqeT<br />

gaixeda, giJi aravis vegonoo. _ erihaa,<br />

muxlebze ar vdgavar aqamde!<br />

naambobiT gamxiarulebulma, nammoreulma<br />

dedamiwam kacs xeli SeaSvela da fexze<br />

wamodgomaSi miexmara.<br />

kaci welSi gasworda, mxrebSi gaiWima,<br />

dasiebuli Tvalebi moisrisa, maradisobaSi<br />

gadasuli foTlebi SeaSfoTa da, saxeRimiliani,<br />

Tavis kanturiT gzas gauyva.<br />

midioda gzaze kaci da miRiRinebda: `gza<br />

siarulma dalia, sipi qva wylisa denama”...<br />

ehee, he, gaiRviZeT, gaiRviZeT, gamoaReT fanjrebi,<br />

erTi dRisTvisac ki Rirda gaCena. sicocxles<br />

gaumarjos, qarTvelebo, sicocxles.<br />

gexvewebiT, gexvewebiT, moufrTxildiT yovel<br />

dRes, yovel wuTs, mere sananeblad rom ar<br />

gagixdeT, mere gviani rom ar iyos. SexedeT,<br />

ra mSvenieria samyaro, rogor kaSkaSebs ca,<br />

rogor gviRimis mTvare, kidev raRa gindaT?<br />

leqsi gindaT? leqssac getyviT, oRond ifxizleT.<br />

Cven rom gvZinavs, mteri fxizlobs,<br />

mteri Zlieri, uCinari da veragi. kaci Se-<br />

Cerda, gzis piras buCqnarev, SemaRlebul<br />

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adgilze Sedga. xeli cisken gaiSvira da<br />

daiwyo:<br />

cas Semoewna cecxlis akido,<br />

grgvinvam gaapo Rrubeli Savi,<br />

dabanguliviT gzaaerulo,<br />

geyofa Zili, aiRe Tavi,<br />

ar gaqvs ufleba, ar gaqvs ufleba,<br />

iwve sikvdilTan wilnayariviT.<br />

kacma xmas moumata da rixianad ganagrZo:<br />

moyvrad mosuli viTom mokeTe,<br />

bilwi zraxvebiT, flidi RimiliT,<br />

gadagvarebis, gadajiSebis,<br />

mourCeneli aris tkivili...<br />

kaci aCqarebuli sunTqavda. wamierad mTvares<br />

tyorcna mzera. mTvare gayursuliyo.<br />

usmenda. dadna kaci, xma dairbila da TiTqmis<br />

CurCuliT ganagrZo...<br />

Sen sxva misia garguna RmerTma,<br />

Sen golgoTaze didxans givlia.<br />

isev moumata xmas, gaxeda Cabnelebul korpusebs,<br />

zecas da dasWeqa:<br />

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14<br />

fexze wamodeg da daiquxe,<br />

qarTlosianno, ra dros Zilia...<br />

sevdis nislebi mihfant-mohfante,<br />

amomziurde, Sen SegiZlia...<br />

dadumda kaci, irgvliv samarisebulri<br />

siCume iwva. _<br />

eh, mainc veravin gavaRviZeo, _<br />

gaifiqra kacma, magram ucbad<br />

taSis xma Semoesma. jer<br />

kanti-kuntad, mere ki _ mquxared.<br />

axeda zecas, iRimeboda<br />

mTvare da taSs ukravdenen<br />

varskvlavebi. zecam mimiRoo,<br />

gadairia kaci, muxlebze daemxo,<br />

gadaiwera pirjvari da<br />

SehRaRada:<br />

_ ufalo, ieseo qriste,<br />

Zeo RvTisao, Semiwyale me,<br />

codvili. madloba, ufalo,<br />

gaCenisTvis. am samyaros<br />

xilvisTvis, sicocxlisTvis,<br />

yoveli dRisTvis, yoveli<br />

wamisTvis, gansacdelisTvis,<br />

tkivilisaTvis, yovelive miwierisTvis<br />

da siyvarulisT-


vis. dideba Sens saxels, qristiani kaci xom<br />

RviniT eziareba Sens WeSmaritebas RviniT da<br />

puriT. gmadlob, ufalo, aseTi qveynisaTvis,<br />

aseTi xalxisaTvis. mapatie, me, ubralo cod-<br />

vils, mokvdavs, Tu Cemi mwikvli bagiT ise ver<br />

vTqvi, rogorc Sens didebas ekadreba, kidev<br />

erTxel mapatie, dideba Sens sulgrZelobas.<br />

daCoqilma kacma isev axeda zecas, pirjvari<br />

gadaiwera da miwas eambora. wamodga<br />

fexze. Seyovnda. Zalumad SeisunTqa Semodgomis<br />

civi haeri da gzas gauyva.<br />

kaci dafiqrebuli da mdumared miuyveboda<br />

gzas, mis sxeulSi mborgavi baxusis<br />

Winkebi ki mosvenebas ar aZlevdnen gonebas.<br />

Rimili gaukrTa isev kacs. Tvalebi<br />

moWuta. svla SeaCera da mTvares Seexmiana:<br />

_ mgoni, xvdebi raRacebs, Cemo Zmao da<br />

megobaro, dReis Semdeg Cven ganuyreli megobrebi<br />

viqnebiT. ase gaxsnilad me jer aravisTan<br />

misaubria da Seni yuris gdebac da<br />

xandaxan gamxnevebac, biZgi gulaxdilobisaken,<br />

Cveni megobrobis sawindrad CavTvale. rom<br />

icode, is leqsic Sen wagikiTxe pirvelad.<br />

marTalia, bevri araferia, amas Senc mixvdi,<br />

magram taSiT mainc damajidoveT. vici,<br />

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gamxnevebis iyo is taSi, Sen gulwrfeloba<br />

da sialale ufro mogewona. Cven xom aravis<br />

vejibrebiT, Cemo megobaro, leqsis Sesaxebac<br />

marto Cven viciT, me da zecam.<br />

mcireodeni pauzis Semdeg kacma isev<br />

mxiarul kiloze ganagrZo. _ yvelaferi,<br />

yvelaferi, magram cotaTi mainc mebralebi, _<br />

mgoni Cems meti arc megobari gyavs. ar vici,<br />

mand rogori megobroba ician. aq ki... ici, ra<br />

sufridan movdivar? ici, ra molxena viciT<br />

qarTvelebma? ra ici Sen. SeiZleba, cali<br />

TvaliT SemogiWyetia, mere Segrcxveboda da<br />

Tvals moaridebdi, rogorc daupatiJebeli<br />

stumari. vici me Seni simorcxvis ambavi.<br />

weRan rogor gawiTldi. awi me vicode.<br />

aucileblad wagiyvan Cems ZmebTan. Cems megobrebTan<br />

mosalxenad. dros ra vuTxra, Torem<br />

megobari rogor unda genatrebodes. gagonili<br />

geqneba Sen, `xanma undobarmao~, is droa<br />

axla, magram verafers dagvakleben. megobars<br />

yoveldRe unda naxulobde. exmarebode. misi<br />

tkiviliT Tu sixaruliT unda cxovrobde.<br />

gverdSi unda edge Wirsa Tu lxinSi. esaa<br />

megobroba. Rvinoze xom gelaparake, RvTiuri<br />

sasmelia, magram megobari marto qeifSi xom<br />

ar unda gaxsendebodes, marto qeifSi xom<br />

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ar unda eferebode? ar mwams me Rvinismieri<br />

