Inside the Mind of BTK

The Capture and Arrest of BTK 139
Sometimes he’d get so worked up over the scene that he’d hold it
in his mind until he went to bed later that night, then travel back to
those tracks and masturbate to the image of those hopeless girls.
Before long, he later confessed to police, he began to think of it like a
picture show—only he had the power to put himself inside the action.
He not only served as the producer and director but also got to star in
it. He created entire worlds inside his head, all of them bad, hurtful,
and thrilling. Yet he never told a soul about them. He kept it all locked
up inside his head. The only people who knew were his female costars,
but they weren’t talking.
They all had gags in their mouths.