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1 - 14 marti 2013adresatTan rom miitano alali gulisfeTqva,drois dardi... gadascedrois sulieri suraTi, rac ueWvelia,es iseve ainteresebs, rogorc unikaluri,fergadasuli ojaxuri portretebi...* * *is, vinc moses saxeliT mova, amumTavres pirobasac unda pasuxobdes:esaubreba, Tu ara RmerTs!.. xolo mosesver gamotexav, radgan RmerTTansaubris Tema umZimesi saidumloa!* * *RmerTs unda Seevedro, rom geniosiar iyo, radgan ueWvelad Sensken wamovaodiozuri siZulvili da dacinvaamqveyniuri! ratom dascinoden geniososkar uialds da genios galaktions!?sul ubralo ramis gamo: geniosoba verapaties!* * *gabriel jabuSanuri simTvralisJams mwared iginebodao... didi poetiCemi ufrosi megobari iyo da me ar maxsovs,vinmes mimarT misi naTqvami gineba,ukeTuri sityva... cxovrebam, drommas waarTva sami didi da wminda siyvaruli:ciskari, marexi, mzeqali... da,JamiJam, swored cxovrebas da drosmwared amunaTebda: es iyo da es...* * *gamotydi: vis emalebi? vin mogdevs?vis emalebi yovelwams da yoveldReda yovelsaaTs da mTeli sicocxle?* * *`torolas mainc ar movklav, bevricro mqondes wamali, sawyali Ramismexrisa eg aris kargi mamali~... xalxuripoeturi energiis simartive da xelSesaxebisurneli: RvTaebrivi, araqauri...amis mere, jigitebo, Cven ganaSegvferis saWapanwyveto, ugrZnobeliteqstebis Cxibva da ostatobis saxeliTenobriv-stilisturi saltomortale?!* * *wertili: gaCerebis alagi. amismere poeziis RmerTi isvenebs; dums.wertili: erTgvari epicentri, sadacpoeziis mTeli simZimea Semkvrivebuli...xolo mravalwertili mkiTxvelsekuTvnis: isic poeturi mogzaurobismonawilea da, savaraudod, isic poetia!* * *herman heses xelovnebis rangSi ahyavsusaqmuroba: lamis apologias uZ-Rvnis mwerlis usaqmurobas, rac, cxadia,es ufro Cumi samzadisia da sxvaaraferi... vTqvaT simarTle: qmnadobisdiadi wami isvenebs!.. oskar uaildiufro Sors midis: arafris keTeba, mwerlurimocaleoba didad saWiro inteleqtualursaqmed miaCnia!* * *gvaxsovs poetebi: daberdnen, Jam-Tasvlam Seasusta Seasusta maTi poeturiZala: dadumden! dRes ori poetimainc vici Cvens Soris, rom daberden,magram sibere axlos ar ekareba! mklavicuWris da (rac mTavaria!) poeturiTvalic uWris! epiTetebi da CamoTvlara saWiroa, erTi kargi SeZaxilic kmara:gaumarjos uberebel poetebs!* * *globalizmis mSuSxavi qari, Cvenrom Tavze gadagviara!* * *vin aris es kaci: mose, Tu moseswinamorbedi?!* * *oskar uaildi: `riTma fiqrisa davnebis sulieri elementia~. aseve Sei-Zleba vTqvaT poeziis sxva elementebze:suliereba yvelgan xelSesaxebia, yvelganigrZnoba, yvelgan, yvelgan... cocxalipoezia swored amgvar sulierebaseyrdnoba...* * *empireumSi codvilT arc gansjianda arc SeuSvebeno: netav, saidanmoitane es saWoWmano daskvna?* * *rogor Cqara mTavrdeba kargi wigni!dasasrulis moaxloebis kvalobazeufro auCqareblad, ufro dagemovnebiTkiTxulob: amiT erTgvaradcdilob, wigni rom `gaaxangrZlivo~,dasasrulis naRveli Sors gadaswio...* * *xom didi sisulelea, brmas romRameSi daemalo...