megobroba. migdeb yurs, xom? darwmunebuli<br />

var, Cven magari megobrebi viqnebiT. ise<br />

rava movkvdebi, erTi Tu ar dagaTvre. rao,<br />

geRimeba? ar gexumrebi, aba, Se kaco, sul me<br />

vlaparakob, Sen ki jer erTi sityvac ar<br />

giTqvams. ho, ho, migixvdi. migixvdi, Znelia<br />

nasvam kacTan saubari, magram mosmena rom<br />

SegiZlia, didi kulturaa eg, Zmao!<br />

sufraze mogaxsenebdi da Cems megobrebze.<br />

madrove cota xans da yvelas gagacnob. ar<br />

gagikvirdes, icis ase Rvinom azrebis Semoseva.<br />

CvenTan, aq, dedamiwaze ician Tqma, Rvino<br />

Wurebs xeTqavso da kacs ras uzamso? aba,<br />

ra gegona Sen, WkuiT unda moxmareba. zomierebaa<br />

saWiro. ha, ha, ha, _ Caiqirqila kacma,<br />

_ zomiereba, romlis dacva ase gviWirs qarTvelebs,<br />

gana marto RvinoSi, yvelaferSi.<br />

moqneva, gagixaria, viciT, magram xSirad gadavyolilvarT<br />

xolme moqneuls, asec iyo.<br />

nametnavad momeria, mgoni, es dalocvili,<br />

namdvilad davTveri, ver iqna da ver CavaTave<br />

dawyebuli. _ kaci cota xniT Seyovnda, axeda<br />

zecas da damorcxvebulma ganagrZo. - Tu<br />

megobrebi varT, megobrebi viyoT bolomde da<br />

dReidan batonobiT nuRa mivmarTavT erTma-<br />

17


neTs, CvenTan, aq, ubatonod, pirdapir saxeliT<br />

mimarTva megobrobis niSania. SevTanxmdiT,<br />

xom, agaSena RmerTma. Cemo mTvarev, sufras<br />

Tamada unda hyavdes, aseTia aqauri wesi. _<br />

kacma Cumad isev Caiqirqila, _ magis gasaWiri<br />

namdvilad ar gvaqvs. qveynis Tamadebis<br />

gaWirveba ki sagrZnobia. Cemo mTvarev, isev<br />

gameqca sityvebi, nametnavad Zneli dasaurvebelia<br />

nasmurevze. Cvens sufrasac hyavda<br />

Tamada, erTi gamxmari, cxvirkauWa, orbiviT<br />

momzirali, enakvimati da enawyliani. ra ar<br />

Tqva, kinaRam itira da Cvenc lamis gvatira.<br />

gansakuTrebiT, samSoblos sadRegrZeloze<br />

iTqva bevri. qarTvelebi, rom icode, Cemo<br />

megobaro, samSobloze Tavgadakluli xalxia,<br />

Zala ar aris maTi mSobliuri miwidan<br />

mowyvetisa. arada, vin ar cdilobda. qristes<br />

aqeT ori aTasi weli. qristes iqiT kidev<br />

ramdeni aTasi. dedamiwis romeli mpyrobeli<br />

ar dagvsxmia Tavs. ra satanjveli ar mouvlenia<br />

CvenTvis. gvawiokebdnen, gvwvavdnen,<br />

vazs gviCexavdnen _ icodnen mtarvalebma<br />

misi fasi. samSoblodan gverekebodnen, magram<br />

mainc veraferi dagvakles. qarTveli usaqarTvelod<br />

araferia. am miwidan Rebulobs igi<br />

iseT sazrdos, iseT madls, dedamiwis sxva<br />

18


vercerTi kuTxe rom ver miscems. amitom<br />

ar toveben Cemi Tanamemamuleebi am RvTis<br />

kurTxeul miwas. aq yvelani mefeebi arian.<br />

iq ki ujariskaco generlebi. droebiT wasulebsac<br />

ki saSineli nostalgia tanjavT.<br />

da iciT, pirvelyovlisa, ras akeTeben, rom<br />

Camodian? Sen ra ici miwis yadri, Sen ra ici,<br />

raa ganSorebis tkivili. sul erT adgilze<br />

brunav, ar gewyinos, amas rom geubnebi, qarTveli<br />

CamosvlisTanave jer miwas eamboreba,<br />

mere dedas da mere yvela danarCens. deda<br />

da samSoblo, deda da miwa qarTvelisaTvis<br />

TiTqmis erTi da igive cnebebia. amitomac<br />

uwodeben dedasamSoblos dedamiwas. yvelaze<br />

meti dro am sadRegrZelom waiRo. sasmiss ar<br />

ikiTxav axla? dro movida, Cemo keTilo mna-<br />

Tobo, warmogidgino Cemi megobrebi, romlebic<br />

usaTuod Seni megobrebic gaxdebian. ojaxis<br />

ufrosi Temuri, romelsac megobrebi siyvaruliT<br />

Tovlis babuas veZaxiT. dalocvili,<br />

yoveli axali wlis Rames kaxuri RviniT<br />

xeldamSvenebuli Camogvirbens xolme. xom<br />

xvdebi, ra akeTebinebs amas, Zmao, ho, didi siyvaruli<br />

da uzomod keTili guli. kaxelia<br />

da iumoric saocrad mariliani aqvs. sasmisze<br />

gelaparakebodi - Temurma globusi gadaxsna<br />

19


Suaze. globusi xom ici, rac aris, hoda, or<br />

nawilad gayo. erTi nawili Tamadas misca, ho,<br />

im cxvirkauWas, meore _ mis moadgiles da<br />

am sasmisiT Seisva samSoblos sadRegrZelo.<br />

globusi simboloa, Cemo megobaro. Cveni<br />

samSoblos TamadobiT mTeli dedamiwis sadRegrZelo<br />

iTqva. CvenisTana ucnauri xalxi<br />

mTels dedamiwaze ar moipoveba, xom gjera?<br />

sadRegrZelo yvelam Sesva, kidev vimeoreb,<br />

am sadRegrZelos qarTul sufraze yvela<br />

svams uklebliv _ es dauwereli kanonia. da<br />

mere unda genaxa Sen, ra siTbo da siyvaruli<br />

datrialda, ra vaJkacebi isxdnen sufrasTan.<br />

Temurze ukve giTxari. axla vaneli unda<br />

gagacno _ gia-giorgi _ ormetriani beWbrtyeli<br />

da mxrebganieri vaJkaci. globusis<br />

dalevis Semdeg sul ase gaiZaxoda _ Cvens<br />

xutuns gaumarjoso, ese igi, Cvens siyvarulso.<br />

axla zestafonel malxazs ar ikiTxav!<br />

stumarze Tavgadakluli kaci, romelic Seni<br />

gulisaTvis erbo-kvercxs Seiwvavs xelis<br />

gulze. sxva biWebi _ erTimeoreze ukeTesebi.<br />

jamleTi, xom ici, kargad mReris-meTqi,<br />

sadac gaivlis, imis nafexurebze yvavilebi<br />

amodis. soxumeli soso _ bedis ukuRmar-<br />

TobiT sakuTar samSobloSi ltolvilad<br />

20


qceuli, Tavis ezo-kuTxe-kunWulze rom<br />

abodebs yovelJams. galeli Tamazi _ isic<br />

ltolvili, nametani seriozulia, kanonis<br />

kacia. aba, mxolod galaktionis `meris”<br />

kiTxvis dros aviwydeba kanoni da samar-<br />

Tali. niko, Cemo batono, siyvarulis kaci<br />

_ gaWirvebis talkvesi. erTi simRera aqvs<br />

amoCemebuli, momadgeba xolme da sul imas<br />

mamRerebs. wagimRereb axla `waval da gagifrindebi~...<br />

amirani, _ ZirZveli Tbiliseli,<br />

koloriti da bohema qalaqisa. qalaquri<br />

melodiebis ubadlo Semsrulebeli, Snoiani<br />

kaci. axla qalbatonebs ar ikiTxav! erTs<br />

gamovyof gansakuTrebiT _ qalbatoni dina<br />

_ Cveni giorgis meuRle, Cveni dadnafici, qaluri<br />

mSvenierebisa da sinazis gansaxiereba.<br />

mTeli ubnis, ha, vityvi ra, mec, ubani ras<br />

miqvia, mTeli qveynis mSveneba, saTno, keTili,<br />

kdemamosili qalbatoni. mTeli saqarTvelo<br />

iyo iq Sekrebili, Cemo Zmao. xom xedav,<br />

ra xalxi, ra vaJkacebi trialebdnen Cems<br />

garSemo. arafriT ar arian imaTze naklebi,<br />

did daviTs rom exvia didgorSi. gaxsovs!<br />

ra sityvebi Tqva gadamwyveti brZolis win!<br />

Sen unda gaxsovdes, Zmao, Seni xnis qva aRar<br />

agdia aq, CvenTan. megobari rom xar, imitom<br />

21


gelaparakebi ase _ Sinaurulad, Tu ara sxvanairi<br />

laparakic vici me. smena iyos, daviTi<br />

laparakobs: `eha, meomarnno qristesanno! Tu<br />

RvTis rjulis dasacavad wesierad vibrZviT,<br />

aramc Tu eSmakis uricxv mimdevarTa, aramed<br />

TviT eSmakebsac advilad davamarcxebT~...<br />

asea dResac. tanSi maJrJolebs am sityvebze<br />

da cremlic momawveba xolme. netavi<br />

gamoCndebodes kide erTxel daviTi. netavi<br />

kidev erTxel gvetyodes vinme aseT sityvebs.<br />

xalxi ki mzad aris, dauCoqos da SehRaRados.<br />

gagviZex win, dido sardalo, gviyme da<br />

gvamsaxure samSoblos. Cemo megobaro, momiteve,<br />

Tu naRvelic Seepara Cems xmas. ra<br />

vqna, uzomod miyvars Cemi dabneuli qveyana.<br />

magram gveyofa. me iqidan imodena siyvaruli<br />

momaqvs, araTu Cems qveyanas, Senc ki gagaTbobs,<br />

Cemo civo megobaro.<br />

kaci SeCerda, karga xans iyo Cafiqrebuli.<br />

mTvarec eloda, eloda mouTmenlad...<br />

TavCaRunulma kacma xelukuRma TvalSi<br />

xeli amoisva da alaparakda. alaparakda<br />

odnav xmagabzaruli:<br />

_ Cemo mTvarev, araa didi sircxvili, Tu<br />

22


ogorc wveTad qceuli cis nami gasxlteba<br />

pawawa foTolze _ vaJkacis Tvalsac moswydes<br />

oboli kurcxali. magram es marto<br />

sevdis, uimedobis cremli rodia, marto<br />

warsuls ki ar mivstiri, aramed sixarulisac.<br />

da ici, ra mixaria, aba, Tu mixvdebi? nu<br />

daibnevi isev, Se kaco. arwivis mzera gaqvs,<br />

Se dalocvilo da verafers amCnev?! amCnev<br />

da Senc gixaria. gatyob, rom gixaria. Cumad<br />

gixaria, uTqmelad vxvdebi me, gana ver vxvdebi?<br />

Seni fxizeli Tvali kargad xedavs,<br />

rom arsad dedimiwis zurgze dRes imdeni<br />

RvTis saxli ar Sendeba, ramdenic CvenTan.<br />

erTimeoreze ukeTesebi, kelaptrebiviT ga-<br />

brwyinebulni. amdeni mlocvelic msoflios<br />

arcerT kuTxeSi ar aris. es Senc gixaria<br />

CemsaviT. gixaria CemsaviT, Cemo megobaro da<br />

xvdebi _ es saqarTvelos ukvdavebaa, xvdebi,<br />

rom saqarTvelos gadaSeneba ar uweria.<br />

moica, moica _ Seyovnda kaci da isev SeCerda,<br />

Sexeda mTvares da kidev erTi kurcxali<br />

Camoekida Rawvze, _ Cemo megobaro! Senc<br />

agiwylianda Tvali?<br />

23


kacis Rawvze dakidebul wveTSi kiskasobda<br />

moWeqili cargvali.<br />

gulaCvilebulma, galursulma mTvarem<br />

sxivebiT moumSrala danamuli Rawvebi mxreb-<br />

Camoyril kacs da beWebze odnav ubiZga.<br />

kaci isev gaudga gzas, midioda mdumared,<br />

xan xelebs gaasavsavebda, xan Tavs gadaiqnevda,<br />

xan isev saxeRimiliani zecas axedavda. mTvare<br />

ki, romelsac sifiTre mosdeboda, uxmod emSvidobeboda<br />

axladSeZenil megobars da sabrZanebels<br />

mis udidebulesobas mzes uTmobda.<br />

kaci ki midioda...<br />

24


Semodgomas ferTa Sejibri gaemarTa. eniT<br />

auwereli ferTa gradacia Tvals axarebda, guls<br />

axalisebda. aRtacebulsa da grZnobamoreuls<br />

Tavs gaxrevinebda Semoqmedis sidiadis winaSe.<br />

Wirda garCeva, romeli feri sad iwyeboda da<br />

sad mTavrdeboda. lurji da mwvane gaxunebuliyvnen.<br />

ufro wiTeli, Sindisferi da yviTeli<br />

yelyelaobdnen. yelyelaobdnen da sevdamoreulni<br />

gardauvalis molodinSi garindebuliyvnen. xeTa<br />

yoveli gatokeba foTlebs JruanteliviT uvlida<br />

tanSi. yoveli amosunTqva sikvdilis tolfasi<br />

gamxdariyo. xan erTi mowydeboda, xan meore da<br />

maradisobaSi gadasuli, farfatiT efinebodnen<br />

ezoebs. SesaSurad lamazad kvdebodnen foTlebi.<br />

gadahyurebda yelSexveuli Tornike ezos da<br />

verc ferTa Sejibrs amCnevda da verc foTolTa<br />

sikvdils. misi Tvali fexburTis moedans ar<br />

scildeboda, sadac biWebi gamalebuli dasdevdnen<br />

burTs.<br />

_ netavi magaT, _ amoioxra Tornikem da gunebaSi<br />

usityvod gaagrZela.<br />

ar momkla, kaco, es glandebia, Tu raRac ube-<br />

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dureba! gaiqcevi, agiwevs sicxe, nayins SeWam,<br />

_ isev sicxe, iyvireb _ sicxe, imRereb _ sicxe.<br />

gavTavdi kaci, meti aRar SemiZlia. rac aris, aris<br />

_ avdgebi da mec amoviWri. hm, amoviWri, _ fiqri<br />

SeaCera Tornikem, _ mere isev dasxletil fiqrs<br />

aedevna _ saTqmelad advilia, magram meSinia, rogoria<br />

yelSi dana. TiTis gaWraze vaqcev qveyanas<br />

da yeli, Zmao, xumroba ambavi xom ar ggonia.<br />

_ aba, ijeqi fanjarasTn, uyure, sxvebi rogor<br />

erTobian. Senc ityvi, ra, kaci varo, ramdenma<br />

gogonam amoiWra da viTom araferi. iZaxian, sul<br />

araferi mtkenia, verafers ver gaigebo. ityuebian.<br />

rogor ver gaigeb, yelSi danas gisvamen da verafers<br />

gaigeb? yeli, dana, makrateli, ar getkinebao,<br />

mihqaraven, eh, aRar vici, ra vqna...<br />

mziT gasxivosnebul Semodgomis erT lamaz<br />

dilas, roca cargvali silaJvardeSi iZireboda<br />

da sasauzmod gamosuli beRurebis JivJivs saz-<br />

Rvari ar hqonda, Tornike mSoblebma yel-yuris<br />

klinikaSi miiyvanes.<br />

Tornikes mama, batoni niko, eqimis kabinetSi<br />

Sevida. Tornike da dedamisi, qalbatoni izo, derefanSi<br />

skamze Camosxdnen. eqims sxvebic elodebodnen.<br />

Tornike wamodga da kedelze gakrul plakatebs<br />

dauwyo ugulod Tvaliereba. plakatebze adamianis<br />

organoebi iyo gamosaxuli sxvadasxva WrilSi. kabinetis<br />

kari gaiRo da batoni nikoc gamovida.<br />

_ Tornike<br />

_ diax, mama...<br />

_ erTi wuTiT modi...<br />

kabinetidan eqimic gamovida.<br />

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_ batono givi, es aris Cemi vaJi. eqimma<br />

Tornikes Tavze xeli alersianad gadausva da RimiliT<br />

hkiTxa: erTi Seni saxeli gamaxseneo, viTom<br />

icoda da daaviwyda.<br />

_ Tornike.<br />

_ xom ar geSinia, Tornike? ise, Seni saxelis<br />

patrons risi unda eSinodes. ha, ras ityvi, batono<br />

niko, vaJkacia ukve, risi unda eSinodes?!<br />

batonma nikom pasuxad<br />

mxolod mxrebi<br />

aiCeCa.<br />

Tornikes ar moewona<br />

TeTrxalaTiani, mrgvalsarkewamocmuli<br />

eqimi.<br />

civad momziral sarkes<br />

Tvali aarida, usiamod<br />

gaaJrJola.<br />

_ batono niko, Tu<br />

gsurT, pirvels gavuke-<br />

Teb.<br />

_ ha, ras izam, Sexval,<br />

Tornike?<br />

_ ara, mama, jer sxva<br />

Sevides...<br />

_ batono givi, jer sxvao, mgoni, damfrTxalia,<br />

- aiwura batoni niko.<br />

_ kargi, iyos jer sxva...<br />

eqimi saoperacioSi Sevida. saoperaciodan ki<br />

eqTani gamovida, qalbatoni marine. igi batoni<br />

nikos ojaxis Soreuli naTsavi iyo. misi mecadineobiT<br />

gadawyda operaciis am klinikaSi gakeTeba.<br />

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Zalian aqebda eqims _ oqros xelebi aqvso.<br />

_ Tornike, Tavi ar momWra axla. ori dRea,<br />

Seni qebis meti araferi mikeTebia eqimTan. xedav,<br />

ramdeni gogona dgas rigSi? ar gajobon.<br />

Tornike xmas ar iRebda, gulSi ki gaifiqra, amaT<br />

ra enaRvlebaT, erTi TviTon iyvnen Cems adgilas,<br />

darigebaze advili raRaa.<br />

saoperacioSi pirveli pacienti Seiyvanes _<br />

kikinebiani gogona. naxevari saaTis Semdeg _ meorec.<br />

Tornikes jeric dadga. Sevida. qalbatonma marinem<br />

Tornike savarZelSi Casva. gaqaTqaTebuli xalaTis<br />

gulispiri Seiswora da Tornikes mimarTa:<br />

_ xom xedav, Tornike, saSiSi araferia. or gogonas<br />

ukve gavukeTeT operacia, xmac ar amouRiaT.<br />

Tornikes yelSi amouvida amdeni mzrunveloba,<br />

enagadaylapuliviT ijda savarZelSi da iqve axlos<br />

mdgar patara, borblebian magidaze dawyobil<br />

samdicino instrumentebs aTvalierebda. netav,<br />

romliT unda amomWran? Seamcivna, gularZnilma<br />

instrumentebs Tvali aarida.<br />

fanjridan Semosuli mzis sxivebis Wavli<br />

iribad ecemoda Tornikes fexebTan...<br />

_ aba, ymawvilo, moemzadeT _ RimiliT mimarTa<br />

batonma givim. SiSi gamoigde sxeulidan, damerwmune,<br />

verafers gaigeb, xiWvi ar Segsobia, Se kai kaco?<br />

hoda, eg aris sul, _ erTi pwkena da morCa.<br />

xiWvis xsenebaze Tornikes tanSi daburZgla.<br />

batonma givim TvaliT qalbaton marines savarZlis<br />

ukan Camokidebul Tokze mianiSna.<br />

_ ara, ar dagvWirdeba, batono givi, - Tavi gaaqnia<br />

qalbatonma marinem.<br />

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Tornikes eqimma piri daaRebina da yelSi raRac<br />

siTxe Seasxura. siTxem pacients yeli gauciva<br />

da nerwyvis ylapva gauZnela _ TiTqos SeuSupda<br />

kidec. mere, sakmaod mozrdili SpriciT Tavwatexili<br />

ampulidan wamlis amosrutva daiwyo.<br />

stvena-krusuniT gaacila ampulam ukanaskneli<br />

wveTi. dastaqarma savse Sprici ze aswia, Suqze<br />

gaxeda da dguSis miwoliT haeri gamodevna.<br />

Tornike gafacicebiT adevnebda Tvals eqimis yovel<br />

moZraobas, simwris oflSi ixarSeboda.<br />

eqimi ki saqmianobda, moxerxebulad miemarjva<br />

Tornikes da dafCenil pirSi glandis Ziras nemsi<br />

SeurWo, _ savse Sprici daicala. Cxvletisas<br />

Tornikem TiTebi momuWna da daiZagra. arc ise etkina.<br />

cota xanSi igive procedura meore glandze<br />

Cautares _ TiTqmis ar stkenia. yeli fexsacmlis<br />

ZiriviT gauxda. veRarafers grZnobda. marine Tavs<br />

dastrialebda Tornikes da amxnevebda _ xedav, ra<br />

umtkivneuloa, Sen ki geSinodao.<br />

amasobaSi ki batoni givi romeliRac instrumentiT<br />

glands miswvda, mouWira, amoswia. Tornikem<br />

Tavi wamoayola, gaafrTxiles, Tavi daiWireo, kidev<br />

amoswia da amoiRo. am avladidebas gvamadlidi, Se<br />

kai kaco?<br />

Tornikem wauyrua naTqvams. pirveli glandis<br />

amoRebis Semdeg cota damSvidda _ SegrZnebaa<br />

usiamo, Tu ara tkivili bevri araferiao...<br />

batoni givi ukve yelidan cxviris ares asuf-<br />

Tavebda. maSis magvari instrumentiT cxviris<br />

RruSi xorcmets miswvda, moswia, moswia da dasaklavi<br />

xariviT ibRavla Tornikem, _ tkivilma<br />

30


tvinidan fexis Ziramde gaatana, eqims xelidan<br />

dausxlta da savarZlidan wamovarda.<br />

_ miSveleT!.. mklaven! _ bRaoda Tornike da<br />

saoperacioSi darboda.<br />

_ batono givi! batono givi! ariqa, ar gagveqces.<br />

gaognebul eqims sarke Sublidan cxvirze Camoscureboda.<br />

eqTanis xmaze xelSi kauWismagvari instrumentiTkarebTan<br />

dadga da sabrZolo<br />

pozicia daikava.<br />

qalbatoni marine ki<br />

wiokiT da qoqoliT<br />

Tornikes dasdevda.<br />

_ eg aris, ar getkinebao,<br />

eg aris, ar<br />

getkinebao? _ yviroda<br />

Tornike da<br />

kuTxidan kuTxeSi<br />

pirsisxliani sirbils<br />

ganagrZobda.<br />

batonma givim gasasvleli karebi gasaRebiT Caketa<br />

da qalbaton marinesTan erTad Tornike kuTxeSi<br />

miimwyvdia. dausxlta Tornike da fanjris rafaze<br />

axta. Tan bRaoda:<br />

_ miSveleT!.. mklaven!..<br />

_ miSvele, marine, ar gadaxtes es damTxveuli,<br />

ar dagvRupos, mogvWra Tavi, es vin yofila, kaco.<br />

gagviqcevs pacientebs, fexi dauWire, fexi, - Tux-<br />

Tuxebda araqaTgamoclili batoni givi.<br />

rogorc iqna, Seipyres, _ xelebi gadaugrixes<br />

da dasaklavi cxvariviT savarZlisken waaTries.<br />

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Tornike ki isev bRaoda:<br />