* * *rafiel erisTavis vali maqvso, gamotexiladwers wminda vaJa-fSavela...SoTa rusTavelis vali rom aqvs, amasmaincdamainc didi gamotexva rad unda:isedac kargad Cans!.. axla folklori:mTis ukvdavi poezia... am keTilma gavlenebmaSva vaJa-fSavela, visi valicmogvdevs me da Sen: didi vali, gadauxdeli!Cvens nawerebSic SemoaRwiaidumali gzebiT da xmianebs es ukvdavisityvebi da patriotul Temebs esaZirkvleba:`samSoblo, dedis ZuZui argaicvlebis sxvazeda~... da ueWvodCvenc vali gvaqvs wminda vaJa-fSavelasi,SoTa rusTavelis, rafiel eris-Tavis, mTis ukvdavi poeziis... andreJidi gavlenebis gamo wers: `visac gavleniseSinia da gaurbis mas, uxmod aRiarebssakuTar sulier siRatakes. missulSi aRmosaCeni aRaraferia, radganxels ar uwvdis aRmomCens~... davamateb:Cvens globalizaciis droSi gavlenebisaganTavis daRweva SeuZlebelia!globalizacias SeveSvaT. vinc kargadicnobs, vinc guliT igrZno qarTuliliteraturisa da xelovnebis Sedevrebi,gana SeiZleba, rom maTs gavlenas argrZnobdes!? aqve vityvi: ar agverioskeTili, nayofieri gavlena da plagiati!..svekeTili gavlenebis gareSeTviT epoqebic ki ver poulobenTavisTavs!.. geubnebiT, poeziis axalgazrdatalantebo, ar mogeridoTkeTili gavlenis!.. im wigns, romelicmogwonT, odiozuri zizRiT nu gadaagdebT,vaiTu gavlenaSi movyveo: eszizRi xom ukve gavlenis simptomia dameti araferi!* * *poetis privilegia: ocnebis mxare,fantaziis unari da Zebna elastiursityvaTaSeTanxmebis, sintagmaTa inteleqtualurxlarTebis da devnazmanebebis, sizmrebis... oRond egoisturixmamaRloba poetis privilegiaar aris!* * *aha, Cargliskaric... zemodan, Carglismxridan vinme cxenosani modis:`moaqevqevebs lurjasa, nalni qviSazewivian~... vin unda iyos, albaT is aris:luka! sacaa sul axlos gamoCndeba...rogor moviqce? mivesalmebi: rogoraxar, vaJav! an ase: lukav, rogora xar,saiT gagiwevia?! ara, ase ar ivargebs:ra Seni saqmea, rogor aris da saiT midis!ase ara! saswauli rom moxdes daam tial gzaze RmerTs rom Sexvde, xomar etyvi, rogora xaro... albaT, ena Cagivardeba,verafers ityvi!.. vaJa romSegxvda, maSinac ase moxda: veraferiver uTxari! mas ki raRacis Tqma undoda,xelic gamogiwvada, magram...* * *wigns rom gadaSli: pirvelivegverdi rom gexveweba: ar wamikiTxo!..ra unda qna? albaT, unda erwmuno...morCa da gaTavda!* * *Sedi enaSi. icxovre enaSi. evne ena-Si. giyvardes enaSi. Sedi enaSi. Sedi!Sedi!literaturuli gazeTibeqa qurxulimkvleligagrZelebaproza5Zlivs gadaacila da Seiyvana kobam tyvarCelSi.Tavs iklavda deidamisi,gadmoiyvane, saxlSi myavdeso, Tvara aruSvebdnen eseni, _ Tqva ezuxbaiam._ ki, mec maxsovs, wesieri da zrdilobianibovSvi nametani. uxmo, _ TqvamurTaz exvaiam._ hoda, dauwyia am alikakakaliasac afxaz mebrZolebTan erTadgalSi siaruli._ vava! _ Tqva mordum._ maisSi koba mesxias deda romgardaecvala, nunu deida cxonebuli,gadmosuli iyo is alika satiralSi._ gadmovida xom mainc? _ Tqva bigvavam._ ras hqvia, gadmovidoda, aba, rasizamda, Tavis gamzrdeli deida moukvda.maSin hqondaT kobas da magas