_ eg aris, qalo, ar getkinebao?..<br />

_ vin aris Seni qali, Se tutuco, _ aliyuri<br />

gaawna aforiaqebulma da Tmagawewilma qalbatonma<br />

marinem. meore loyas batoni givi miswvda. rogorc<br />

iqna, Tornike savarZelSi CaCurTes, xel-fexi<br />

gaukoWes, Tavic ki miubes savarZelze...<br />

batonma givim ris vai-vaglaxiT operacia<br />

CaamTavra da momCvaruli da daosebuli Tornike<br />

saoperaciodan gamoacila.<br />

lodiniT datanjuli mSoblebi Svils mieyvavilnen.<br />

_ vaJkaci gyolia, batono niko, vaJkaci _ Zlivs<br />

amomarcvla saxeareulma batonma givim da TavCa-<br />

Runuli isev saoperacioSi Sevida.<br />

palataSi sawolze pirqvedamxobili Tornike<br />

ki wuT-wuT amoibRavlebda xolme:<br />

_ eg aris, qalo, ar getkinebao, eg aris, ar<br />

getkinebao?..<br />

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petre ucnaurma RuRunis xmam gamoaRviZa.<br />

Tvalebi moifSvnita, sawolze Camojda. mere erTi<br />

Zalumad daamTqnara, aCeCili Tmebi TiTebiT ukan<br />

gadaivarcxna da gairinda. mofxizlebuli fexze<br />

wamodga da zmorebiT aivans miaSura. sisxami dila<br />

iyo. dilis grilma niavma Zilis nabadi Sors<br />

moasrolina da sabolood gamoafxizla.<br />

aRmosavleTi vardisfrad iwvoda, cotac da<br />

mzec amoiwvereboda. isev RuRunma miiqcia misi<br />

yuardReba, ukve Tavs zemoT. zurgisken Semobrunda<br />

da Tavze gadmomxobili mezoblis aivnis Zirs Seacqerda.<br />

aivnis kuTxeSi aTasgvari xaraxurisaTvis,<br />

romelsac ojaxSi verasodes gamolev, adre saTavso<br />

gaakeTa, ujrebad dayofili. bolo ujris zemoT<br />

patara Seuvsebeli sicariele darCa. im sicarielidan<br />

gadmoSveril erTi cida ficris naWerze ori<br />

ucnauri frinveli SeniSna, _ mtreds waagavda _<br />

ufro momcro zomis, mogrZo niskartiTa da saocrad<br />

moZravi wertiliviT wiTeli TvalebiT. erT<br />

maTgans niskartiT balaxis Rero eWira. meore _<br />

patara, mouxerxebel adgilas gafxorili, petres<br />

Tavze dascqeroda da RuRunebda. petrec dakvirvebiT<br />

umzerda. mere ulvaSebSi CaiRima, xeli<br />

34


gaiwoda, welSi odnav moixara da tkbili xmiT<br />

ganucxada `stumari RvTisaa, mSvidoba Tqvens mobr-<br />

Zanebas~. amis Tqma da lamazaddavarcxnilma TvalwiTela<br />

frinvelebma frTebis tkacuniT sivrces<br />

miaSures. `oo! nametnavad mSiSrebi yofilan~.<br />

SesaniSnav gunebaze dadga petre, ramdenime<br />

varjiSis msgavsi moZraoba gaakeTa, _ xelebi gadaajvaredina,<br />

saxsrebi daWima da Rrmad amoisunTqa.<br />

gulisyuri ucnaurad moRuRune frinvelebisaken<br />

hqonda. TiTqos raRac gaaxsendao, gamxiarulebuli<br />

Sin Sevida da momcro zomis kibe gamoitana. miadga<br />

saTavsos, Sedga fexi safexurze da saTavsos<br />

bolo ujris miRma SeiWyita. xis wvrili totebi<br />

da balaxis Reroebi daumTavrebel budeze mianiSnebdnen.<br />

`ehe, Tu ase gaagrZeles, matebasac unda velodoT.<br />

aq, am viwro da mouxerxebel adgilas Zlian<br />

gauWirdebaT~. ymawvilkaciviT gaxalisebuli petre<br />

saswrafod Camovida kibidan.<br />

`rogorc iqna, rogorc iqna~...<br />

petres bavSvobidan ocnebad hqonda gadaqceuli<br />

_ jer kidev soflidan moyolebuli, _<br />

mis saxlze Citebs bude gaekeTebinaT. naRvliani<br />

TvalebiT gahyurebda xolme mezobeli bavSvebis<br />

saxlis aivnebze Camomwkrivebul mercxlis budeebs.<br />

zogierTi `Tavxedi~ Sin, binaSic, naTuris Tavze<br />

pawawkintela niskartiT gasaocar Citebis saxls<br />

gamoakopwiebda xolme. dilidan daRamebamde dasrialebdnen<br />

mercxlebi haerSi, WikWikebdnen saamod,<br />

bartyebis dafrTianebis mzeras xom araferi<br />

sjobda, _ frenis pirveli gakveTilebi, jer kidev<br />

susti frTebis afrTxialeba, gavardna sivrceSi,<br />

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warmatebisagan Tavbrusxveva da netarebis Wik-<br />

Wiki. gazafxulze xom gauTavebeli omi hqondaT<br />

maT budeebs dapatronebul beRurebTan, iyo erTi<br />

gaweva-gamoweva. bavSvobidanve gaxda petresTvis<br />

cxadi, rom Zalze Znelia an TiTqmis SeuZlebelia<br />

mitovebulis ukan dabruneba da xelmeored dasakuTreba.<br />

wuxda petre da am wuxils babuasac<br />

uziarebda xolme.<br />

babua ki eubneboda:<br />

_ Svilo, Tu mercxlebi saxls usafrTxod<br />

ar CaTvlian, ise iq budes ar gaikeTeben. gonieri<br />

da alRoiani frinvelia mercxali. Cveni saxli<br />

dabalia, qaris mxarezea, Tanac msunagi kata gvyavs<br />

da iqve mzis gulze monebivre fisoze miuTiTa,<br />

romelic moWutuli, mibnedili Tvalebidan imzireboda<br />

ulvaSebis cmacuniT, TiTqos<br />

kvers ukravda naTqvams, ras izam,<br />

aseTia Cemi bunebao.<br />

mercxlebisagan dawunebuli<br />

saxlis gamo petre Tavs imiT<br />

imSvidebda xolme, rom gavizrdebi,<br />

usaTuod did saxls avaSeneb da<br />

katac verafers damaklebso.<br />

`xom mainc mewvnivnen, ra<br />

vuyoT, rom mercxlebi ar arian<br />

da arc WikWikeben, RuRunic sasiamovno<br />

mosasmenia, me vicode magaTi<br />

pativiscema, rogor gamaxalises<br />

am dalocvilebma~.<br />

mze horizontze ekida da<br />

iwvoda. agugunebuli, ayayanebuli<br />

qalaqi istoriis morig furcels<br />

Slida.<br />

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acundrukebul-amCatebulma petrem bavSvebs<br />

miaxara:<br />

_ ucnauri Citebi gvewvia, Tan TxovniT<br />

mogvmarTes, Tqveni saxlis aivnis erT patara monakveTze<br />

saxlis ageba gadavwyviteT da winaaRmdegi<br />

xom ar iqnebiTo?<br />

_ aba, saxli? _ ikiTxa ninikom.<br />

_ jer mxolod `saZirkveli~ aqvT Cayrili, _<br />

upasuxa petrem. salome ukve kibeze micocavda da<br />

xels afaTurebda saxlis `saZirkvelSi~.<br />

_ mec maCveneT, mec maCveneT, _ wiokobda nino.<br />

_ es ra saxlia, mamiko? _ es xom budea, _<br />

ukvirda ninikos. salomem petres xelSi xeli<br />

CasWida da Tavisken Semoabruna, Worfliani cxviri<br />

abzika, warbebi azida, grZeli wamwamebi aafaxula<br />

da mimarTa:<br />

_ es, ra saxlia, mamiko, erTi bewoa. iq, rogor<br />

icxovreben, iqidan gadmocvivdebian da daiRupebian.<br />

modi ra, mamiko _ yelze xeli miido _ gexvewebi,<br />

Cven TviTon avuSenoT farTo da moxerxebuli<br />

patara saxli. Ria derefniT, sakenkisa da wylis<br />

dasadgmeliT _ daamTavra daproeqteba salomem.<br />

_ ese igi, avuSenoT, ara? _ ikiTxa xalisianad<br />

petrem da Sublze Camovardnili kululi gauswora.<br />

_ avuSenoT, avuSenoT, xtunva-xtunviT wamoiZaxes<br />

bavSvebma.<br />

_ aba, kiriTxurono, momyeviT, waumRera petrem.<br />

yvelam gainawila samuSao. ninom CaquCi moarbenina,<br />

salomem lursmnebi da xerxi. petrem mozrdili<br />

ficari amoaTria ezodan da Seudgnen saqmes. _<br />

Corknes, xerxes, aWedes, daikawres xelebi da, rogorc<br />

iqna, saxlic aaSenes.<br />

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mSeneblebs guli Zalumad ucemdaT. mowolil<br />

sisxls sasiamovnod aevardisferebina maTi saxeebi.<br />

bavSvebis uZiro sxivCamdgari Tvalebis anarekli<br />

maT naxelavs naTlis gvirgviniviT adga.<br />

mSeneblebma TavianTi naxelavi Sin Seitanes da<br />

Sua oTaxSi dadges. ramdenjerme aaTvalier-CaaTvalieres<br />

da daskvnac gamoitanes. SeuZlebeli unda<br />

yofiliyo, frinvelebs saxli ar moswonebodaT.<br />

petrem saxli misTvis miCenil adgilze myarad<br />

miamagra, mere xelic Semohkra _ Seamowma simyare,<br />

ofliani Subli moiwminda da saxeRimilianma<br />

SoreTs gaxeda. sxvadasxva saxeobis frinvelni<br />

cas seravdnen.<br />

`yvela maTgans Tavis saxli aqvs, Cvenebs ki<br />

yvelaze ukeTesi~. naxelaviT kmayofili petre<br />

bavSvebTan erTad Sin Sevida, sadac ojaxis diasaxlisi<br />

karga xania sadilze epatiJebodaT.<br />

_ dediko! dediko! iseTi kargi saxli avuSeneT<br />

Citebs, mec didi siamovnebiT vicxovrebdi. _ aRtacebiT<br />

warmoTqva ninikom.<br />

dedam ki, romelic samzareuloSi didi xnis<br />

saqmianobiT erTianad awiTlebuliyo, mSvidad<br />

warmoTqva:<br />

_ mTavaria, Tavad Citebs Tu moewonebaT.<br />

_ rogor? _ wamoiZaxes nirwamxdarma bavSvebma<br />

da piri Ria darCaT, saxeze ki naRvlis Rrubelma<br />

gadaurbinaT. wamierad daeWvdnen, marTla, rom ar<br />

moewonoTo? mere Tavi daajeres, veraviTar wuns<br />

ver dasdebeno. fiqrebSi wasulebma ugulod daiwyes<br />

sadiloba.<br />

bavSvebis xasiaTis SecvliT Secbunebuli<br />

diasaxlisi Seecada, maTi guneba-ganwyobileba<br />

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gamoekeTebina. gaRimebuli saxiT bavSvebs xeli<br />

gadaxvia, mere Sublze Camoyrili Tmebi Seiswora<br />

da rigrigobiT orives eambora:<br />

_ ra RmerTi gagiwyraT, ras CamogiSviaT cxviri,<br />

romeli budeTa mSnebelobis ministri me mnaxeT,<br />

CemTvis vTqvi oriode sityva, Tqven ki mebutebiT,<br />

xom ar dagaviwydaT, dRes rom SabaTia, wavideT<br />

eklesiaSi, roca movalT, yvelaferi naTeli iqneba.<br />

dedis sityvebma bavSvebs eWvis Citebi Tavidan<br />

gamoufrines, gamxiaruldnen da madianad Seeqcnen<br />

sadils.<br />

taZridan mobrunebulebi saxlSi SevlisTanave<br />

fexakrefiT, gulisfancqaliT gaeSurnen<br />

frinvelebis axladaSenebuli saxlisaken. araTu<br />

RuRuni, CamiCumic ki ar ismoda. salomem manam ver<br />

moisvena, sanam kibeze ar acocda _ Citis saxlSi<br />

SeiWyita, meti damajereblobisaTvis xelic Sehyo,<br />

moafaTura da iseTi TvalebiT Sexeda petres,<br />

atirebas aRaraferi aklda. `es ra xaTabalaSi<br />

gavexvie, kaco, ra mrjida, vyofiliyavi CemTvis,<br />

romeli `Citmcodneobis~ profesori me var, rom<br />

ar mofrindnen?~ gaifiqra petrem da salomes<br />

xvewnanarevi xmiT mimarTa:<br />

_ frTxilad, Svilo, fexi ar dagicdes, ubedurebaSi<br />

ar gamxvio. aba, ra ganaRvlebs, ar ician,<br />

rogori saxli elodebaT, naxav, mere rogor gaixareben.<br />

awurulebi yvelani Sin Sevidnen.<br />

petres ojaxi frTosan stumrebs karga xans<br />

eloda, patara CamiCumzec ki aivanze garbodnen...<br />

mTvlemare mze mTebs miRma Caikarga da xeli<br />

daiqnia, momaval Sexvedramdeo.<br />

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odis, rodis, petres nacnobi RuRuni Semoesma.<br />

gaxarebuli fexze wamovarda.<br />

_ bavSvebo, bavSvebo, stumrebi gvewvien, stumrebi.<br />

sulwasulebi yvelani aivanze gaCndnen.<br />

Citebi petres naxelavze Camomsxdariynen da<br />

erTmaneTs eRuRunebodnen. erTma maTganma Tavis<br />

qneviT derefani RuRuniT gaiar-gamoiara, TiTqos<br />

petres naxelavs umowmebso, wvrili TvalebiT<br />

mSeneblebi aaTvalier-CaaTvaliera, mere mewyvilesTan<br />

migogmanda, raRac CauRuRuna da frTebis<br />

tkrcialiT sivrceSi Securda, mewyvilec mis<br />

kvals mihyva.<br />

isev danaRvliandnen bavSvebi... mainc ver<br />

gaerkviaT, moiwones Tu ara naxelavi Citebma.<br />

Camowva mwuxri. mrume bindSi exveoda vnebadamcxrali<br />

qalaqi. cac varskvlavebiT moiWeda<br />

da pirsavse mTvarem mibnedili sxivebi uxvad<br />

moafrqvia aremares.<br />

erTi dRis stumrebi ki ukvalod gamqraliyvnen...<br />

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autaneli sicxe cotnes saSvels ar aZlevda,<br />

rameze efiqra an gaekeTebina. uazrod daborialobda<br />

oTaxidan oTaxSi. xan wigns gadafurclavda,<br />

xan televizors CarTavda. gadacemebic<br />

uazro, gauTavebeli srola, baTqa-buTqi, wivilkivili.<br />

uxamsi scenis gamo lamis guli aeria.<br />

saswrafod gamorTo televizori _ `pandoras<br />

yuTi~. abazanaSi civi wyali gadaivlo da aivanze<br />

gavida. gaxeda SoreTs - sivrces, magram sad iyo<br />

sivrce? axorxlili, ugemovnod nagebi, mouvleli,<br />

tyupiscaliviT msgavsi Senobebi... sawyali<br />

Tvalebi.<br />

saxlis win, skolis ezoSi, miuxedavad autaneli<br />

xvatisa, mozardebs fexburTi gaeCaRebinaT.<br />

sul sxva asaki, sul sxva SemarTeba, energiis ulevi<br />

wyaro da Jini misi gamovlenisa.<br />

_ pasi, biWo, ver xedav, carielSi rom var, pasi!<br />

boziSvili viyo, ras mikeTeb, xom ar dabrmavdi!<br />

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_ Cemi deda... me ufro ukeTes poziciaSi viyavi,<br />

TiTqmis pirispir mekaresTan.<br />

_ mere ra gaakeTe?<br />

_ boziSvili viyo, ukeTesad verc Sen gaakeTebdi.<br />

gamomivida ra zidani, Cemi deda... daaxvie<br />

axla...<br />

aseTi dialogis mosmenis Semdeg cotne yurebdasusxuli,<br />

damduRruliviT Sevarda Sin. `gadavgvardiT,<br />

gadavjiSdiT! ra ubedurebaa. oidiposis<br />

sindromi. paTologiaa, aba ra jandabaa?~.<br />

saxlSi gaCerebas azri aRar hqonda. undoda,<br />

rogorme mdgomareobidan gamosuliyo, dawynarebuliyo.<br />

gadaicva da ezoSi gavida. `Caval baRSi,<br />

SadrevanTan. saxlTan SedarebiT grila, iqneb<br />

meSveloso~.<br />

gzaze axladwamoCituli,<br />

qaliSvilobaSi<br />

odnav fexSedgmuli, mucelmoSvlepili<br />

gogonebis<br />

jgufi moigrixeboda. apilpilebulni<br />

cxared kamaTobdnen.<br />

erTi _ gulze<br />

jvarCamokidebuli, mxrebze<br />

CalisferTmebdayrili, angelozis<br />

saxis sadari, gansakuTrebiT<br />

gamoirCeoda.<br />

_ maS ar gjeraT? ar gjeraT, xom?! _ gawiwmatebulma<br />

da wamowiTlebulma TvalebSi CamoCrili<br />

Tma Tavis aqneviT Seiswora da raRacnairi<br />

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qedmaRlobiT Tu niSnismogebiT, raRac wmindas,<br />

adre dedas rom ificebdnen, warmosTqva, _ mamaCemis<br />

bozi viyo, Tu vityuebode!<br />

yurisZirSi silasaviT moxvda naTqvami cotnes.<br />

fexi aeria, Sebarbacda da kinaRam daeca. aseTma<br />

uxamsobam da uwmawurobam Tavzari dasca.<br />

`dedis siwmindem moitana aumRvreveli suli<br />

da erTiani qarTuli sxeuli, TavisTavadoba da<br />

gamorCeuloba. erT dros salocavi da saficari,<br />

axla yvelaze modur salanZRav sityvad aqcies.<br />

gadajiSebis gza Saraze Tavawyvetili miveqanebiT...<br />

vai, sacodavo saqarTvelo~. amoigmina akankalebulma<br />

da wnevaavardnilma cotnem da iqve gamxmari<br />

xis Ziras Zelskamze Camojda. msxvili oflis<br />

wveTebi Rvarad miedinebodnen kisrisaken. sicxes<br />

veRar grZnobda.<br />

_ RmerTo, ra davaSaveT amis fasi, RmerTo! ra<br />

dRes Semaswari, ra fexze avdeqi, - uxmod Cif-<br />

Cifebda gaognebulis tuCebi.<br />

_ cotne, zRvis magieria? aqve irujebi, Tu<br />

protestis axali formaa! Tavi xom ar mogZulebia<br />

biWo, _ Seexmiana aTleturi aRnagobis, mxarze<br />

CanTaCamokidebuli karis mezobeli.<br />

cotnem Tavi aswia.<br />

_ tristan, Sen xar? _ gamobletili TvalebiT<br />

miaSterda mezobels cotne.<br />

_ Sens Tavs farsagi ar unda iyos, eqims xom<br />

ar davuZaxo? _ SeSfoTda tristani.<br />

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_ ara, ara, tristan, mgoni, wnevam amiwia da aqve<br />