laparaki.nu Svrebi magaso. dasaflavebisasulaparakiaT swored. axsovT biWebs maglaparaki, vinc iq iyvnen, oRond zustadra Tqva da ra upasuxa im sawyalma,is aRar axsovT kargad, nasvamebi iyvnen_ zogs axsovs: ar davdivar reCxSio,uarze gasula is cxonebuli _ ar vSvrebime magaso. zogs axsovs: ki, galSidavdivar, magram xalxs rom ardauSavon, an rame rom ar dawvan, an vinmerom ar moklan, magitom davyvebi meo!mokled iq ilaparakes _ ar qna magmeti, nu dayvebi Sen magaTo, kobas uTqvams.Cemi sofelia, yvela gicnobs,miTxres ukve ramdenjerme sayveduri _Seni deidaSvili gviSvreba amas da radavuSaveT, aq gaizardao. Tan ici, rommec Semovdivar da nu gaakeTeb magas,saerTod nu Semodixar galSi da reCx-Si miT umetes, nu izam metso. kargio _uTqvams, gavige da aRar Seval reCxSio.eg laparaki rom mase damTavrda, magzustad axsovs yvelas. kamaTic ar mosvliaT,zedmeti sityva ar Tqmula. SeTanxmdnenda damTavrda. dakrZalvisambebs dautrialda isev yvela._ tiroda Zalian alika kakaliadeidamiss, kargad maxsovs me, _ Tqvabarsukam._ biWos, ras ar itirebda,deidamisTan aidga fexi. iqac ixsenebdakoba, erTxel gaWirveulda nametanies alika, patara iyo maSin da atirebula_ bebia, dai akvakvar! bebia, daiakvakvaro! xan ra misces, xan _ ra daar iqna amis gaCereba. bolos daurekanunum Tavis das tyvarCelSi _ ase ambobs,tiris bovSvi da ra vqnaTo. lobiomieciT, lobio, afxazurad akvakvarlobioa, lobio unda mag afxazs,magaso. icinoda yvela. alikasac ecinebodaTviTon, Tan tiroda mainc._ da is glaxa ambavi rogor moxda,Sexvdnen da esroles erTmaneTs Tu ragadaxdaT iq? _ ikiTxa barsukam._ ara, rais Sexvdnen, erTmaneTs rasesrodnen, rasaa rom ambob. uaresi!..Camjdaran es oTxni TxilebSi Ramianadda axal gaTenebulze, Ramis bindi iyoSerCenili, isev Semosulan xuTni,modiodnen ase dawalikebulebi. uCqariaT,rusi ar moyvebodes isevo, meregadmosvlac xom undodaT ukan, dadauSviaT da dauSviaT. Tan daboRmilebiiyvnen Zalian da dauSves egreve.kobas uyviria kakraz ubedurs: `a, TqvenTxili da waiReT awi, gatanT egero~. dapirvels magas daucxia. dauyriaT xu-Tive, ar moelodnen isini da mito mouvidaTmase. misulan mere axlos, TanCqarobdnen nametani da ukivlia kobamesxias. ca gaxia Turme magis xmam,rogorc daTvi ise bRaodao, biWebma.alik! alik! eZaxda Turme mkvdars. pataracatava egreve eca da avtomatigamoglija xelidan, mibrunebula dadaurtyams catavasTvis, ecnen danarCenebicda gaakaves rogorc iqna.gonze gadavidao _ biWebma. gvxocavda,ver vakavebdiT, gvirtyamda, gvaginayvelaferi, ca ar datova uginebelida kaci miwazeo._ vava, jima, vava, _ Tqva mordum.isedac uferuli Tvalebi sul gauqrada brmas daemsgavsa._ gagviWirda Zaliano, biWebma. qamrebimouxsniaT giTolendias da buliskirias,gakoWes rogorc iqna, maraxma ver gaaCerebines, erTi wuTi ar gvegonaTu cocxlebi gadmovaRwevdiTo,buliskiriam, rogor ar mogvewivnen daar amogvxoces, axlac ar vicio. xeliTgveWira me da giTolendias Sarvlebi,ise movdiodiT tye-tyeo. kobas xma CaexliCabolos, gaCumda, su mTlad mowydaraRacnairad, mkvdariviT