Camovjeqi.<br />

_ wneva agiwevs am gadareul sicxeSi, aba ra<br />

iqneba. gadaixruka yvelaferi, _ buzRuniT warmoTqva<br />

tristanma, Tan ofliani saxe cxvirsaxociT<br />

SeimSrala.<br />

_ he, wamodeqi axla, wamodeqi, saxlSi wavideT!<br />

_ ara, tristan, saxlSi ver gavCerdebi... es<br />

wuTia, movedi, kargad var ukve, Sen nu Sewuxdebi,<br />

aqve, baRSi Caval, patara SadrevanTan da suls<br />

moviTqvam, fexze wamodga, Sublze xelmoCrdilebuli,<br />

mococxlebuli cotne.<br />

_ dafiqrdi, ise, Seni saqmisa Sen ici. me wavedi,<br />

_ xeli auwia da mxridan Camocurebuli CanTis<br />

sworebiT Sinisaken gaemarTa tristani.<br />

cotne cota xans kidev idga fexze, mere cxvirsaxociT<br />

saxeze moiniava da baRisaken mimaval<br />

gzas daadga. guli araTanabrad ucemda, xan auCqardeboda,<br />

xan Seuneldeboda. Cxriala Sadrevani<br />

wylis sasiamovno surnels afrqvevda da garemos<br />

sigrilis burusSi xvevda.<br />

cotnem wyali ramdenjerme<br />

Seisxa saxeze. sveli TiTebiT<br />

Tma ukan gadaivarcxna, far-<br />

Tod gaSlili aswlovani Wadris<br />

totebqveS eulad mdgar<br />

mibrecil Zelskamze Camojda<br />

da gairinda. abezarma buzma,<br />

romelic saxeze etaneboda,<br />

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gamoafxizla, xeli aiqnia, Seecada aqneul xels<br />

msusxavi fiqrebic gaeyolebina. isev Caikarga...<br />

Tvalebi mzis sxivebSi mokiskase wylis Wavls<br />

eTamaSeboda, awmyos mowyvetili goneba ki warsulis<br />

landebSi gaibna...<br />

agvistos papanaqeba TiTqos amoSrobas upirebda<br />

zRvas. sxvadasxva juris gaadam-gaevebulebs<br />

mTlianad daepyroT napiri.<br />

`ramdenic unda macxuno, verafers damakleb,<br />

zomiereba ar ici, Se kaco! Sengan gamoqceulebi<br />

Cems mklavebSi nebivrobnen, Svebas CemTan pouloben~,<br />

_ SehRimoda atortmanebuli zRva mzes. naTqvamis<br />

dasturad ze aRimarTa, talRebi SeaTamaSa<br />

da napirze udardelad wamowolilebs wioki<br />

aatexina.<br />

...zRvidan axladamosul cametiode wlis<br />

cotnes, soflis maRaziis gverdiT kviparosebis<br />

CrdilisaTvis Seefarebina Tavi. fexebi aqeTiqiT<br />

gaeTxlaSa da wvetiani joxiT, gamwarebuli<br />

Tu gabrazebuli miwas CiCqnida. _ mainc viyidi<br />

velosipeds. mainc viyidi, qveyana rom daiqces,<br />

mainc viyidi. verafriT ver gavagebine mamaCems, Tu<br />

ras niSnavs axla CemTvis velosipedi. `wignebia<br />

SenTvis velosipedi, manqanac da TviTmfrinavico~,<br />

- kaco, wignebi, vici, rac aris, magram velosipedi<br />

mainc velosipedia.<br />

TiTqos jibrze, misi gulis gasaxeTqad, SxuiliT<br />

Caiqroles velosipedze amxedrebulma<br />

biWebma, zaric ki daawkarunes. gza axali moas-<br />

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faltebuli iyo da araferi sjobda axla zed<br />

velosipediT jiriTs.<br />

brazmoreulma cotnem joxi Sors gastyorcna<br />

da ofliani Subli moiwminda.<br />

`an dRes, an arasodes. am saRamosve movelaparakebi.<br />

ra gaxda, bolos da bolos, erTi velosipedi.<br />

ase xom ar uWirT!~ moqufrulma naRvlianad<br />

gaixeda maRaziisken, sadac misi saocnebo<br />

velosipedi idga, _ amoixvneSa da gzas gaudga.<br />

cotnes mama ormocdaxuTiode wlis janmagari,<br />

tanbrge vaJkaci iyo. TeTri pirsaxis, lamazad<br />

dayenebuli Savi ulvaSebiT. qarTuli cxviri<br />

da arwiviseburi mzera ridiTa da pativiscemiT<br />

gangawyobda mis mimarT. ojaxze Tavgadakluli,<br />

Svilebis spartanulad aRzrdis momxre, saxierad<br />

mkacri, familarobis moZule, amasTan, Sinaganad<br />

Tbili da keTilmosurne iyo. aRelvebisas xSiri,<br />

Savi warbebi da Sublis ori Rari talRasaviT<br />

aefofreboda xolme, Tvalebi moewkureboda da<br />

saxec upirquSdeboda. aseT dros iSviaTad Tu<br />

Sehbedavda rames mamas.<br />

_ biWo, ras amogiCemebia velosipedi, an ra damsaxurebisaTvis<br />

unda giyido! _ gazeTSi TavCarguli<br />

ekiTxeboda cotnes mama. pauzas Tavauwevlad Tvi-<br />

Tonve upasuxa _ muSti-krivisTvis? _ mere gazeTi<br />

SrialiT gadakeca da ganagrZo. _ dRe ar gava, Sens<br />

mier galaxuli bavSvis mSobeli rom ar momadges.<br />

ise, maincdamainc arc mag saqmeSi uqnixar RmerTs, _<br />

tuCze ironiuli Rimili gaukrTa cotnes mamas. _<br />

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Senc kargi dalilavebuli modixar xolme.<br />

cotnes mamis Rimili sasikeTod eniSna, sayveduri<br />

sarkeze dacemuli mzis sxiviviT airekla<br />

da buzRunnarevi xmiT Seecada saxeRimiliani mama<br />

Tavisi satkivarisaken moebrunebina.<br />

_ mama, ubanSi TiTqmis yvelas rom hyavs velosipedi!..<br />

_ axali ambavi, hyavT da hyavdeT. aRarc swavlaa<br />

magaTTvis da arc sxva saqme, _ cxra mTas iqiT<br />

gadahkarga Rimilis<br />

naSTi cotnes mamam.<br />

`auh, daviRupe,<br />

aRar vici, ra movuxerxo<br />

am kacs~. -<br />

gaifiqra cotnem, magram<br />

far-xmalis bolomde<br />

dayras mainc<br />

ar apirebda, ukanasknel<br />

imeds CaeWida.<br />

_ mama, xom kargad<br />

vswavlob?<br />

`gaizarda es<br />

mamaZaRli, adre amdens<br />

ver bedavda. arc velosipedia didi rame~,<br />

gaifiqra cotnes mamam, magram...<br />

_ Sen ra, swavlas mamadli? _ Seni swavla<br />

Sen ar gamogadgeba? ise ki, droa awi Wkua daatano<br />

naTqvams.<br />

cotnes mamam saubari damTavrebulad CaTvala,<br />

48


fexze wamodga, gazeTi magidaze dado da gasasvlelisaken<br />

gaemarTa.<br />

`fui, davRupe yvelaferi~, saxsrebSi moiSala<br />

cotne.<br />

mama ki wuTierad Seyovnda, TiTqos raRac gaaxsendao<br />

da alanZul cotnes gamomwvevad mimarTa:<br />

_ midi, Sen TviTon iyide, xom Tvli, rom magari<br />

xar. iyide, Tu biWi xar!<br />

_ me viyido? _ isev gaeRima Secbunebul<br />

cotnes _ rogor?<br />

_ rogor? iSrome da iyide, _ aTasi eSmaki<br />

auelvarda cotnes mamas TvalebSi.<br />

_ sad, mama, me vin mamuSavebs?<br />

_ eg ukve Seni sazrunavia, Tu marTla ginda<br />

velosipedi, samuSaosac iSovi.<br />

`vnaxoT erTi, ras izams, egec Seni pirveli<br />

gamocda, sxvebic iqneba, cxovreba gamocdebis<br />

jaWvia. droa ukve SeeCvios~. _ gaifiqra mamam<br />

da ganagrZo _ ho, Sen iyide, Sen, Seni xnis rom<br />

viyavi, Cems Tavs me TviTon virCendi, _ foladi<br />

gamouria cotnes mamam xmaSi.<br />

_ kargi axla, mama, _ siTamame moemata cotnes.<br />

_ ar gjera? hkiTxe bebiaSens da is getyvis.<br />

_ karis zRurbls miaxloebulma mamam cotnes<br />

kidev erTxel Sexeda da uTqmelad ezoSi gavida.<br />

cotne karga xans idga garindebuli. mere<br />

raRac uecari ZaliT damuxtulma gamowveva miiRo<br />

da karebs miaZaxa:<br />

_ diaxac, me TviTon viyidi...<br />

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cotnes aRar gadaudvia muSaobis dawyeba.<br />

meore dResve Tavs daadga biZamiss _ sagzao<br />

mSeneblobis inJiners. amosunTqva ar acala, arc<br />

araferi ismina. Tavi gamoulaya, sanam Tanxmoba ar<br />

miiRo, oTaxidan ar gamosula.<br />

_ biWo, ra gauWirda mamaSens iseTi, erTi velosipedi<br />

rom ver giyida?<br />

_ gana ar SeuZlia? _ iukadrisa sayveduri<br />

_ mama mainc mamaa, me TviTon minda, gamovcado<br />

Tavi, SevZleb Tu vera, _ daibrZena Tavi cotnem.<br />

_ biZia, ar damiwyo axla Tavidan, xom visaubreT,<br />

xom dampirdi, sityva sityvaa.<br />

_ kargi, kargi. sityva sityvaa.<br />

yelSi sulmibjenili cotne ki ver isvenebda.<br />

_ dResve, biZia, dResve mimiyvane muSebTan obieqtze.<br />

zafxulis xvati iyo. dedamiwas almuri asdioda.<br />

yvela sulieri, sicxiT moTenTili, zantad<br />

daiareboda da saCrdiloblebs afarebda Tavs.<br />

erTaderTni, vinc arad dagidevda Takara mzis<br />

mcxunvarebas, measfalteni iyvnen.<br />

biZamisma cotne muSebs warudgina. dReidan<br />

TqvenTan erTad imuSavebso. yviTeluniformianma<br />

muSebma erTi ki axedes wamoyvinCilebul biWs, Caifrutun-CaiRim-Caicines<br />

da asfaltis molodinSi<br />

xis farTod gaSlil totebs qveS mokalaTdnen.<br />

male asfaltiT datvirTuli manqanac gamoCnda.<br />

mZRloma saWiro pozicia SearCia da Zara aswia.<br />

axal asfalts orTqli asdioda da Tavisebur<br />

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suns gamoscemda. zeaziduli Zaridan asfalti<br />

ratomRac ar eSveboda _ SenivTebuliyo. cotnem<br />

niCabs xeli wamoavlo da asfaltis grovas<br />

ahkra. ixuvla SenivTebulma masam, cotnem Zlivs<br />

gamoaswro, magram nawili cxeli masisa xelebze<br />

gadaeyara, muSebma atexes xarxari. marcxnaWami<br />

da darcxvenili ki ixtibars ar itexda _ niCabs<br />

xels ar uSvebda.<br />

ulvaSebianma, tarakanasaviT Savma muSam cotnes<br />

seriozuli saxiT mimarTa:<br />

_ Svilo, xelebs mixede, ar dagewvas, nu Cqarob,<br />

muSaobas moeswrebi.<br />

damfrTxali cotnes biZa saxeze Rimils irgebda,<br />

mainc da mainc dedaSens unda moakvlevino<br />

Cemi Tavio.<br />

mTeli Tve dadioda cotne sagzaos biWebTan,<br />

rogorc isini TavianT Tavs uwodebdnen, daumegobrda<br />

kidec.<br />

sanatreli dRec dadga _ xelfasis miRebis<br />

dRe. cotnes uwyisze xeli moawerines. asi maneTi<br />

ergo, wiTeli leninisTaviani Tumnianebi.<br />

cotne sixarulma caSi aafrina. aRaraferi<br />

axsovda, aRarc sagzao da aRarc muSebi. velosipedi,<br />

mxolod velosipedi edga Tvalwin.<br />

aqoSinebuli, oflSi gawuwuli, maRaziaSi<br />

SeiWra.<br />

_ ra iyo, biWo, xom aravin mogdevs? _ gakvirvebuli<br />

Sehyurebda Ripiani qaCali gamyidveli.<br />

_ velospeds vyidulob, _ TavauReblad upa-<br />

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suxa velosipedTan Camuxlulma cotnem.<br />

_ mere fuli?<br />

_ Tu vyidulob, ese igi, fulic maqvs, _ ena<br />

daigrZela cotnem. xumroba xom ar iyo, Tavisi<br />

fuliT yidulobda.<br />

cotnem safasuri gamyidvels CauTvala da<br />

sanatreli velosipedi ezoSi gamoiyvana _ vercxlisferi<br />

`xarkovi~. mere Tavdayira daayena.<br />

borblebi daumagra. Sebrunebuli pedlebi saWiro<br />

mdgomareobaSi moiyvana. CvariT sapoxi moaSora.<br />

aravis da arafers yuradRebas ar aqcevda, xviTqi<br />

gadasdioda. cotac da ukve Semoajdeboda sanatrel<br />

raSs. warmodgenili hqonda, Tu rogor<br />

Sexvdebodnen Sin. yvelaze metad mamis reaqcia<br />

ainteresebda. xom mainc mivaRwie Cemsas, bolos<br />

da bolos xom avisrule ocneba.<br />

kidev eTxel Seamowma borblebi, saWe. pedlebi<br />

gaaswora, saWes xeli CasWida da, is iyo, unda<br />

Sesjdomoda, rom biWis xmam SeaCera, romelic<br />

ager ukve TiTqmis erTi saaTi uxmod Sehyurebda<br />

cotnes saqmianobas.<br />

_ Zmakac, Senia?<br />

cotnem gaixeda, awowili da Tavgasiebuli<br />

biWi dasdgomoda Tavs. jiuti, qera, raRac sacxiT<br />

gaprialebuli Tma ukan gadaevarcxna, gajiutebuli<br />

Tma ki mainc yalyze wamomdgariyo. mxolod<br />

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Tvalebs SehqondaT disonansi, cisferi wyliani<br />

Tvalebi saocar siTbos gamoscemda.<br />

cotnem Tvali gauswora da mokled upasuxa:<br />

_ Cemia.<br />

Tavgasiebulma da cisferTvalebianma velosipeds<br />

axed-daxeda. mere saWes xeli Seavlo.<br />

aswia, gauSva _ saburavebma velosipedi ramdenjerme<br />

aaxtuna, _ kargi daberilia, _ warmoTqva<br />

profesionalis pretenziulobiT da Semowmeba<br />

daamTavra.<br />

_ Sen aqve ar cxovrob? _ mimarTa cotnes.<br />

_ ho, aqve vcxovrob.<br />

_ me ar micnob?<br />

cotnem kidev erTxel Sexeda, Tavi<br />

gaiqnia, ara, ar gicnobo.<br />

_ ra mniSvneloba aqvs, mec aqauri<br />

var, _ velodi woworia.<br />

_ cotne, _ gaecnen erTmaneTs.<br />

velodim kidev<br />

erTxel Seavlo<br />

xeli velosipeds,<br />

zaric daawkaruna,<br />

wamierad gairinda,<br />

TiTqos zaris<br />

xmovanebas amowmebso, mere Semobrunebulma wyliani<br />

Tvalebi cotnes miaSuqa da SeekiTxa:<br />

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_ cotne, Seyvarebuli Tu gyavs?<br />

daibna cotne _ netav raSi ainteresebs, myavs<br />

Tu ara Seyvarebuli _ kiTxvac uadgilo moeCvena.<br />

bevri unaxavs misi asakis biWi am Seyvarebulo-<br />

bisTvis cxvirgatexili. Seyvarebuloba didobas,<br />

kacobas niSnavda. Tavi moswonda, rogor ityoda,<br />

Seyvarebuli ar myavso.<br />

_ ki, myavs.<br />

_ Zalian kargi. aba, awi ufro kargad gamigeb.<br />

cotne , Zmao , _ mxarze xeli gadaxvia da<br />

didi kaciviT daiwyo, _ Seyvarebuli kaci var.<br />

qvemoT, sofelSi melodeba, erT-or kilometrSi<br />

Cemi Seyvarebuli. velosipediT unda gavaseirno.<br />

dapirebuli var. Cemi gamifuWda. ar minda<br />

piris gatexa. xom ici, ra fxukianebi arian gogonebi?<br />

mokled, Tu Zma xar, Seni maTxove. Seatyo<br />

ra cotnes Seyovneba, umal mudariT gaagrZela, _<br />

dedas geficebi, Caval, erT-or wres davartyam da<br />

male moval. kaci ara xar? Seyvarebuli melodeba,<br />

_ TiTqmis aicremla velodi...<br />

dedis sityvebi gaaxsenda cotnes _ dedis<br />

daficeba igive deda RvTismSoblis daficebaao.<br />

RvTismosavi qali iyo cotnes deda, uaRresad<br />

morwmune. dedis tyuilze daficeba yovlad warmoudgeneliao<br />

da TviTonac tyuilze arasodes<br />

dauficnia. deda wminda xateba iyo misTvis. `ra<br />

RmerTi gauwyreba, deda daifica. gaaseirnebs pataras<br />

da mova. vin icis rogor elodeba Tavisi<br />

Seyvarebuli~.<br />

54


Sewuxebuli iyo mainc biWi _ guli eTanaRreboda,<br />

erTxel mainc damjdariyo. es kidev raRa<br />

maincdamainc axla gamotyvra, Seyvarebuli varo,<br />

Tanac deda daifica. eh, rac aris, aris. ar ifiqros,<br />

rom SevSindi.<br />

_ kargi, _ amoikvnesa cotnem _ Seyvarebul<br />

kacs velosipeds rogor dagikaveb, oRond, Tu<br />

kaci xar, didxans ar malodino.<br />

_ Zma xar, Cemo cotne, Zma.<br />

velodim xeli CasWida velosipeds. erTi<br />

fexiT pedali daiWira, meoreTi ki zevidan gadaevlo<br />

da wkaruniT Tavqve daeSva.<br />

cotnem Tvali gaayola Tavqve mimqrolav velods,<br />

WuWyiani xelebi CvriT gaiwminda da qvaze<br />

Camojda. unda dalodeboda, meti ra gza hqonda.<br />

eloda, eloda, magram velodi arsad Canda.<br />

kargad SeRamebuli iyo, roca awrialebul<br />

cotnes dedamisi waadga Tavs.<br />

_ aq ras akeTeb, Svilo?<br />

cotnes erCia, miwa gaskdomoda da Sig Cavardniliyo,<br />

ra eTqva. siurprizi undoda gaekeTebina<br />

mSoblebisTvis da, ai, siurprizic. saSveli aRar<br />

iyo, unda eTqva saTqmeli...<br />

_ nu dardob, Svilo, mag saqmes me mivxedav,<br />

mogikvdes deda.<br />

sircxvilma da ususurobam aitana cotne, ukve<br />

aRar enaRvleboda velosipedi, ejavreboda kidec,<br />

aRarc is oflis Rvra miaCnda did ramed, aRarc<br />

damwvari xeli. ras ar gaiRebda, oRond dedaze<br />

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daficeba tyuili ar yofiliyo , oRond<br />

undoblobis eWvi ar dabudebuliyo mis gulSi...<br />

...cotne mogonebidan bavSvis tik-tikma gamoiyvana.<br />

_ babu, babu, viTamasoT, la.<br />

axalgazrda, sruliad norCma, TviTon `bavSvma<br />

dedam~ cotnes bodiSi mouxada da bavSvi xelSi<br />

aitaca. bavSvi ki Wirveulobda, babuasTan minda,<br />

babuasTan mindao.<br />

_ ras brZanebT, qalbatono, RmerTma gagizardos.<br />

cotnes ase cxadad arasodes SeugrZvnia asaki,<br />

babuao, Severcxlil Tmaze xeli moisva da naRvliani<br />

Tvali gaayola axlgazrda deda-Svils,<br />

netav vin ezrdeba saqarTvelos?!.<br />

...mze mTebs miRma Cakarguliyo. dasalierSi<br />

cis kides vardisferi mosdeboda.<br />

momdevno dRec xvats hpirdeboda daxuTul<br />

qalaqs.<br />

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* * *<br />

fafaraSlili zRvis talRasaviT SexeTqeba<br />

amaoebis sal kldesTan da mere retdasxmuls,<br />

Zleuls, darcxvenils, uTvalav nawilebad damsxvreuls,<br />

ukanve CanTqma wuTisoflis zRvarmoSvebul<br />

yoveldRiurobaSi. martosuli, martoxela, grZnobebisa<br />

da emociebisagan daclil samyaroSi. dro ki<br />

mihqris, tkbil-mware. vneba-kvnesiani wuTisofeli<br />

Tavisas iTxovs. dro ki mihqris, fiqris tyvev da<br />

vnebebis monav.<br />

* * *<br />

Tavdauzogavad garboda. oflisgan Tvalebi<br />

ewvoda, aqoSinebuls filtvebi daskdomaze hqonda.<br />

TiTqmis veRar sunTqavda, ukan moxedva ar undoda,<br />

cxenebis floqvebis TqaraTquri isedac yurebs uxeTqavda.<br />

ver gavaswreb, damewevian... mainc ver moiTmina,<br />

ukan moixeda, mzis sxivebisagan alaplapebuli<br />

muzaradiani mxedrebi WenebiT mosdevdnen, cotac da<br />

aagebdnen Subis wverze. ukanaskneli Zala moikriba<br />

da zRvasaviT abibinebul simindis yanaSi Sevarda.<br />

nawvimar simindis yanas mcxunvare mzis sx-<br />

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ivebi orTqlis buRSi xvevda. damZimebuli haeri<br />

isedac sunTqvaSekruls suls uxuTavda. simindis<br />

sveli xaoiani foTlebi samarTebeliviT useravda<br />

sxeuls. Rvarad momskdari ofli naWrilobevs cecxls<br />

ukidebda. Zlivs gaaRwia yanis bolos. ki ar<br />

sunTqavda... xrialebda. da gasaqcevic arsad Canda...<br />

marjvniv gadmomxobili dasuroebuli klde. ukan _<br />

simindis yanaSi moSligine Subosani mxedrebi. win<br />

da marcxniv _ kldis piri, gameCxerebuli Zelqvis<br />

xeebiT. nuTu dasrulda yvelaferi?! axeda zecas...<br />

cis kabadonze nafleTi Rrubelic ki arsad Canda,<br />

silaJvardeSi Canqmuliyo zeca...<br />

mxedrebamde erTi xelisgawvdena iyo darCenili.<br />

Subis wveri avismomaswaveblad cialebda. kldis<br />

miRma atalaxebuli da modidebuli Zusa... fiqris<br />

dro aRar iyo. kldis qimze Semdgarma erTi kidev<br />

moixeda ukan da mdinareSi gadaeSva... wamebi uklda<br />

CanTqmas. raRac instiqtma xelebi gaaSlevina.<br />

gaaSlevina da CanTqmis magivrad wylis zedapirs<br />

frinveliviT aekra. frTebiviT moimarjva xelebi<br />

da zecaSi aiWra. wonadakarguli sxeuli sivrces<br />

daepatrona. aiqnia xelebi, kamara Sekra da Zelqvebisken<br />

gafrinda. ZelqvebTan frena Seanela, gaxevebul<br />

mxedrebs zemodan omaxianad dasWeqa, - ehehee, aba ra<br />

gegonaT!!!... Tavzardacemulma mxedrebma saWurveli<br />

moisroles, cxenebs qusli hkres da simindis yanaSi<br />

durTes Tavi.<br />

galaRebulma erTxans freniT misdia dazafrul<br />

mxedrebs, Semdeg ki cis TaRs SeeWida. zemodan<br />

saamo sanaxavi iyo cisqveSeTi, sxvadasxva ferad<br />

moxatul xaliCas hgavda. rac ufro zemoT miiwevda,<br />

miT ufro SeumCneveli xdeboda sazRvrebi baR-<br />

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ostnebsa da ezokarmidamoebs Soris, mdinare Zusa<br />

ZafiviT dawvrilebuliyo. ramdenime xnis Semdeg<br />

aRarc wyali Canda da aRarc miwa, _ usazRvro ca<br />

silaJvardeSi CanTqmuliyo. aRar frenda, sxeulsac<br />

veRar grZnobda. ukidegano sivrce da gafacicebuli<br />

goneba. scada gadaadgileba, gamouvida. didxans<br />

midioda. silaJvarde gaqra. Tovlze uspetakesi<br />

siTeTre gamefebuliyo, netarebis momgvreli iyo es<br />

siTeTre. svla ganagrZo. Sors manaTobeli sveti<br />

SeniSna. mzesaviT anaTebda, magram ara mwvelad. rac<br />

ufro uaxlovdeboda, miT ufro uWirda Tvalis<br />

gasworeba. ucnaur naTebas saocari surnelic daerTo,<br />

gamalaRebeli, Tavbrudamxvevi da Jruantelis<br />

momgvreli. winsvlasTan erTad surnelic Zlierdeboda<br />

da naTebac. jiqur moindoma uspetakesi<br />

svetisaTvis Tvalis gasworeba. Tavi aswia da...<br />

sayrdenic gamoecala, damZimda, TiTqos gansxeulda.<br />

damZimebuli sxeuli adgilidan moswyda, uswrafesad<br />

iwyo vardna. SxuiliT mihqroda Zirs. naTels gacrecili<br />

bindis feri enacvleboda. sxivi konasaviT<br />

CaSvebuliyo mrume usasrulobaSi. xeliT waetana,<br />

CaeWida da Tavi Seimagra. sxivis kona fexebsqvemoT<br />

eSveboda usasrulobaSi da TandaTan mkrTaldeboda.<br />

damZimebuli sxeuli sxivis konaze qanaobda... da<br />

iyo kidev SiSnarevi, gafacicebuli goneba.<br />

xelebma wva daiwyo. sisxlis wveTebic gamoCnda,<br />

namdvili, wiTeli sisxli, amazrzeni suniT, romelic<br />

TandaTan matulobda. zemoT, sinaTlisken moindoma<br />

amoCoCeba. ver SeZlo. TiTebmac umates wvas. mimoixeda.<br />

gacrecil simrumeSi raRac konturebi<br />

gamoikveTa. Tvali SeaCvia simrumes. gaurkveveli<br />

xmebi ismoda.<br />

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samosSemofleTili, gadamtvreul<br />

Subs dayrdnobili<br />

calfexa meomari misken xels<br />

iSverda da ilanZReboda, _ sad<br />

aris Cemi vadajvriani xmali?<br />

gayideT xom, Tqve satanis mociqulebo,<br />

geSinodeT! arc miwa<br />

migiRebT, arc zeca, ara wyali,<br />

ara miwa, ara mamuli, Tqve iqednes<br />

naSobno.<br />

damZimebuli sxeuli qvemoT<br />

micuravda. tkivilic gausa-<br />

Zlisi xdeboda. ufro da ufro<br />

uZneldeboda moqanave sxeulis<br />

Sekaveba. gacrecili midamo simyralis<br />

suniT ivseboda. damwvari<br />

gogirdis, lpobis da<br />

xrwnis erTmaneTSi areuli suni<br />

sunTqvas ukravda. Tavis Sekaveba<br />

vardnisagan udides Zalisxmevas<br />

moiTxovda. dabla, miRmeTSi<br />

cecxlis alic gamoCnda, cxovelurma<br />

SiSma Seipyro.<br />

mkrTali alis Suqze SiSveli<br />

sxeulebi dalanda. naTeba cecxlisa<br />

Zlierdeboda. bneleTs avbediTi wiTeli<br />

feri elaciceboda. SiSveli sxeulebi ukve kargad<br />

Canda. _ qalebi iyvnen, yvelani erTsaxovnad moeCvena.<br />

maRali mkerdiT da sxva qaluri samSvenisebiT. Seecada<br />

vinme amoecno da amoicno _ misi cxovrebis<br />

diacebi...<br />

...sarecelze axalgazrda qali ganrTxmuliyo,<br />

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welzemoT SiSveli, gvirilis furclisfer mucels<br />

amayad gadmohyurebda, maRali, odnav gverdze gaqceuli,<br />

ulamazesi, jer kidev moutexavi mkerdi. darcxvenili<br />

ZuZusTavebi amaod cdilobdnen mkerdze<br />

CamoSvebul TmebSi damalvas. kakuni. SveliviT wamovardna.<br />

SiSvel tanze uswrafesad gadaicva Wvirvali<br />

samosi da, alanZuli, fanjaras aekra. kakuni<br />

ganmeorda.<br />

_ gio! _ saxlis patroni eZaxda mdgmurs.<br />

_ diax, qalbatono naTela.<br />

_ telefonze geZaxian.<br />

wamierad gamkrTali cxadeba umwvavesma tkivilma<br />

gafanta. SiSveli sxeulebi umaxinjes majlajunebad<br />

gadaqceuliyvnen. zemoT aixeda, naTeli TaRi Wuris<br />

yelis odena gamxdariyo. sxivis kona xelebs Soris<br />

TiTqmis galeuliyo. isev moindoma zemoT acoceba,<br />

amao iyo wadili... sxivis fenac gamqraliyo... da<br />

moswyda... Sviloo! mamis ganwiruli xma Semoesma...<br />

mamii! Sehkivla TviTonac da CainTqa...<br />

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sarCevi<br />

gza siarulma dalia?! ............................................................ 3<br />

eg aris ar getkinebao?! ......................................................... 25<br />

frTosnebi ............................................................................................. 33<br />

fici ............................................................................................................ 41<br />

... fafaraSlili zRvis talRasaviT ... .............. 57<br />

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64<br />

wigni dabeWdilia<br />

poligrafiul firma `SaravandSi~.<br />

Tbilisi, qinZmaraulis quCa, # 5<br />

kompiuteruli momsaxureba salome giorgaZe<br />

koreqtori nino giorgaZe

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