Seiqna,sunTqavda marto da ase mogvqondao.enguri rom gadmovlaxeT TagilonTan,ori saaTi riyeze veyareT, ver vtokdebodiTverc erTi, manqana mogvaSvelesiqaurma biWebma da Camogviyvanes.ansnaiperi rom ar mogvadga iqidan, dRissinaTle iyo isev, xelisgulze veyareT,dagvxvritavdnen pirdapir da wavidodnenTavisuflad misi gziTo._ gangebaa yvelaferi, rac giweriakacs, is aris is, _ Tqva murTaz exvaiam._ maseTi gangebis dedac da cxovrebisac,erTi! _ Tqva barsukam,gverdze gadaafurTxa da bigvavas sigaretzemoakidebina._ koba ras Svreba, eg ubeduri, koba?au, coda, Cqim mters iu TiS adgils dovarc Cqim mters usurvenq xolo 4 , _Tqva gia ezuxbaiam._ wevs loginSi. ver vekarebiT veravin.verc ojaxi. udgas arayi boTliT,dalevs saswaulad, gaiTiSeba, daiZinebs.gaiRviZebs, dalevs, daiZinebs isev.colma, davelaparakebio da esrolayvelaferi, rac xelSi moxvda. ar Wamsarafers. dganan giTolendia, oCamCirelibuliskiria da patara catava dayarauloben. eqimi moviyvaneT, gamoagdokinwiskvriT, daTo ServaSiZemmRvdeli moiyvana, agina orives Zalianda gamoyara isinic. Sebrunda meredaTo, gagikeTeb Tu ginda sufTaso. armindao da svams arays tonas, mase uWmeli.eqimma, Tu ar gaCerda, erT kviraSimokvdebao._ da ra unda vqnaT, aba, xom arvuyurebT ase, rogor mokvdeba kaci, _Tqva bigvavam._ raRa mokvdeba, mkvdaria magiukve, ra azri aqvs mis sicocxles awi.vava, koba, vava jima, _ mordum Tavisgamqrali TvalebiT gverdze gaixeda,_ daitiroT unda, vinc tirili iciTda magia._ kai mordu vaSiners, nu ici saswauliTqma Sen, _ Tqva barsukam._ saika xazariam dareka gulrif-Sidan, daTosTan aRar rekavs imis mere,rac mosisxleebi gaxdnen. satiralSirom viyavi tyvarCelSi, alika kakaliasdedam damabara, rom Caxval gulrifS-Si, darekeT iqiT, kobas miawvdineT xma,rom davitireb Cems Svils, davkrZalav,gadmoval da movxedav magasac, mag ubedurs,magaT movukvdi orives meo. erTimag imedia. meti araferi, _ foniavamRrmad amoisunTqa da gaCumda._ ox, didi qalbatoni yofila is!_ Tqva murTaz exvaiam._ ra qnas, erTis dedaa da meorisdeida. kido kai, sawyali nunu deida vermoeswro am ambavs _ Tqva barsukam._ an erTis ra brali iyo, an meoris.arc erTs dauwyia es omi, arc meores.arc Cven dagviwyia, arc imaT. qorTu doafxazs vaduWyafu mag omi, do midgaqdiWyu, Tina gvaSvelens ase, ma Te rusefiSdo eduard SevardnaZeS nabozardida fxodi 5 , _ Tqva bigvavam._ kido kai, sawyali nunu deida vermoeswro amas, _ gaimeora barsukam._ rogor mogvaqcies am CaTlaxebma,rom cocxlebs daRupulebis gv-Surs, _ Tqva bigvavam.(1) amaT dedas suyvelasas! (megr.)(2) Sens fexsacmelSi ar gavyido Cemi Zmis kame-Ci, imdeni Tqveni deda da jiSi... me (megr.).(3) ver var kargis maxarobeli, glaxa ambavi movitaneZalian (megr.).(4) au, sawyali, Cemi mteri iqna axla magis adgilasda Cems mtersac ar vusurveb kido (megr.).(5) qarTvels da afxazs ar dauwyia es da vincdaiwyo, is gvaSvelebs exla, me rom rusebis da eduardSevardnaZis bozi deda... (megr.)gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSi